Molly
Brendon Urie Lil Dicky Lyrics

Yeah, man, this is the softest thing I ever did
This song I made is more emotional and vulnerable than anything else I've done

But it's about something pretty important to me
It's about someone who holds great significance in my life

And that's you
And that person is you

And that's true
And it's the truth

I really wish I didn't care about you anymore
I wish I could stop caring about you

But I do
But the fact is, I still care

What do I do when the rap-life
What do I do when the demands of my career in rap

Make a motherfucker choose up in that fight?
Force someone like me to make a difficult decision

Make a young couple do something sad like
Make a young couple go through something unfortunate, such as

Being broke up even though we had life
Breaking up despite having a good relationship

Fuck it, I don't even know what I could of done
Forget it, I don't even know what I could have done differently

Looking back thinking 'That's what I should of done'
Reflecting and realizing what I should have done

Wanted you back
I wanted you back in my life

But when the fact is I always put you second to rap
But the truth is I always prioritized my rap career over our relationship

I'm not mad that you wouldn't come
I'm not angry that you didn't want to come back

And even though I had to move, I ain't move on
And even though I had to physically move away, I didn't move on emotionally

Really wish you was a boo I could prove wrong
I really wish you were someone I could prove wrong about my commitment

But she knows what I'mma do with the new songs
But you know what I'm going to do with these new songs

And she know them pretty soon when your dude on
And you'll know them pretty soon when I release them

Running the rap game, with that lane
Dominating the rap industry, following that path

Always got to be up on that train, or that plane
Always have to be on the move, traveling by train or plane

Ain't nobody wanna feel that pain, or that strain
Nobody wants to experience that pain or stress

Wishing I ain't gotta get that fame
Wishing I didn't have to pursue that level of fame

Or I'd claim you, know I'd give you my last name
Otherwise, I'd commit to you fully and marry you

But that blame on me
But it's my fault

Chasing something, feeling dumb 'cause you all I need
Pursuing something else while feeling foolish because all I need is you

Hope you wait until I'm done and I'm all free
I hope you wait for me until I finish and become available

But you know I'm never knowing when that's gonna be
But you know I can't predict when that will happen

And I'm sorry
And I apologize

It's the hardest road to follow (I'm thinking of you)
It's the most challenging path to take, and I'm constantly thinking of you

I really wish that I could call you (What can I do?)
I truly wish I could reach out to you (What options do I have?)

You can find another me tomorrow
You can find someone similar to me in the future

And that's the hardest pill to swallow, babe
And that's the most difficult truth to accept, baby

If I woke up and I called it quits ('cause I'm thinking of you)
If I woke up and decided to give up (because I'm constantly thinking of you)

If today I gave up all of this (I don't know what to do)
If I gave up everything today (I'm unsure of what to do)

Maybe I could get you back tomorrow
Perhaps I could win you back in the future

And that's the hardest pill to swallow, baby
And that's the most difficult truth to accept, baby

When I'm being dumb and stupid
When I'm acting foolishly and making mistakes

Who the fuck is gonna hit me with the motherfucking jerk face?
Who else is going to criticize and call me out for being a jerk?

Who's gonna let me know to hit my mother on her birthday?
Who else will remind me to call my mother on her birthday?

Who's gonna let me know when I be shopping if a shirt's gay?
Who else will inform me if a shirt I'm considering buying looks unappealing or unfashionable?

And when I'm on the road I be missing that
And when I'm traveling, I miss having that person around

Always looking at my phone, you would give me crap
Always checking my phone, you would tease or scold me about it

Ever since I've been alone I've been thinking back
Since I've been alone, I've been reminiscing and reflecting

Listening to you auto-tune in my mic phone making us laugh
Listening to the recordings of you using auto-tune on my microphone, which always made us laugh

You know the past was a blast but it never could last
We had a great time in the past, but it wasn't meant to last

Pretty sad when your love got a separate path
It's quite saddening when love leads to separate journeys

Used to read when there's nothing to do
We used to read together when we had nothing else to do

But it's funny
But it's ironic

Doing nothing's never nothing when it's something with you
Even when we were doing nothing, it felt meaningful because I was with you

You know I wanna still talk, even text and call
You know I still want to communicate with you, through talking, texting, and calling

Whenever something going on I be pressing 'Moll'
Whenever something happens, I instinctively want to reach out to you, Moll

Up in the phone til I press the X
With the phone in my hand until I press the X (end call) button

Stressed the next one'll best the ex
Anxious that the next person I date will surpass my ex

And you'll forget, but it's best
And you'll forget about me, but it's for the best

You the best to me girl, always bake me something
You were the best to me, girl, always baking something for me

And when they ripped off, you replaced my buttons
And when my buttons were torn off, you replaced them for me

But don't be pissed off if I hate your husband
But don't be angry if I dislike your husband

'Cause even when I can't say 'Love you'
Because even when I can't say 'I love you'

I love you
I still love you