Falling apart
B.T.F. Lyrics

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She don't wanna fall in love with me
I'm falling apart no one care about me
She just wanna broke my heart, hell I know
(She just fucked up, she just fucked up)
She don't even really care about me
She don't even wanna talk to me
I don't give a fuck 'bout her anymore
She don't wanna fall in love with me

I'm falling apart no one care about me
She just wanna broke my heart, hell I know
(She just fucked up, she just fucked up)
She don't even really care about me
She don't even wanna talk to me
I don't give a fuck 'bout her anymore
I don' give a fuck
I don't even wanna talk about this life
Life is kinda sucks but I don't wanna waste my time
She just wanna kills me inside
Then she wanna ruin my life
She just wanna ruin my life
She just wanna see me down
She just wanna see me falling down
Xanny baby never let me down
Even though I'm falling down already
Xanny make me still awake
Feel like I'm in earthquake
I'm tryna chill in my room with my homie
With no feel depressed, I know I'm so upset
I cannot feel this pain
Too much feeling in my brain
She don't wanna fall in love with me
I'm falling apart no one care about me
She just wanna broke my heart, hell I know
(She just fucked up, she just fucked up)
She don't even really care about me
She don't even wanna talk to me
I don't give a fuck 'bout her anymore
She don't wanna fall in love with me
I'm falling apart no one care about me
She just wanna broke my heart, hell I know
(She just fucked up, she just fucked up)
She don't even really care about me

She don't even wanna talk to me
I don't give a fuck 'bout her anymore

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to B.T.F.'s song "Falling Apart" convey a sense of heartbreak and emotional turmoil. The singer expresses a feeling of being unloved and disregarded, as the person they desire to be with doesn't want to fall in love with them. The repetition of the phrase "falling apart" emphasizes the internal struggle and emotional pain they are experiencing. They acknowledge that the individual they are interested in just wants to break their heart, and they have come to accept this reality.

The lyrics also reveal a growing indifference towards this person, as the singer declares that they no longer care about them. This shift in attitude could be a defense mechanism, a way to protect themselves from further emotional damage. The mention of "Xanny" likely refers to Xanax, a prescription medication often used to alleviate anxiety or depression. The line "Xanny make me still awake" suggests that the singer relies on the drug to stay awake and avoid facing their emotional distress.

Line by Line Meaning

She don't wanna fall in love with me
She is not interested in having a romantic relationship with me

I'm falling apart no one care about me
I feel broken and ignored, as if no one cares about me

She just wanna broke my heart, hell I know
She intentionally wants to hurt me emotionally, and I am aware of it

(She just fucked up, she just fucked up)
(She made a major mistake, she made a major mistake)

She don't even really care about me
She doesn't genuinely care about me

She don't even wanna talk to me
She doesn't want to engage in conversation with me

I don't give a fuck 'bout her anymore
I no longer have any emotional attachment or concern for her

I don' give a fuck
I don't care at all

I don't even wanna talk about this life
I have no desire to discuss the difficulties of life

Life is kinda sucks but I don't wanna waste my time
Life is somewhat unpleasant, but I don't want to spend my time dwelling on it

She just wanna kills me inside
She wants to emotionally destroy me from within

Then she wanna ruin my life
Furthermore, she desires to completely destroy my life

She just wanna see me down
Her goal is to witness my downfall

She just wanna see me falling down
She derives satisfaction from seeing me fail and suffer

Xanny baby never let me down
The use of Xanax (a drug) helps me cope and doesn't disappoint me

Even though I'm falling down already
Despite already facing difficulties and setbacks

Xanny make me still awake
Xanax keeps me awake and aware

Feel like I'm in earthquake
I feel like my world is crumbling and unstable

I'm tryna chill in my room with my homie
I am attempting to relax in my room with my friend

With no feel depressed, I know I'm so upset
Although I'm not expressing my depression, I am deeply upset

I cannot feel this pain
I am unable to escape or numb this emotional pain

Too much feeling in my brain
My mind is overwhelmed with emotions