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BABY BLUE Lyrics

I can never understand why you ask me
I am confused why you continue to question me despite the fact that my heart is in your hands.

My heart is dying in your hands but my heart beats
You are causing me immense emotional pain, but my heart keeps beating nonetheless.

It goes bump bump bump bump, bump bump bump
My heart beats heavily and persistently, signifying the pain I am feeling.

So emotional
I am overwhelmed with feelings of sadness and hurt.

All the times I said, baby don't leave me
Despite the hurt you have caused me, I begged you not to abandon me.

You're so cold to me, so so so so so cold to me
Your demeanor towards me is cold and callous, causing me further pain.

I think back to the times you were holding me
I reminisce on the moments when you showed me affection and love.

And I let the feeling wash over me
I allow the pleasant feelings of those moments to momentarily numb my pain.

I was just trying to give you what you need
I was doing my best to fulfill your needs and desires.

Why couldn't you do the same for me
I do not understand why you did not prioritize meeting my needs in return.

But you were lying in front of my eyes
You were actively deceiving and betraying me while I remained oblivious.

You were fuckin' that girl on the other side
You were engaged in infidelity with another woman, causing me immense pain and anger.

And now I'm going so out of my mind
I am struggling to cope with the hurt and trauma you have caused me, and may be losing my sense of sanity.

And I can never understand why you f-ed me
I cannot comprehend why you chose to hurt and betray me in such a profound way.

I wanna move on but I can't for my heart cries
While I want to heal and move past this trauma, my heart is too overwhelmed with pain to allow me to do so.

I can feel my hands shaking
I am so angry and overwhelmed that my hands are physically shaking.

That's the anger building up inside me
I am feeling an intense and consuming anger towards you and your actions.

In my head I'm just waiting
I am anticipating a confrontation with you and mentally preparing for it.

I look up and our eyes meet, oh
Our eyes meet, and we both know that a confrontation is imminent.

Someone say something
I am desperate for someone, anyone, to speak up and break the tension.

How'd you leave us in this mess here
I cannot comprehend how you allowed our relationship to deteriorate to this painful and tumultuous state.

How many of the lies did I believe
I am grappling with the sheer amount of deception you inflicted on me, questioning how much of our relationship was even truthful.

It's like I'm looking at a stranger now
Your actions have caused me to view you as a completely different person than the one I thought I knew.

I hear my voice bumping so loud
I am having a visceral, emotional response to the trauma I have experienced.

I just want to get you out of my house
I want you out of my life and out of my home, where you have caused so much pain and hurt.

All the lies you were telling me
You were engaging in a significant amount of deceit towards me.

But you were actin' so lovable
Despite engaging in deceitful behavior, you were still showing me affection and love to mask your true intentions.

You're getting away with murder
Your actions towards me are causing me immense pain and trauma, but you are not being held accountable for them.

You must have loved it
You likely enjoyed causing me pain and actively engaging in deceitful behavior.

You were thinking this girl is so gullible
You were likely thinking that I was naive and easily deceived.

Should have left a long time ago
In hindsight, I should have ended our relationship much earlier to avoid this trauma and pain.

But I was loyal, I played my part
Despite your deceitful behavior, I remained committed and loyal to you, hoping for a better outcome.

A little piece from the broken heart
Despite everything, I am left with only a small fragment of my heart, shattered by the pain and trauma you have caused me.