Stressin'
C.C.A. (Concord Affiliated) Lyrics

Cut that mike up for me bass
Turn up the microphone for me, I want the bass to be loud

Let's do this thang boy
Let's start this song, boy

Deadly sounds right back at ya
I'm sending dangerous music back to you

Can't stop none of this?
You can't stop us from making this music

Playa, check this out
Listen to what I have to say, player

They don't want this chorus all they want is Murder
People don't care about our music, they only care about violence

They don't feel my pain but they gone feel my presence
People don't understand my struggles, but they will feel my impact

And I've been stressin' since a adolescent
I've been worrying and feeling anxious since I was young

Now I ain't never robbed rally's
I've never robbed a Rally's fast food restaurant

But it was close, I've done stick ups for Bally's
I almost robbed a Bally's gym and I have done other robberies

We love to smoke as I recall I heard you mention my name
We enjoy smoking marijuana and I remember you talking about me

What you love to see me stressin'?
You want to see me worried and anxious?

This ain't part of the game you must be high
This kind of behavior is not normal, you must be high on drugs

'Cause you rockin' like a Bass Head
You're acting crazy like someone who is addicted to bass-heavy music

You hear me, I'm grindin', workin' hard for mine ya feel me
I'm working hard and struggling to make a living, do you understand?

Four hundred years of pain and now this
Black people have been suffering for centuries and now this is happening

It's like them cockroaches got you trained, just like a bitch
You're acting like you're controlled by someone, like a dog

You see they smile in yo face now what they after
People pretend to be friendly but really they want something from you

And now they wanna take my place
People are trying to replace me and take away my success

Them back stabba's, blucka blucka, I'mma get you sucka
People who betray me will face punishment, I'll get revenge

We roll tinted windows on the black Humma Trucka
We drive around in an intimidating black Hummer with tinted windows

And after it rain he might be dead like Jesse James
After a storm, someone could be killed similar to how Jesse James was killed

Trained for pain even when I lose everything I gain
I'm prepared for hardship, and even when I lose everything, I gain something

It's simple mathematics when you go ballistic
It's easy to understand that when someone goes crazy, things get chaotic

Statistics show we breed soldiers in my district
Data suggests that my community produces tough, resilient people

It ain't like Mr. Rodgers I learned the game
My life is not like the friendly TV show Mr. Rogers, I've learned how to survive on the streets

But it wasn't from the Dodgers
I didn't learn how to survive from the Los Angeles Dodgers baseball team

Pissed from pain, and Welfair wasn't a question
I'm angry from my past struggles, and welfare wasn't something I had a choice about

Just a decision, we embraced it as a blessin'
We had to rely on welfare, but we accepted it as a blessing

'Cause food was missin' and my tattoos tell a story
We didn't have enough food to eat, and my tattoos represent my life experiences

I'm Bossainie and Kevin died in his glory
My name is Bossainie, and Kevin died impressively and honorably

I know he see me, I'm runnin' but I ain't movin'
I believe Kevin is watching over me, even though I'm struggling to make progress

It's like a dream, 'cause all they want is Murder
It seems unreal that people are so focused on violence

Come meet me in the projecets 'cause it's a set up
Come to the projects to meet me, but be careful because it might be a trap

And the only way to stop, watch him get wet up
And the only way to stop someone is to harm them

Ain't no since in you fakin' with me
There's no point in pretending to be friendly with me

I'm just a pebble and the window you got is bigger than me
I'm small and insignificant compared to you, you have more power than me

Watch me shadow while blood splattered and hit the pave
Watch me follow someone and see blood fall to the ground

I'm puttin' fresh flowers on my empty grave
I'm preparing myself for death, and putting fresh flowers on my hypothetical grave

Tryna sell a million so I can provide for my lil' one
I'm trying to sell a million records so I can take care of my child

Shit, they want little mess like the rest of the ghetto children
People want drama and chaos, like what other children in the ghetto experience

It's confusin', I'm losin' pieces to a broken puzzle
I'm confused and struggling to put together a complicated situation that's falling apart

Russian Roulette to my head it's down bubble muzzle
I feel like I'm playing a dangerous game with my life, like Russian Roulette with a gun pointed at my head

I'm Kamakazi, you try me put yourself right beside me
I'm like a kamikaze pilot, if you test me, you'll be in the same danger as me

I'm a wanted man call Baby Mamma so she can hide me
I'm a fugitive being sought by the law, so I need my child's mother to hide me

The only victim is all the brotha locked up in prison
The only ones hurt by this violence are the Black men locked up in prison

Gettin' letters and pictures, I know they people miss em'
I know that the families and friends of men in prison miss them and send them letters and pictures

Take a ride to Texas in a stolen Lexus
We'll drive to Texas in a stolen Lexus car

Three mack 11's is ready, that's me only protection
I'll bring three MAC-11 machine guns with me for protection

"Who do I believe in really?", I put my faith in God
I'm unsure who to trust, so I have faith in God

I was dealt some bad cards, he's fightin' in school yards
I've had bad luck in life, but I've had to fight for myself since I was a child

And fightin' at night behind bars the devil hit me wit a murder charge
I've been accused of murder while fighting in prison at night, and it feels like the devil is against me

All they want is Murder boy
People are only interested in violence and murder