Close To Me
Ballyhoo! Lyrics


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All these things I do to keep you close to me
And every day's another day from what we used to be
I don't know what I've been thinking
'Cause this is much like hell
It's days like this, I must insist
I'm not doing so well

Oh no, get lost in you
Like you know, I often do
And I wonder if you're proud of me
If you can hear me, shout at me
I need to kill this doubt in me for good
So help me now to let you go
So I can live

I think about these last 10 years
And what they've done to me
And I don't think it's worth it
'Cause it's just not fun to me
What if I just killed myself
And never spoke again?




Could you make your way back through the darkness
And meet me at the end?

Overall Meaning

The song "Close to Me" by Ballyhoo! features lyrics that express the singer's struggles with maintaining a relationship that has changed over time. The lyrics suggest that the singer is willing to do anything to keep the other person close to them, even if it causes them pain. The line "I don't know what I've been thinking, 'cause this is much like hell" reveals the singer's confusion, indicating that they are aware that something is wrong but don't know how to fix it. The chorus, "Oh no, get lost in you, like you know, I often do, and I wonder if you're proud of me, if you can hear me, shout at me, I need to kill this doubt in me for good, so help me now to let you go, so I can live," portrays the singer's internal battle with themselves, feeling trapped and unable to let go of the other person.


The song explores the idea of what if things were different and if the singer had the strength to walk away from the relationship. The lyrics "What if I just killed myself, and never spoke again? Could you make your way back through the darkness and meet me at the end?" represents the desperation the singer feels towards the situation, expressing that they'd rather disappear than to feel the agony of the relationship.


Overall, "Close to Me" conveys a sense of emotional distress and highlights the consequences of being unwilling to let go of a relationship that is no longer healthy. It evokes a range of feelings such as sadness, desperation, and longing, as well as making the listener question themselves about their own relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

All these things I do to keep you close to me
I go out of my way to ensure we remain close and connected.


And every day's another day from what we used to be
Things keep changing between us and we need to adapt.


I don't know what I've been thinking
I'm not sure why I keep doing this to myself.


'Cause this is much like hell
This is causing me intense emotional pain.


It's days like this, I must insist
On days like this, I have to admit that I'm struggling.


I'm not doing so well
I'm not coping very well with the situation.


Oh no, get lost in you
I get so caught up in my feelings for you that it's overwhelming.


Like you know, I often do
As if you're aware, I do this frequently.


And I wonder if you're proud of me
I question whether you're proud of who I am or what I do for you.


If you can hear me, shout at me
If you're aware of my feelings, please show me by expressing them.


I need to kill this doubt in me for good
I need to eliminate my doubts about us and our future for good.


So help me now to let you go
Please help me to let go of my attachment to you.


So I can live
So I can move on and focus on other aspects of my life.


I think about these last 10 years
I reflect on the past decade with you.


And what they've done to me
I consider the impact our relationship has had on me.


And I don't think it's worth it
I'm beginning to question whether this relationship is worth the effort.


'Cause it's just not fun to me
Because it's just not enjoyable for me anymore.


What if I just killed myself
I find myself considering drastic measures because I'm not sure how to fix the situation.


And never spoke again?
And just completely cut off all communication.


Could you make your way back through the darkness
Would you be able to find your way back to me if we lost contact completely?


And meet me at the end?
Would you still be there for me if I pushed you away?




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@SanaDespiertayvive

I've heard this song since i lived in Venezuela, now listening from California. Dreams come true!

@princellacooley501

This song reminds me of my brother he's in the Air Force... and this is the band he showed me... I miss him so much!!!

@milaignatich8066

Princella Cooley I feel so bad for you. Your comment made me cry. 😧😒😒😭

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@matthewjones543

Lost my parents,sister plus the girl i wanted to merry

@Sensei_SeRn

how anyone would dislike this is beyond me. This song is great!!

@JetStar9115

Coming back to this song. Is so good. But I hate the time I listened to it. Haha just that year was horrible. Good songs. Terrible memories.

@Killian1826

love all of the ballyhoooooo

@Ffeoli1039

Great song. The lyrics are masterful.

@Theaustin007

Listen to this song everyday muti times just so good I love to sing it. And play it

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