In my head
C.N. Blue (씨엔블루) Lyrics


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I wanna do this, just so I don't fuckin' forget this melody
Cause we know I will
At least I do
Let's get it
In my head
Can't have normal thoughts, all filled with dread
Aye
In my head
Yeah I'm trapped up, feels like I'm dead
Aye
Feelin' sick
She got me feelin' nauseous
Going round after round, like a fuckin' alcoholic
Finish it, but I gotta move cautious
She left me with a frown, yeah I'm getting exhausted
Smoke all day, just to forget what happened
Toke away, now I'm flying like Aladdin
They say money can't buy your way to happiness
I said "fuck 'em" and I went and got a new Patek
(Woah)
(Woah)
In my head
Can't have normal thoughts, all filled with dread
Aye
In my head
Yeah I'm trapped up, feels like I'm dead
Aye
Telling me one thing, then they do another
He got different insides, just like a gusher
I learned the truth the hard way, they change colors
It took a while to realize, it had to buffer
Now I'm eating good, got a lot for my supper
Told 'em that I could, then I make 'em all shutter
Life can't be cured, stay with the pain and suffer
My songs I assure, will stay hot like summer
Bad thoughts in my head, like all the time
I don't really know if I'm doing this right
But I'm trapped up, in my fuckin' mind
I'm going insane, yeah I gotta climb
In my head
Can't have normal thoughts, all filled with dread
Aye
In my head
Yeah I'm trapped up, feels like I'm dead
Aye
(In my head)
(I'm filled with dread)




(In my head)
(Feels like I'm dead)

Overall Meaning

The song "In My Head" by C.N. Blue [씨엔블루] portrays a person who is struggling to move forward from an intense emotional experience. The lyrics touch on themes of regret, nostalgia, and longing. The singer is feeling stuck in the past and is unable to let go of memories with an ex-partner. They feel frozen and unable to move on, constantly checking their phone and hoping for something that may not come.


Despite this, there is a desire to better themselves and move forward, but they acknowledge that it will take time and effort. The singer is haunted by memories of the past and unable to fully let go, a feeling that is reflected in the repetition of the lyric "all in my head." The second half of the song introduces a more sexually charged tone, with the singer expressing a desire to be with their ex-partner again. However, it is unclear whether this desire is purely physical or rooted in something deeper.


Line by Line Meaning

What you getting up to
What are you doing?


You've got nothing more to say
You have no further words to express.


I want to try to get a little better
I desire to improve my current state.


I’ll try another day
I will attempt again in the future.


And I'm frozen to my telephone screen
I am motionless as I stare at my phone display.


And I’m waiting to see what I want to see
I am expecting to witness what I desire.


And I find it kind of sad
It causes me a melancholic reaction.


That I’m stuck in yesterday
I am mentally fixated on the past.


All in my head
It is all a figment of my imagination.


I’ll tell you when I’m up to
I will inform you of my activities.


I been smokin’ every day
I have been consistently using marijuana.


And I am frozen
I am presently immobile.


To my telephone screen
My focus is directed towards my mobile display.


And I’m waiting to see what I want to see
I am anticipating to witness my desired outcome.


And I find it kind of sad
It evokes a sense of sadness in me.


That I’m stuck in yesterday
I am mentally fixated on the past.


All in my head
It is a product of my imagination.


I said it’s all in my head
I declared that it is only a figment of my imagination.


Every word you said
All the things you expressed verbally.


About how you don’t wanna be with me
Regarding your disinterest in a romantic relationship with me.


So I’m just laying up in this bed
Therefore, I am lounging in this sleeping area.


Just thinking bout them days
Just contemplating about the past.


Them days you used call me
Those days when you would call me on the phone.


Just to call me
Merely to converse with me over the phone.


Baby You could have had all me
You could have had all of my love and affection.


Remember when you used to work late
Recall those times when you had to work late hours.


Had dinner ready on a hot plate
I had prepared dinner, and it was served hot.


But you threw it away
However, you disregarded the effort I put into it.


Tell me what it really takes?
Can you describe what actions are genuinely necessary?


Girl!
Addressing the female gender as a term of affection.


Tell me what it really takes?
Explain what actions are genuinely necessary.


Tell me what you really want?
What is your real desire?


Tell me what to do cause all I know is you wanna fuck
Instruct me, because my understanding is that you merely want a physical relationship.


Yuh
A vocal exclamation indicating agreement or affirmation.


