LOST SOUL
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Ooohhh fly away

Look
Lately I’ve been, losing myself,
Abusing myself,
Like if this life doesn’t kill me,
Than I’ll do it myself,
And if you shut the world out,
Tell me who’s gonna help,
Consumed daily, this will ruin my health,
And I don’t need no one else,
Only I can make me better,
Too many cold cloudy days,
Man I hate this weather,
I don’t want to do these things,
But I’m a go getter,
And I been goin through so much while tryna keep it together,
Don’t think I need the pressure,
But pressure make diamonds,
I lost my soul on this road,
And Don’t know where to find it,
Focused on the wrong mission,
Feel like I been blinded,
I heard the fairy tale love stories that were timeless,
Betrayed by my own people I just never-mind it ain’t my first rodeo,
Really need the Holy Ghost,
Prayin no more homies overdose,

Ooh So tell me I ain’t killin myself
Killin myself
I just needed something that could numb the pain,
I spent a long time staring at reflections baby now I understand I need to change,
And it’s been a long ride on this road but I finally get to find myself,
Will I make it out this hole I fell in, only time will tell



There go your boy, you see him,
Look like ya boy got demons,
Look like your boy need to put the bottle down and quit drinking
Look like he bout to lose it all,
Man what hell he thinkin,
Like shiiit y’all remember when buddy was winnin?
Aye- but life is crazy though,
And everything be changing though,
People that I really fuck with dearly acting shady on me,
Whatcha do when one of your close homies make a statement on you,
Loyalty vacant on you,
You ever looked at somebody and then question their journey,
Just to realize that you’re judging them without havin a purpose,
Like your perfect,
I’ve been observant and I can’t vouch for you as a person
Things been so hard, I’m just tired of hurtin,
my depression gets the best of me I try to make it numb,
I know I’m doing wrong, but I just lie, and I play dumb,
It hurts me deep inside I still got people in the slums,
The people I call friends I havent spoke to in months,

Ooh So tell me I ain’t killin myself
Killin myself
I just needed something that could numb the pain,
I spent a long time staring at reflections baby now I understand I need to change,
And it’s been a long ride on this road but I finally get to find myself,
Will I make it out this hole I fell in, only time will tell





Ooohh, fly away

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Burden's song "Lost Soul" depict a deep sense of inner struggle and self-destructive behavior. The opening lines express a feeling of losing oneself and abusing oneself, symbolizing a lack of control over one's life. The idea of self-harm is highlighted with the notion that if life doesn't kill them, they will do it themselves. The individual acknowledges the need for help but also the difficulty in finding it, ultimately leading to a decline in their health.


The lyrics also touch upon the concept of feeling trapped and overwhelmed by negative circumstances. The singer expresses disdain for their current situation, describing the "cold, cloudy days" and the pressure they feel to keep going despite the hardships. This pressure is compared to the process of creating diamonds under intense pressure. However, the individual laments that they have lost their soul on this journey and are unsure of how to regain it.


The song also delves into themes of betrayal, loneliness, and addiction. The singer reflects on being betrayed by their own people and the impact it has had on them. They also admit to relying on substances or vices to numb the pain, acknowledging the wrongness of their actions but choosing to ignore it. The lyrics reveal a sense of hopelessness and confusion, with the individual feeling disconnected from their friends and distant from their own purpose.


Despite the bleakness portrayed, there is a glimmer of potential change and redemption in the lyrics. The individual realizes the need for self-improvement and acknowledges the need to break free from their destructive cycle. They express a willingness to change and find themselves again, though uncertainty remains as to whether they can escape the metaphorical hole they have fallen into. The final line, "fly away," evokes a sense of longing for freedom and escape from their current struggles.


Line by Line Meaning

Ooohhh fly away
Expressing a desire to escape from current struggles and find inner peace.


Look
Drawing attention to a particular situation or perspective.


Lately I’ve been, losing myself, Abusing myself, Like if this life doesn’t kill me, Than I’ll do it myself
Admitting to feeling lost and engaging in self-destructive behavior as a coping mechanism, thinking that if life doesn't destroy oneself, they will take matters into their own hands.


