have you ever
C.M.L. Lyrics

Have you ever felt crossed before
Have you ever felt betrayed or deceived by someone you trusted?

Have you ever aye aye
A repetition of the previous question.

Have you ever aye aye yeah
A more emphatic repetition of the previous question.

Have you ever felt hurt
Have you ever experienced emotional pain?

Have you ever been crossed before
Have you ever been betrayed or deceived by someone you trusted, causing you emotional pain?

Have you ever felt alone
Have you ever felt lonely, without anyone there to support or comfort you?

Have you ever been lost before
Have you ever felt directionless or without purpose in life?

With nowhere to go and no one to call on
Feeling trapped and isolated, with no options or support available.

I'ma give this thing my all until my all gone yeah
I'm going to put all of my effort and energy into this, until there is nothing left to give.

My heart gone lately I’ve been feelin’ numb
Lately, I've been feeling emotionally disconnected and desensitized.

Livin’ in a trance dreamin’ of a day when we gon’ live it up
Feeling like life is a dream or a blur, and hoping for a better future.

Can’t get a second just for to breathe
Feeling overwhelmed and unable to find any time to relax or take a break.

World won’t stop spinning for me
Feeling like the world and everyone around me is continuing on, despite my own struggles and pain.

Findin’ out winning don’t come free
Realizing that success and achievement require sacrifice and hard work.

Spendin’ way less time on my knees
Choosing to rely less on prayer or religion, and instead focusing on my own efforts to succeed.

I need to pray mo’
Realizing that prayer and faith might still be important, even if only as a source of comfort or guidance.

Wonder if God sees horns on me or a halo
Questioning whether my actions and decisions in life are good or bad, and hoping for guidance or forgiveness from a higher power.

I only do what I say so
Being true to myself and my word, and not compromising my own values or beliefs.

Dues on dues I paid those
Having worked hard and paid my dues, and feeling a sense of accomplishment and pride in that fact.

Now it’s time to claim my spot
Feeling ready and deserving of recognition or success, and ready to claim my place in the world.

Givin’ the game all I got aye
Putting all of my effort and energy into succeeding in my chosen field or profession.

I put my heart all in these lyrics
Pouring my emotions and experiences into my music, and using it as a form of self-expression and healing.

Have you ever been in the dark hanging 'round cold evil spirits
Have you ever felt overwhelmed or surrounded by negativity or darkness?

Have you ever been plagued by your thoughts ‘cause those screams I still hear it
Have you ever felt haunted by your own thoughts or memories, and unable to escape them?

I'ma stand tall I’ll never fall I'ma brick wall yeah
I am strong and resilient, and will never let anyone or anything bring me down.

I can’t fold won’t fumble
I will not give up or make mistakes, no matter how difficult the circumstances may be.

Quarterback in the huddle
Taking charge and leading the team, even in tough situations.

I call the plays I call the shots I make the decisions too
Being in control of my own life and choices, and refusing to let anyone else dictate them for me.

I won’t ever stand down for nothin’
Refusing to back down or compromise my beliefs, no matter what the situation may be.

I know people still out there strugglin’
Being aware that others are still facing hardships and challenges, and feeling a sense of empathy or responsibility towards them.

Old friends still listenin’
Having long-standing connections with others who still support and care about me.

Tryna’ give their ten cents again
Receiving unsolicited advice or criticism from others, even those who mean well.

I don’t need that
Being confident in my own choices and not needing others' validation or approval.

What’s feedback
Questioning the value or importance of others' opinions or advice.

On my own again this the relapse
Feeling like I am facing my struggles and challenges alone, and experiencing setbacks or relapses.

Full bottle and a blunt I need that
Seeking solace or escape in alcohol or drugs, in spite of their negative consequences.

They don’t know the pain I’m goin’ through
Feeling misunderstood or unseen by others who have not experienced the same struggles or pain.

Everyone I love switched up I know it’s true
Feeling like the people who once cared about me have changed or abandoned me, and accepting the reality of that situation.

To live this life you sacrifice everything you ever knew
Recognizing the sacrifices and changes that come with growing up, pursuing one's dreams, and living one's own life.

Have you ever felt so stuck with nowhere to move
Feeling completely blocked or trapped, with no options or solutions available.

With so much to prove
Feeling the pressure and responsibility to prove oneself or one's worth to others.

And with nothing to lose aye
Being willing to take risks or make bold choices, even if the outcome is uncertain or risky.