Tell me how to get right beside ya
Inform me how I can be close to you.


Tell me how to get right behind ya
Advise me on how I can be positioned directly behind you.


So we can take off the Fashion Nova leave the clothes on the counter
So we can remove our Fashion Nova clothing and place them on the countertop.


Baby I saw our future
I envision our future together as a couple.


Me, you, and this bed
The three of us, myself, you, and this bed.


I could see them legs shaking
I imagine that your legs would shake with pleasure during intimacy.


Earthquaking
Describing a metaphorical earthquake as a result of sexual activity.


Moving mountains up in this bed
Performing impressively in the bed during sexual intimacy.


Baby see them loose lips
Notice your lips moving in a sexually suggestive manner.


Wide hips
Your bodily shape is attractive to me.


Gone grip
Experiencing a loss of physical control during intimacy.


Never mind that baby don’t trip
Forget about any potential issues; don't worry about it.


Never mind that baby don’t trip
Don't worry about anything; let's forget about it.


I don’t wanna paint this picture
I would prefer not to create this portrayal.


Unless I can paint it whicha
Unless I can create it with you present.


Tell me how big you want the ring
Inform me of the size of the ring you desire.


And I make sure that it’s bigger
I will take action to ensure that it is larger than your desired size.


T-why
A nickname or slang term for Tyrell or Tyler, perhaps indicating agreement or emphasis.


And I'm frozen to my telephone screen
My phone screen has grabbed my attention to the point where I am motionless.


And I’m waiting to see what I want to see
I have specific expectations for what I desire to witness.


And I find it kind of sad
It evokes a sense of sorrow within me.


That I’m stuck in yesterday
Immersed in the past, unable to move forward.


All in my head
It is all contained within my thoughts.


That I’m stuck in yesterday
Mentally focused on past events.


All in my head
It is my imagination that is responsible for what I am experiencing.




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Written by: Braydon Stears

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

fatima CNBLUE

English Translation :)
 ♡.♡ ♡.♡
In my head I know you
In my head I know you
At the end of this dark cliff, I wait for the light – beyond light
Inside my tangled heart, the light crumbles and flies
I hope now the light will shine on me in this chaos
I hope now, that it will drench me in this drought
I hope now, burn up my frozen heart so it’ll become hot now
Here in my head, wake up my stopped heart
In my head, catch my swaying body
Oh in my head, light up the shadows in my heart
In my head my head, I want myself to smile till the end
In my head, run toward wherever I lead
In my head, fly so nothing can grab onto me
Oh in my head, believe in my shaking faith
In my head my head, who will make me hot, oh in my head
As I look at the thrown dice, I gather my hands and wait for the answer
In my dream where I’m crying, I chase after the light and run
I hope now, save me from this vanity
I hope now, my weakness that is wandering
I hope now, wipe away my tears that flow down my heart now
Here in my head, wake up my stopped heart
In my head, catch my swaying body
Oh in my head, light up the shadows in my heart
Here In my head, draw out a clear picture of my dreams
In my head, watch over everything that I will fulfill
Oh in my head, look at my hot dash
In my head my head, take one step toward the end
In my head, run toward the coordinates in my head
In my head, fly so nothing can grab onto me
Oh in my head, believe in my shaking faith
In my head my head, who will make me hot, oh in my head
Who will make me hot, in my head my head
Go over those clouds and fly, in my head
I know you, who will make me hot, oh in my head
I know you, go over those clouds and fly, in my head



All comments from YouTube:

tepi

it’s 2020 and i’m still addicted to this

༄JƠSɧ࿐

2023 y aún me parece un temazo

蓮香

私が小学生の時からずっと聴いてる曲!
定期的に聴きたくなる曲を出すのって本当にすごいと思う。もう10年も経ったんだなぁ。

김수진

Their japanese version is my favorite
Such a masterpiece

check1nout

This song is still so good after all these years. Yong Hwa’s compositions are classics.

Coldby

need more songs like this in korea

Niko Narshe

+Coldby
Maybe look for more indie bands? Like the only way you will get this sound is listening purely to korean actual bands. But CNBLUE is very unique with their sound. You can try Day 6 maybe....lol

Coldby

never heard another korean band with pop rock sound like this. its either too soft and popish or too heavy and screamo

Niko Narshe

Thats what i mean. bands really try to be different so you wont find two that sound exactly the same in sound.

gaemlari

+Coldby you can try FT island too :3 they're very good

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