And if you shut the world out, Tell me who’s gonna help, Consumed daily, this will ruin my health
Recognizing the negative consequences of isolating oneself and indulging in destructive habits on a daily basis, leading to physical and mental harm.


And I don’t need no one else, Only I can make me better
Feeling that personal growth and improvement can only be achieved through self-reliance and inner strength.


Too many cold cloudy days, Man I hate this weather
Referring metaphorically to a prolonged period of negativity and despair, expressing dislike towards this emotional state.


I don’t want to do these things, But I’m a go getter
Having the drive and determination to succeed despite not wanting to engage in harmful behaviors.


And I been goin through so much while tryna keep it together
Struggling with various challenges while attempting to maintain composure and stability.


Don’t think I need the pressure, But pressure make diamonds
Not desiring additional stress, but acknowledging that pressure can lead to personal growth and strength.


I lost my soul on this road, And Don’t know where to find it
Feeling spiritually lost and unsure of how to regain a sense of identity and purpose.


Focused on the wrong mission, Feel like I been blinded
Realizing that one's goals and priorities have been misguided, resulting in a sense of being deceived or misled.


I heard the fairy tale love stories that were timeless
Having heard stories of enduring love and happiness, perhaps longing for a similar experience.


Betrayed by my own people I just never-mind it ain’t my first rodeo
Being betrayed by trusted individuals, yet choosing not to dwell on it as similar experiences have occurred before.


Really need the Holy Ghost, Prayin no more homies overdose
Expressing a need for spiritual guidance and sincerely hoping that friends will not suffer from drug overdoses.


Ooh So tell me I ain’t killin myself Killin myself I just needed something that could numb the pain
Requesting assurance that one's actions are not slowly causing self-destruction, acknowledging the desire for a coping mechanism to alleviate emotional suffering.


I spent a long time staring at reflections baby now I understand I need to change
Having spent considerable time self-reflecting, realizing the necessity for personal growth and transformation.


And it’s been a long ride on this road but I finally get to find myself, Will I make it out this hole I fell in, only time will tell
Expressing the journey of self-discovery over an extended period, uncertain about whether they will overcome their current struggles and challenges.


There go your boy, you see him, Look like ya boy got demons
Referring to oneself in the third person, suggesting that personal inner struggles are evident.


Look like your boy need to put the bottle down and quit drinking
Implying the need to stop relying on alcohol as a coping mechanism and unhealthy habit.


Look like he bout to lose it all, Man what hell he thinkin
Appearing to be on the verge of losing everything, questioning one's thought process and decision-making.


Like shiiit y’all remember when buddy was winnin?
Reflecting on past successes or positive moments, questioning whether those around still remember those times.


Aye- but life is crazy though, And everything be changing though
Acknowledging the unpredictable nature of life and the constant state of change.


People that I really fuck with dearly acting shady on me
Expressing disappointment and hurt caused by close friends behaving dishonestly or untrustworthily.


Whatcha do when one of your close homies make a statement on you, Loyalty vacant on you
Questioning how to respond when a trusted friend betrays them, leaving loyalty non-existent.


You ever looked at somebody and then question their journey, Just to realize that you’re judging them without havin a purpose
Reflecting on judging others without fully understanding their individual experiences and paths in life, recognizing the lack of valid reasons for doing so.


Like your perfect, I’ve been observant and I can’t vouch for you as a person
Realizing that perception of someone as flawless or ideal is flawed, acknowledging doubts about their character and genuineness.


Things been so hard, I’m just tired of hurtin, my depression gets the best of me I try to make it numb
Expressing ongoing difficulties and exhaustion caused by pain, admitting that depression often overpowers and attempts to numb the emotional distress.


I know I’m doing wrong, but I just lie, and I play dumb
Having awareness of engaging in harmful actions, yet choosing to deceive oneself and feign ignorance.


It hurts me deep inside I still got people in the slums
Feeling emotional pain due to having loved ones who are still living in poverty and unfavorable conditions.


The people I call friends I havent spoke to in months
Not having communicated with individuals considered friends for an extended period of time.


