이럴거면 그러지말지 Shouldn't Have…
Baek A Yeon Lyrics

궁금해서 잠이 안 와
I couldn't sleep because I was curious.

그때 왜 그랬어?
Why did you act that way back then?

구차해도 묻고 싶어
I want to ask, even if it's trivial.

그때 난 뭐였어?
What was I back then?

나나나나나나나나
Me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me

나만 애 탄거니
Was I the only one being hurt?

나나나나나나나나
Me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me

난 진심인데 넌
I was sincere, but you weren't.

그랬구나 그랬어
So that's how it was, that's how it was.

좋았는데 넌 아니었나 봐
It was good, but I guess it wasn't for you.

그랬구나 그때 넌
So that's how it was back then.

그런 줄 모르고 나 혼자
Not knowing that, I was alone.

이럴거면 바래다주었던 그날 밤
If it was going to be like this, that night when you drove me home

넌 나를 안아주지 말았어야지
You shouldn't have hugged me.

설렘에 밤잠 설치게 했던 그 말
Those words that made it hard for me to fall asleep in excitement.

그 말도 말았어야지
You shouldn't have said those words either.

그러지는 말지
Don't say things like that.

비겁하게 숨어버린 너를
You, who cowardly hid away.

돌아 올 거라고 믿은 내가 바보야
I was a fool for believing that you would come back.

사랑스럽게 날 보던 네 눈빛에
In the loving look in your eyes that watched me.

빠졌던 내가 바보지
I was the fool who fell for it.

이럴 줄도 모르고
I didn't even know it would turn out like this.

이렇게 돼 버린 이상
Now that it has turned out like this.

그냥 얘기할게
I'll just say it.

이미 떠나버린 니 맘
Your heart that has already left.

돌릴 순 없으니
I can't turn it back.

그랬구나 그랬어
So that's how it was, that's how it was.

좋았는데 넌 아니었나 봐
It was good, but I guess it wasn't for you.

그랬구나 그때 넌
So that's how it was back then.

네 생각뿐인데 나 혼자
I was alone, only thinking about you.

이럴거면 바래다주었던 그날 밤
If it was going to be like this, that night when you drove me home

넌 나를 안아주지 말았어야지
You shouldn't have hugged me.

설렘에 밤잠 설치게 했던 그 말
Those words that made it hard for me to fall asleep in excitement.

그 말도 말았어야지
You shouldn't have said those words either.

이럴 줄은 몰랐어
I didn't know it would turn out like this.

어때 넌 어떻게 하고 싶니
How about you? What do you want to do?

지금 이 순간의 감정일지
Is it the feeling of this moment?

중간에 금방 에러가 날것인지
Will there be a mistake in the middle?

I don't know
I don't know

하지만 내 생각엔
But in my opinion

오래가진 못할 거 같아
It doesn't seem like it will last long.

너 아닌 나 때문에
Because of me, not you.

이 관계는 이어지지 못해 eh
This relationship can't continue, eh.

잠 못 들어 아픈 이 새벽
In this sleepless, painful dawn.

잘 지내니 문자 한번쯤은 해주지
Are you doing well? Send me a text once in a while.

혹시나 하며 올린 우리 얘기에
In our conversation that I posted with a slight hope

좋아요 누르지 말지
Should I press like or not?

괜히 기대 하게
Don't give me false hope.

바래다주던 그 날 밤처럼
Like that night when you drove me home.

돌아와서 포근하게 나를 안아줘
Come back and hug me warmly.

설렘에 밤잠 설치게 했던 말로
With those words that made it hard for me to fall asleep in excitement

또 두근거리게 해줘
Make my heart flutter again.

다시 날 녹여줘
Melt me once again.

이럴거면 귀엽다고
If it was going to be like this, calling it cute

하지 말지 그러지 말지
Let's not say, let's not do that.

혼잣말만 늘어가네
Only my soliloquies keep growing.

전하지도 못할 말만
Words that I can't even express.