let me in
Cathleen Lyrics

I've been corrupted from the inside out.
My inner self has been damaged and ruined.

I left behind the person that I once was.
I am no longer the person that I used to be.

I've grown cold from the lies that have tortured me.
The false stories have made me emotionally numb.

Nothing can bring me back.
There is no hope for my recovery.

I've been drained away, Left with nothing only despair.
All my energy has been sucked out, leaving me with only hopelessness.

Compelled to see what was never there.
Forced to believe in something that did not exist.

So I let you in. I should've known, I should've known.
I allowed someone into my life, despite the warning signs.

So I close my eyes. I'm drowning in time I've lost my mind.
Trying to block out reality, but instead losing my sanity in the process.

I've been tainted by the constant thoughts.
My mind has been polluted by the incessant ideas.

There's nothing left inside.
I am completely empty inside.

Do you know what it's like to be locked in the dark?
Have you ever felt trapped and hopeless?

Trap inside with nowhere to hide?
Stuck in a situation with no escape or refuge.

To have your soul ripped apart, so tell me, do you know how it's like?
To experience the emotional destruction of oneself.

Blinded by the illusion, now I can see I was far to gone 'cause I let you in.
My judgement was clouded, and now I realize my mistake in letting someone into my life.

The agony has just begun.
My suffering has only just started.

I'm drowning in time I've lost my mind.
I am suffocating in the past and have lost my mental stability.