Ooh So tell me I ain’t killin myself Killin myself I just needed something that could numb the pain
Requesting reassurance that actions are not resulting in self-destruction, expressing the desire for a means to temporarily escape emotional suffering.


I spent a long time staring at reflections baby now I understand I need to change
Having dedicated significant time to self-reflection, acquiring the understanding that personal transformation is necessary.


And it’s been a long ride on this road but I finally get to find myself, Will I make it out this hole I fell in, only time will tell
Acknowledging the lengthy journey of self-discovery, uncertain about overcoming the current difficult situation and only time will reveal the outcome.


Ooohh, fly away
Expressing the desire to escape from current struggles and find inner peace.




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Written by: Kenneth Bartels

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LOST SOUL LYRICS

Ooohhh fly away

Look
Lately I’ve been, losing myself
Abusing myself
Like if this life doesn’t kill me
Than I’ll do it myself
And if you shut the world out
Tell me who’s gonna help
Consumed daily, this will ruin my health
And I don’t need no one else
Only I can make me better
Too many cold cloudy days
Man I hate this weather
I don’t want to do these things
But I’m a go getter
And I been goin through so much while tryna keep it together
Don’t think I need the pressure
But pressure make diamonds
I lost my soul on this road
And Don’t know where to find it
Focused on the wrong mission
Feel like I been blinded
I heard the fairy tale love stories that were timeless
Betrayed by my own people I just never-mind it ain’t my first rodeo
Really need the Holy Ghost
Prayin no more homies overdose

Ooh So tell me I ain’t killin myself
Killin myself
I just needed something that could numb the pain
I spent a long time staring at reflections baby now I understand I need to change
And it’s been a long ride on this road but I finally get to find myself
Will I make it out this hole I fell in, only time will tell



There go your boy, you see him
Look like ya boy got demons
Look like your boy need to put the bottle down and quit drinking
Look like he bout to lose it all
Man what hell he thinkin
Like shiiit y’all remember when buddy was winnin?
Aye- but life is crazy though
And everything be changing though
People that I really fuck with dearly acting shady on me
Whatcha do when one of your close homies make a statement on you
Loyalty vacant on you
You ever looked at somebody and then question their journey
Just to realize that you’re judging them without havin a purpose
Like your perfect
I’ve been observant and I can’t vouch for you as a person
Things been so hard, I’m just tired of hurtin
My depression gets the best of me I try to make it numb
I know I’m doing wrong, but I just lie, and I play dumb
It hurts me deep inside I still got people in the slums
The people I call friends I haven't spoke to in months

Ooh So tell me I ain’t killin myself
Killin myself
I just needed something that could numb the pain
I spent a long time staring at reflections baby now I understand I need to change
And it’s been a long ride on this road but I finally get to find myself
Will I make it out this hole I fell in, only time will tell

Ooohh, fly away

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“LOST SOUL” TRACK INFO

Written ByKenneth Bartels

Release DateDecember 13, 2019

Fatal AttractionBURDEN

Fatal Outro

My Last Goodbye

Walk Away

Relationship

From the Dirt

Drowning

Hell on Wheels

Lost Soul

Hustle Blvd

Heartless

If I Die

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CHRON1C THROTTL3

Lyrics are deep. Keep bringing that fire bro. The game needs it.

Angie Seitzinger

This is my favorite song right now!
Hit the feels way to hard. ❤️

Sarah Nichole

i felt that shit right there !!! yall did the damn thing frfr !!!!

tiffany gonzales

Love this one honestly. Needed to hear this at the moment.

Curtis Harris

On a roll tonight hell yea keep droppin tht fire man keep it up killing the game

anders1285

Been a long time since a song gave me chills. All I can say is keep doing what you do, and don't rush it. Amazing stuff here.

MamaStep ASMR

Love this ❤️

T Darby

This is one of the realest portrayals of addiction I've ever come across. Thank you, Burden. Big love. Stay safe.

groovy vibes

Ty Burden, the lyrics hit hard. Great feature always with The Real Sam Adams

Joshua Watkins

This song hits home everytime I hear it

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