Lost in space
B.U.T.I.S. Lyrics

Lost in
Feeling completely disoriented and unsure of my location

Lost in space
Metaphorically feeling lost and adrift in life with no clear direction

Trying to find my way
Struggling to figure out a path forward

I don't know I got this point
Feeling uncertain and confused about how I ended up in this situation

No point of getting back
Feeling like there is no turning back from my current state of being lost

I'm lost in space
Feeling trapped and directionless, unable to find a way out

Too far in my head and I can't escape
Being lost in thought and unable to snap out of it, causing distress and anxiety

Too much bad memories that I can't erase
Haunted by negative experiences from the past that I am unable to forget or move on from

All these people with toxic straits can go away
Wanting to distance myself from negative influences and people in my life

I just wanna be left alone
Craving solitude and a break from social interactions

But they don't know that I wanna be left alone
Others don't understand my need for space and privacy

Better call pest control
Making a humorous reference to the idea of others being pests and needing to be removed

Cause they're bugging me, when I'm in head to roam
Feeling bothered and crowded by others when I'm trying to think or clear my mind

And when I head to home
Returning to my personal space and sanctuary

I'm always followed by pests who infest the zone
Feeling like negative influences and people are constantly invading my personal space

It's getting to me that I can't protect my own
Feeling helpless against negative forces and unable to defend myself or my mental state

Mindstate so I ingest the toll
Dealing with the negative impact of my state of mind by self-medicating or numbing my emotions

That it has on me, no more detecting wrong
Feeling overwhelmed by negative emotions and unable to recognize when something is not right

It's like a mind simulation. I might fly, but deny limitation. I cry to hide my situation
Feeling like my thoughts and emotions are not real, but a mere simulation. Denying the limitations that come with my current state of being lost, and using tears as a way to conceal my struggles.

So I lie then write it in illustration
Choosing to express my true thoughts and emotions through creative means like writing or drawing, instead of being honest with others

I might die from life integration
Feeling like the stresses of life are too much and may lead to my downfall

I'm alive but no destination
Existing and living, but without a clear purpose or direction

GO AWAY
Expressing frustration and a desire for negative influences to leave me alone

Yeah I'm lost in
Acknowledging my current state of being lost

I don't know how I'm going to get out
Feeling hopeless and unsure about how to escape my current situation

We are in The Halcyon System
A reference to a science fiction setting, emphasizing the feeling of being lost and disconnected from reality

I don't know my way
Feeling completely directionless and lost