Neon lights
Barmuda Lyrics


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I lost myself on my way home
Trying to balance out the good and bad I did
I figured out that I'm a sinner
And I won't ever be the same

A walk in the night, figuring out what I'm suppose to do
Cause I got no more clues
Ignoring the signs, that has been part of what I had to do
But now I'm hurting to much

Prechorus:
My mind has been telling me to figure it out
But I'm shutting it down

Chorus:
Neon light on the ceiling
Some whiskey and coke for the healing, healing
I need to be fine again
Neon light on the ceiling
Some whiskey and coke for the healing, healing
I need to be fine again

Verse 2:
Seventy days since I have lost my fight
And I still not sleep and dream the way I used to do
Plenty of times when I felt hope insight
But then I end up in pain


I'd rather not know, what people think
despite the instincts in my bones, telling me that I should leave home
I'd rather not know, what people think
despite the instincts in my bones, telling me that I should leave home

PreChorus 2:
They call it easy
Losing the daydreams
But I can not fight the way I'm feeling

My mind has been telling me to figure it out
But I'm shutting it down


Neon light on the ceiling
Some whiskey and coke for the healing, healing
I need to be fine again
Neon light on the ceiling
Some whiskey and coke for the healing, healing
I need to be fine again

Neon light on the ceiling
Some whiskey and coke for the healing, healing
I need to be fine again
Neon light on the ceiling




Some whiskey and coke for the healing, healing
I need to be fine again

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "Neon Lights" by Barmuda depict a sense of self-reflection and a struggle to find balance between good and bad actions. The singer seems to have made mistakes and acknowledges their sinful nature, realizing that they will never be the same after these experiences. The song explores a journey of self-discovery and the quest for emotional healing.


The first verse suggests that the singer is lost and seeking guidance on their way home. They feel clueless and regret ignoring the signs along the way. However, now they are hurting and in need of healing. The chorus emphasizes the desire for healing, with the metaphor of a neon light on the ceiling symbolizing an escape from darkness. Whiskey and coke are mentioned as a means of finding solace and numbing the pain.


The second verse reveals that it has been seventy days since the singer lost a fight and they still struggle with sleep and dreams. Despite experiencing moments of hope, they often end up in pain. The repeated refrain of "I'd rather not know what people think" suggests that the singer is wrestling with their own insecurities and fears of judgment. They resist the natural instincts that urge them to leave home, expressing a desire to shield themselves from external opinions.


The lyrics overall convey a sense of inner turmoil, loneliness, and a longing for emotional healing. The neon light on the ceiling serves as a symbol of hope and escapism, while whiskey and coke represent coping mechanisms. It highlights the universal experience of feeling lost and seeking solace in the midst of personal struggles.


Line by Line Meaning

I lost myself on my way home
I feel disconnected and lost in my own journey back to where I belong.


Trying to balance out the good and bad I did
I'm attempting to find harmony between the positive and negative actions I have taken.


I figured out that I'm a sinner
I've come to realize that I have done wrong and am flawed.


And I won't ever be the same
This realization has changed me permanently.


A walk in the night, figuring out what I'm suppose to do
In the darkness, I am searching for my purpose and direction.


Cause I got no more clues
I have exhausted all possible hints or guidance.


Ignoring the signs, that has been part of what I had to do
I have deliberately chosen to disregard the indications or warnings that were necessary for me.


But now I'm hurting to much
However, the pain I am experiencing is becoming too overwhelming.


My mind has been telling me to figure it out
My thoughts have been urging me to find a solution.


But I'm shutting it down
Yet, I am deliberately blocking those thoughts or shutting off my mind.


Neon light on the ceiling
I seek solace and escape through the mesmerizing glow of a neon light above me.


Some whiskey and coke for the healing, healing
I turn to alcohol as a means to alleviate my pain and find temporary relief.


I need to be fine again
I yearn to return to a state of emotional well-being and stability.


Seventy days since I have lost my fight
It has been a considerable amount of time since I suffered a defeat or failure.


And I still not sleep and dream the way I used to do
I continue to struggle with insomnia and am unable to experience dreaming as I once did.


Plenty of times when I felt hope insight
There have been numerous occasions when I glimpsed a glimmer of hope.


But then I end up in pain
However, inevitably, I find myself consumed by anguish.


I'd rather not know, what people think
It is preferable for me to remain ignorant of others' opinions and judgments.


Despite the instincts in my bones, telling me that I should leave home
Although my deep-rooted instincts compel me to depart from my current environment.


They call it easy
Others perceive it as a simple or effortless task.


Losing the daydreams
I am surrendering my fantasies or aspirations.


But I can not fight the way I'm feeling
However, I am unable to resist or combat my emotions.




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Written by: Barmuda

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