Jaded
B-Film Etc. Lyrics

We're still conversating
We are still talking, but even though we communicate, our love is not the way it should be.

But our love is tainted
However, our love has been spoiled or contaminated in some way, and it is not the same anymore.

At times I feel jaded
I sometimes feel tired, bored, and lacking enthusiasm about our relationship.

A smile sits here painted
I put on a fake smile and pretend that everything is all right, but in reality, I am unhappy and unsatisfied.

Guess our love turned hatred
Perhaps our love changed so much that it turned into something negative or hostile, like hate.

I still sit here faking
I am still pretending that I am okay and happy, but in reality, I am not.

But when I first met you I felt something special
However, when I met you for the first time, I had a unique connection or fondness for you.

And I lied to myself
Unfortunately, I deceived myself and thought that our love would last, but it did not.

You're never gonna come around
You will never change your mind or come back to me, no matter how hard I wish for it.

You'll never be my boo
You will never be my significant other, my partner, or my love.

You're never gonna call my phone
You will never message or call me again, and I have to come to terms with that.

I won't be picking you
I refuse to go back to you or take you back, even if you try to come back to me.

I'm not afraid
I am not scared or fear being alone because I can stand on my own.

I never want you back
I have no interest in reconciling or getting back together with you because it would not be good for me.

Had me burning in my mind
You caused me to obsess or fixate on you, and I could not stop thinking about you.

The things that I lack
I was missing important qualities or parts of myself because I focused so much on trying to be with you.

Saved myself
In the end, I emerged out of this relationship as a stronger and better version of myself.

Taught myself
I learned valuable lessons from this relationship, which helped me grow and mature.

Love myself
I realized that the most important love is self-love, which I achieved after going through this experience.

Oooo Ooo Ooo
This is an expression of emotions and feelings that cannot be put into words.

Oooo ahhh
This is another sound that conveys deep emotions and feelings related to the song's subject matter.

Uhh
This is an expression of annoyance, frustration, or dissatisfaction.

Never Never
This is a declaration or affirmation that certain things will never happen, such as being with the person again.