vanity
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Now hear my throat oh it's drying out
It's a sign that I'm breaking down
I see your hands saying hold, hold on my please
But your eyes they can't lie to me
Oh my body aches at the sight of dawn
When you lye, in another's arms.

I really hate this slow burn while you sleep all around
Oh let it out let it out
Now I dread the thought of you
And I just want to say, anyway you dropped your vanity.

Did you catch his stare or just wait to see
If he'd try, oh if he'd try, and steal you from me
I hope I'm not mistaken, darling please I'm confused
And your pretty face has got me all mixed up and
I'm still loving you
Oh I can't fake this, it's too hard not to choke.

Oh so it's over
Oh so it's over
But I've been turned
Turned inside out





I didn't want it to be this way

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Big Terrible's song Vanity convey a sense of heartbreak, betrayal, and conflict as the singer describes their struggle to come to terms with their lover's infidelity. The opening lines, "Now hear my throat oh it's drying out, It's a sign that I'm breaking down," suggest that the singer has been holding in their emotions for some time and is now physically and emotionally exhausted. They see their lover's hands reaching out to them, pleading for them to hold on, but they know that their eyes betray their true feelings.


The next lines, "Oh my body aches at the sight of dawn, When you lye, in another's arms," reveal that the singer is struggling to cope with the image of their lover in someone else's embrace. The slow burn of jealousy and resentment builds up inside them, making it difficult to sleep or find peace. They long for release, to let out their emotions and find some kind of resolution.


As the song progresses, the singer expresses their frustration and confusion over their lover's actions, wondering if they have been led astray or if they are simply misreading the situation. The lines "Did you catch his stare or just wait to see, If he'd try, oh if he'd try, and steal you from me, I hope I'm not mistaken, darling please I'm confused," suggest that they are grappling with feelings of insecurity and doubt, wondering whether their lover is truly committed to them or if they are just a passing fancy.


Ultimately, the song reaches a bittersweet conclusion as the singer declares "Oh so it's over, But I've been turned, Turned inside out." Though their relationship may be coming to an end, the singer has been forced to confront their own vulnerabilities and weaknesses. They can no longer maintain the façade of vanity and self-assurance that they once projected, but must instead accept their own emotions and admit their need for love and acceptance.


Line by Line Meaning

Now hear my throat oh it's drying out
I'm losing my voice because of the stress and heartbreak


It's a sign that I'm breaking down
My physical condition reflects my emotional turmoil


I see your hands saying hold, hold on my please
You're trying to console me, but it's not working


But your eyes they can't lie to me
I can see the truth in your eyes even if you try to hide it


Oh my body aches at the sight of dawn
I feel pain every morning when I wake up alone


When you lye, in another's arms.
It hurts to think of you being intimate with someone else


I really hate this slow burn while you sleep all around
I can't stand the agony of watching you move on while I suffer in silence


Oh let it out let it out
I want to express my emotions freely


Now I dread the thought of you
You bring me anxiety and fear now


And I just want to say, anyway you dropped your vanity.
I want you to know that your pride and selfishness caused us to break up


Did you catch his stare or just wait to see
Do you feel tempted by someone else or were you just curious?


If he'd try, oh if he'd try, and steal you from me
You might be vulnerable to another man who wants to take advantage of our situation


I hope I'm not mistaken, darling please I'm confused
I'm not sure about your intentions and it's causing me emotional distress


And your pretty face has got me all mixed up and I'm still loving you
Your beauty and charm are making it hard for me to move on despite the pain you caused me


Oh I can't fake this, it's too hard not to choke.
I can't pretend that I'm fine when I'm actually suffocating with sadness


Oh so it's over
Our relationship is officially finished


But I've been turned
I've been changed and affected by this experience


Turned inside out
My emotions and character have been completely inverted


I didn't want it to be this way
I never expected our love story to end in this painful manner




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