I'm Not Doubtin'
Bishop Ronald E. Brown Lyrics

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Verse1
Text the massege 저리 go away
폰을 내려놓고 두 손은 감싸 내 face
Tell my friends that I ain't go nowhere today
기분은 오묘하고 I feel anxious, feel a stress

365 난 어찌 살까
girl, am I alive? 어쩌면 망가진

채로 여기까지 왔는지 몰라
말해 뭐 할까 넌 어차피 없잖아

I thought u was my hero
but u are gone, 모든 걸 뒤엎고
난장판인 방에 홀로
원하진 않지만 sing alone

Oh, I don't wanna sing a song
bout you 하는구나 기어코
재가 된 아이
지금 내 기분, I'm not fine

Hook
why
I'm not fine

Verse2
I'm not fine r u fine 나는 어디로
가야 하는지 몰랐어 머리로
생각하는 거랑은 많이 달랐던 현실
누굴 따라가면 여기서 많이들 속지
뭐를 놓쳐왔을까
그냥 멈춰있을까
아니야 몇 걸음만 더 가보고 얹혀있을까
그렇게 또 wastin time
그랬음 어땠을까
라고 생각하던 나의 뒷모습을 보다가 난
손을 뻗어 너에게로 달려가
다리가 아파와도 난 괜찮아
마음은 소용돌이치고 망가졌지만
뭔가 믿어져 하나는 나로만
잃어버린 나를 만나러 간 사이
시곗바늘에 올라타기로 하지
기분 not fine
이 상태로 난 또 fly

Hook

why
I'm not fine

Overall Meaning

The song "I'm Not Doubtin'" by Bishop Ronald E. Brown is a poignant reflection on the struggles of life, particularly the internal battles that we all face at times. The song starts with the singer feeling low and anxious, unsure of how to make it through another day. He feels abandoned by someone he thought would always be there for him, leaving him to face his problems alone. The chorus is a repeated plea for someone to tell him why he's not fine, indicating his deep desire for someone to understand and help him through his pain.

The second verse explores deeper themes of purpose and meaning, as the singer reflects on his direction in life and wonders if he's been wasting his time or missing important opportunities. He expresses uncertainty about which path to take, but ultimately decides to take a leap of faith and trust his instincts, even if it means facing more pain and anguish. The song ends with a sense of hopefulness, as the singer chooses to fly despite his inner turmoil and continues to seek out the lost parts of himself.

Overall, "I'm Not Doubtin'" is a powerful song that speaks to the human struggle with doubt, anxiety, and uncertainty. It acknowledges that these feelings are a natural part of the human experience, but also challenges us to confront them and seek out the light at the end of the tunnel.

Line by Line Meaning

Text the message, 저리 go away
I am telling someone to leave me alone and stop bothering me

폰을 내려놓고 두 손은 감싸 내 face
I am putting my phone down and covering my face with both hands

Tell my friends that I ain't go nowhere today
I want my friends to know that I am not going anywhere today

기분은 오묘하고 I feel anxious, feel a stress
My emotions are mixed and I am feeling anxious and stressed

365 난 어찌 살까 girl, am I alive? 어쩌면 망가진
I wonder how I can survive 365 days, girl. Am I even alive or maybe broken?

채로 여기까지 왔는지 몰라
I am unsure how I made it here

말해 뭐 할까 넌 어차피 없잖아
What's the point of telling you anything when you're not there anyway

I thought u was my hero but u are gone, 모든 걸 뒤엎고
I thought you were my hero but now that you're gone, it feels like everything is falling apart

난장판인 방에 홀로 원하진 않지만 sing alone
I am alone in this chaotic room, and although I don't want to, I am singing alone

Oh, I don't wanna sing a song bout you 하는구나 기어코 재가 된 아이
Oh, I don't want to sing a song about you, but I'm still doing it, like a child waking up from sleep

지금 내 기분, I'm not fine
Right now, I am not feeling okay

I'm not fine r u fine 나는 어디로
I am not fine, are you fine? I don't know where I am going

생각하는 거랑은 많이 달랐던 현실
Reality is very different from what I was thinking

누굴 따라가면 여기서 많이들 속지
If I follow someone, I'll end up getting deceived here

뭐를 놓쳐왔을까 그냥 멈춰있을까
What did I miss? Should I just stop and stay still?

아니야 몇 걸음만 더 가보고 얹혀있을까
No, let's take a few more steps and see if we can keep going

그렇게 또 wastin time 그랬음 어땠을까
I am just wasting time again, I wonder what would happen if I didn't do that

라고 생각하던 나의 뒷모습을 보다가 난
While I was thinking that, I looked back and then

손을 뻗어 너에게로 달려가
I reach out my hand and run towards you

다리가 아파와도 난 괜찮아
Even though my legs hurt, I am okay

마음은 소용돌이치고 망가졌지만 뭔가 믿어져 하나는 나로만
My heart is spinning and broken, but I believe in something, which is only in me

잃어버린 나를 만나러 간 사이
While I was going to find my lost self