Saying I'm Sorry Now
Billie Lyrics


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This is be
First class you know
This is be here,
Oh oh oh yeah

Nobody knows this but me
All I could see was someone
Who didn't love me for me
How could I have been so dumb
I tried to act like I knew
You never cared from the start
I gave you problems 'cause I
Knew that you gave me your heart

My baby my my baby
I want to come back home
My baby my my baby
Back to those open arms
I'm everything you want
Lord knows I'm everything you need
I'll be those promises
That you always said to me

If I told you I need you
I'm saying that I need you now
Saying I need you now
If I never told you I'm sorry
I'm saying that I'm sorry now
Saying I'm sorry now

And now I'm all alone
My friends don't understand
Said you can't have a good life
If you can't keep a good man
I was a fool back then
I tried to be miss strong
I let you go when you
Didn't do a damn thing wrong
My baby my my baby
I want to come back home
My baby my my baby
Back to those open arms
I'm everything you want
Lord knows I'm everything you need
I'll be those promises
That you always said to me

If I told you I need you
I'm saying that I need you now
Saying I need you now
If I never told you I'm sorry
I'm saying that I'm sorry now
Saying I'm sorry now

(Why? Why? Why did I let you go?)
Deep down you know you know I'm sorry
(Why? Why? Why did I let you go?)
Deep down you know you know I'm sorry

My baby my my baby
I want to come back home
My baby my my baby
Back to those open arms
I'm everything you want
Lord knows I'm everything you need
I'll be those promises
That you always said to me

If I told you I need you
I'm saying that I need you now
Saying I need you now
If I never told you I'm sorry




I'm saying that I'm sorry now
Saying I'm sorry now

Overall Meaning

The song "Saying I'm Sorry Now" by Billie Eilish is an emotional ballad about regret, love, and heartbreak. The opening lines of the song express a sense of excitement and anticipation, as if the singer is embarking on a new adventure ("This is be first class you know, this is be here, oh oh oh yeah"). However, the tone shifts quickly as the singer reveals that the relationship has already ended, and she is left alone with her feelings.


The following verses describe the singer's regret at not recognizing her partner's love for her earlier, and how she tried to fit into a mold that wasn't true to herself. She now acknowledges that he gave her his heart, but she gave him problems instead because she didn't understand his love. The chorus emphasizes the singer's desire to reconcile and come back home to her partner, promising to be everything he wants and needs.


The second verse highlights the singer's isolation and the judgment she's received from her friends for not being able to "keep a good man." She now realizes her mistake in letting her partner go, even though he didn't do anything wrong. The final chorus repeats the same theme of regret and apology, with an added bridge that pleads for forgiveness.


Overall, "Saying I'm Sorry Now" is a poignant reflection on the mistakes we make in love and our longing for redemption. The lyrics are especially powerful when combined with Billie Eilish's haunting vocals and sparse piano accompaniment.


Line by Line Meaning

Nobody knows this but me
I have been keeping this to myself


All I could see was someone
I saw what I wanted to see


Who didn't love me for me
But you didn’t truly love me for who I am


How could I have been so dumb
I can’t believe I was so naive


I tried to act like I knew
I pretended I understood


You never cared from the start
But you never really cared about me


I gave you problems 'cause I
I caused you trouble because


Knew that you gave me your heart
I knew you loved me


If I told you I need you
By saying I need you


I'm saying that I need you now
I’m telling you I need you now


Saying I need you now
Stating I desperately want you in my life


If I never told you I'm sorry
By not admitting I was wrong


I'm saying that I'm sorry now
I’m apologizing right now


Saying I'm sorry now
Admitting that I made a mistake


And now I'm all alone
Now I’m by myself


My friends don't understand
My friends don’t comprehend


Said you can't have a good life
They claimed I can’t lead a good life


If you can't keep a good man
If I can’t keep a good man like you


I was a fool back then
I was foolish in the past


I tried to be miss strong
I attempted to show strength


I let you go when you
I left you although


Didn't do a damn thing wrong
You didn’t do anything wrong


(Why? Why? Why did I let you go?)
I question myself for letting you leave


Deep down you know you know I'm sorry
Inside, you are aware that I’m apologizing


My baby my my baby
My love, my love


I want to come back home
I desire to return to you


Back to those open arms
Into your welcoming embrace


I'm everything you want
I am everything you desire


Lord knows I'm everything you need
God knows you require me in your life


I'll be those promises
I will keep those commitments


That you always said to me
That you always assured me about




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: DION RAMBO, JACQUES RICHMOND

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