Balloon
C.R. Lyrics

My heart is a balloon floating above me
My emotions are soaring and hovering above me, feeling light and hopeful

I hold the string, hoping you love me
I hold onto the hope that you reciprocate my feelings and care for me

And maybe one day I'll share it all with you
Perhaps in the future, I will open up and reveal my true emotions and vulnerability to you

Last time I tried, you had your hands full
When I attempted to express my feelings before, you were preoccupied and dealing with many responsibilities

No room as you had to juggle
You had limited capacity and had to balance multiple things at once, leaving no space for my emotions

Unknowns and groceries
You had uncertainties and practical tasks to handle, leaving little room for emotional connection

I stood there awkwardly
I felt uncomfortable and unsure of how to proceed in that situation

And I still do
Even now, I continue to feel uneasy and uncertain about our relationship

But if this is love
However, if what we share is indeed love

I don't mind
I am willing to be patient and understanding

Take your time
I respect your need for space and time to figure things out

Love is patient and kind
Love requires patience, compassion, and gentleness

If this is not
But if what we have is not love

Nothing to lose
There is no risk or harm in not pursuing a romantic relationship

No need to choose right now
There is no urgency or pressure to make a decision at this moment

My heart's not going away, I'll wait
My feelings for you are persistent, and I am willing to be patient and wait for a future opportunity

Your heart is a balloon
Your emotions are akin to a floating balloon

It's grown heavy
Your heart has become burdened and weighed down

You need some time
You require space and time to deal with your emotions

For reflating
To regain lightness and positivity in your heart

It's been a while since your heart was in the clouds
It has been a long time since you felt carefree and optimistic about love

I try to discern how close I should be
I attempt to understand the appropriate level of emotional intimacy I should maintain

Do you need space
Do you require distance and alone time to sort out your feelings

I stand here awkwardly
I feel uncomfortable and uncertain of how to act or interact with you

But I don't want to let you go
Despite the uncertainty, I am unwilling to give up on our connection

Someday maybe later than sooner
Perhaps in the future, although it might take more time than expected

I may not be waiting for you
There is a possibility that I won't be patiently waiting for your decision forever

But I'll keep following my dreams as I do
Nevertheless, I will continue to pursue my own aspirations and ambitions

You'll find yours too
You will also discover and pursue your own dreams and desires

If this is not
If what we have is not love

Nothing to lose
There is no risk or loss in not pursuing a romantic relationship

No need to choose right now
There is no immediate pressure or necessity to make a decision

My heart's not going away, I'll wait
My feelings for you will persist, and I am willing to wait for a future opportunity

For someday
In anticipation of a potential future when our circumstances may align

Someday
At some point in time, whether nearer or further away

I don't want to let you go
I am resistant to the idea of separating or ending our connection