Swimming In The Winter
British India Lyrics


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I had something to tell you; I've forgotten what it was
I think I lost your number though, so I keep it to myself
And I read a couple novels, and I saw a couple films
Still I feel exact same way I did the day you left, the day you left

Another Sunday morning and another Tuesday night
I walked right past the last six months and I watched them fade from sight
And the ambulance and cop cars are still ringing in my ears
Twenty hundred, thirty thousand, million, billion years

And I'm feeling much better
At least that's what I tell myself
And I'm feeling much better
At least that's what I tell myself, tell myself

The one after the last one and the one before the first
It was better than the best of times and more awful than the worst
And I make myself some dinner and I make myself dessert
We're swimming in the winter; we're just trying to make it work

And I'm feeling much better
At least that's what I tell myself
And I'm feeling much better
At least that's what I tell myself, tell myself

And I'm feeling much better
At least that's what I tell myself




And I'm feeling much better
At least that's what I tell myself, tell myself

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Swimming In Winter" by British India expresses the feeling of being lost and the struggle to move on from a past relationship. The first verse talks about the inability to remember what the singer wanted to tell the other person and the loss of contact, leading to them bottling up their feelings. They also mention reading books and watching movies to distract themselves, but it hasn't changed how they feel about the person who left. The second verse mentions the passage of time and how the singer felt like they missed a chunk of their life. They also reference the sound of an ambulance and cop cars, which could represent the chaos and confusion they felt after the breakup.


In the chorus, the singer repeats, "I'm feeling much better, at least that's what I tell myself," which is a common defense mechanism used to convince oneself that everything is okay when it might not be. It shows that the singer is trying to move on, but it might not be as easy as they make it seem. The last verse talks about the ups and downs of the relationship and how they are still trying to make things work despite the hardships they face during the winter months.


Line by Line Meaning

I had something to tell you; I've forgotten what it was
I once had a message to convey, but it has slipped my mind


I think I lost your number though, so I keep it to myself
I believe I misplaced your contact information, thus keeping my thoughts to myself


And I read a couple novels, and I saw a couple films
I engaged in the acts of reading books and watching movies


Still I feel exact same way I did the day you left, the day you left
However, my emotional state has remained unaltered since you departed


Another Sunday morning and another Tuesday night
I have experienced additional days of the week, such as Sundays and Tuesdays


I walked right past the last six months and I watched them fade from sight
I progressed through half a year without much notice as it went by


And the ambulance and cop cars are still ringing in my ears
The sounds of emergency vehicles continue to echo in my mind


Twenty hundred, thirty thousand, million, billion years
A poetic exaggeration to imply that time has felt infinite


The one after the last one and the one before the first
The period of time between prior and forthcoming events


It was better than the best of times and more awful than the worst
The experience contained extreme highs and lows


And I make myself some dinner and I make myself dessert
I prepare food for myself, including a sweet treat


We're swimming in the winter; we're just trying to make it work
We are struggling through challenging times, but attempting to persevere


And I'm feeling much better
I am convincing myself that I am emotionally improving


At least that's what I tell myself
However, this may be a falsehood that I am using to cope


And I'm feeling much better
Despite this, I continue to tell myself that my state of mind is improving


At least that's what I tell myself, tell myself
Reiterated to emphasize the idea that I may not actually be improving




Lyrics © WORDS & MUSIC A DIV OF BIG DEAL MUSIC LLC
Written by: DECLAN XAVIER MELIA, MATTHEW VINCENT O'GORMAN, NICHOLAS JAMES WILSON, WILL DRUMMOND

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