The Light Of The Lost
Bishop Allen Lyrics


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I go crazy, fucking crazy
Sitting around in the same old room
And when tomorrow comes, I will be gone
I'll be working 'til the afternoon

I rode the cyclone, I rode the shockwave
I found my heart inside my chest
And I was so surprised to be alive, I couldn't wait around and rest

Shining out ahead just a little bit further on
Draws me like a moth, the light of the lost

I go crazy, fucking crazy
Thinking about all the gloom and doom
And when tomorrow comes, I'll say I'm done
Drinking 'til the afternoon

Shining out ahead just a little bit further on
Draws me like a moth, the light of the lost
I'll follow it, I guess, but what the cost

I have a black cat
Send me M-80s
Cause I put a match to every fuse
And when they flash and bang, it's a beautiful thing
They always know what to do

I go crazy, fucking crazy
Worrying away at what it means




When all I need's some firecrackers
To blow it all to smithereens

Overall Meaning

In Bishop Allen's "The Light of the Lost," the singer expresses their need for excitement and exhilaration. They feel restless and bored with their current life, and they want something to awaken their spirits. The opening lines convey a sense of frustration - the singer is going "fucking crazy" sitting in the same room, and they won't be content until they experience something new. The chorus, "shining out ahead just a little bit further on / draws me like a moth, the light of the lost" speaks to the singer's desire for adventure. They are drawn to the unknown, even though they are aware there may be a cost to pursuing it.


The second verse shifts slightly to describe the singer's attempts to escape their boredom. They drink, they ride roller coasters (the "cyclone"), they seek out danger (the "shockwave"). However, nothing seems to fully satisfy them. The image of the "black cat" and the "M-80s" serves as a metaphor for the singer's desire to burn everything down and start anew. They are restless and desperate for change.


Overall, "The Light of the Lost" is a song about chasing a feeling of excitement and discovery, even in the face of uncertainty and risk. The lyrics paint a picture of someone who is willing to take chances and seek out something beyond their current mundane existence.


Line by Line Meaning

I go crazy, fucking crazy
I become upset and irrational


Sitting around in the same old room
Being stationary in a familiar environment causes anxiety


And when tomorrow comes, I will be gone
I'll have responsibilities the following day


I'll be working 'til the afternoon
I won't have much free time during the day


I rode the cyclone, I rode the shockwave
I've experienced extreme events


I found my heart inside my chest
I discovered how passionate I can be


And I was so surprised to be alive, I couldn't wait around and rest
I was invigorated by my newfound passion and couldn't waste any time


Shining out ahead just a little bit further on
An unknown positive outcome is nearby


Draws me like a moth, the light of the lost
I'm compelled to follow this sense of hope


I go crazy, fucking crazy
I become upset and irrational


Thinking about all the gloom and doom
My mind is filled with negativity and pessimism


And when tomorrow comes, I'll say I'm done
I'll have given up on my responsibilities


Drinking 'til the afternoon
I'll spend the day drinking instead of working


Shining out ahead just a little bit further on
An unknown positive outcome is nearby


Draws me like a moth, the light of the lost
I'm compelled to follow this sense of hope


I'll follow it, I guess, but what the cost
I'll pursue this hope, but at what cost to myself?


I have a black cat
I have bad luck


Send me M-80s
I seek out sources of chaos and excitement


Cause I put a match to every fuse
I instigate my own sense of excitement and risk-taking behavior


And when they flash and bang, it's a beautiful thing
The excitement of the explosion is a thing of beauty to me


They always know what to do
Explosions never disappoint me


I go crazy, fucking crazy
I become upset and irrational


Worrying away at what it means
I obsess over the meaning of my actions and experiences


When all I need's some firecrackers
My solution to my confusion is a temporary fix


To blow it all to smithereens
I want to destroy my own negative thoughts and feelings




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