All I Have
Chantilly Lyrics
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It's exactly what I've feared
Guess the pamphlet didn't make it quite clear
Cold stares, rainy days, cheap sex
And every hipster trying to be hipper than the next
All you can really do is try your best
But people here turn on a dime
Crowd of faces, one of them mine
That's fine
(Chorus)
I'm alone, I'm alone
But it's not so bad
I'm alone and I'm all I have
You start to believe
Start to wonder
"Is it just me,
Or is it this thing I clearly see?"
You can't hold respect
When people don't care
Not even the ones you expect
It makes it that much harder to connect
It's not a big deal
Just the way I feel
But right now, I'm wishing
My heart was made of steel
(Chorus)
No, I'm not Miss Frigging Hip
No, I don't feel free
Really that's all I wanna be
I give myself
And it's just not enough
And boy, I can take a lotta shit
But it's hard to be that tough
(Chorus)
The song "All I Have" by Chantilly is a contemplative reflection of a person describing their state in a new environment where they don't fit in. The person seems to be in a place that is not welcoming and is notably different from what they are used to. They describe it as cold and rainy, and everyone around them appears to be trying too hard to fit in, especially the hipsters. They also feel like they are constantly judged and left out by the people around them. The refrain "I'm alone, I'm alone, but it's not so bad, I'm alone and I'm all I have" gives the sense that the person has come to terms with their isolation and seems to survive on self-reliance.
The second verse further exposes the person's feelings of disconnect from the people in that environment. They share that they are wondering whether everyone else is feeling the same way as they do or if they are the only one feeling like they don't fit in. The person expresses that it is difficult to gain respect when people don't care, even those they expect to. They also wish they had a heart made of steel to cope better. The bridge summarizes the person's resolve in the song, admitting that they are not necessarily tough, but they are willing to take a lot of pain to survive the situation.
Line by Line Meaning
It's cold here
I'm uncomfortable and unhappy with the weather and environment
It's exactly what I've feared
My fears about this place have come true
Guess the pamphlet didn't make it quite clear
The advertising didn't accurately portray the reality of this location
Cold stares, rainy days, cheap sex
I'm surrounded by unfriendly people, bad weather, and a superficial hookup culture
And every hipster trying to be hipper than the next
I'm annoyed by the pretentious and competitive attitudes of the people around me
All you can really do is try your best
I'm attempting to cope and make the best of my situation
But people here turn on a dime
The locals are unpredictable and quick to change their minds
To suit thier needs at the time
They only care about their own interests and will do whatever benefits them in the moment
Crowd of faces, one of them mine
I'm just another face in the crowd and don't feel like I belong
That's fine
I've come to accept my situation
I'm alone, I'm alone
I'm lonely
But it's not so bad
I'm trying to look on the bright side
I'm alone and I'm all I have
I'm learning to rely on myself and find strength in solitude
You start to believe
I'm beginning to think
Start to wonder
I'm contemplating
"Is it just me,
I'm questioning if my perceptions are accurate
Or is it this thing I clearly see?"
Or if the problems and issues I'm facing are real and not just in my head
You can't hold respect
I'm not being treated with respect
When people don't care
I'm surrounded by apathy
Not even the ones you expect
Even people who I thought were my friends or allies are indifferent to my struggles
It makes it that much harder to connect
The lack of empathy and interest from others is preventing me from forming meaningful relationships
It's not a big deal
I'm trying to downplay my emotions and issues
Just the way I feel
But my emotions are still valid and affecting me
But right now, I'm wishing
At this moment, I'm desiring
My heart was made of steel
To be emotionally resilient and unaffected by my surroundings
No, I'm not Miss Frigging Hip
I'm not trying to fit in with the fashionable crowd
No, I don't feel free
I'm not experiencing the liberation and empowerment that others associate with this place
Really that's all I wanna be
I'm just trying to be true to myself
I give myself
I put myself out there
And it's just not enough
But my efforts aren't producing the results I want
And boy, I can take a lotta shit
I'm capable of enduring a lot of hardship and negativity
But it's hard to be that tough
But even I have my limits and moments of vulnerability
Contributed by Alice Y. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@marieblue
Originally called βThatβs What I Like,β βChantilly Laceβ (1958) was released as a B-side for another tune. While the A-side got some airplay, the βChantilly Laceβ B-side eventually took off, becoming one of the most popular songs of 1958. The Big Bopper was a star, and he was on tour for most of the year to promote his record.
The Big Bopperβs real name was J.P. Richardson. He was a prominent DJ and a prolific songsmith. He died on February 3, 1959 in the plane crash that also claimed the lives of Buddy Holly and Ritchie Valens. βTHE DAY THE MUSIC DIED.β
The Big Bopper coined the term βrock videoβ in a printed interview. He was convinced that video was the wave of the future and, at the time of his demise, he was preparing to start production of music videos for TV as well as a specially designed jukebox that would play videos.
The spoken intro to βChantilly Lace,β βHellooooo, baby. Yeah, this is The Big Bopper speakingββ¦β was typical DJ patter, his bailiwick. By saying his name at the beginning of a lay, Bopper made it clear who the artist was and much easier for listeners to ask for it at record stores.
This was the last piece performed at the Clear Lake, Iowa concert the night Buddy Holly, Ritchie Valens and J.P. Richardson perished. ππΆππ΅π
May you rest in peace, FOREVER YOUNG Jiles Perry Richardson Jr. (1930 - 1959)β¦ πΉβ¦ Richard Steven Valenzuela (1941 - 1959)β¦ πΉβ¦ & Charles Hardin Holley, a.k.a. Buddy Holly (1936 - 1959)β¦ πΉ
@user-ww7ec2ot4n
Lyrics:
Hello baby, yeah, this is the Big Bopper speakinβ
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, oh you sweet thing
Do I what?
Will I what?
Oh baby, you know what I like
Chantilly lace and a pretty face
And a pony tail a-hanginβ down
That wiggle in the walk
And giggle in the talk
Makes the world go round
There ainβt nothinβ in the world
Like a big eyed girl
That makes me act so funny
Make me spend my money
Make me feel real loose like a long necked goose
Like a girl, oh baby thatβs what I like
Whatβs that baby, but, but, but
Oh honey
But, oh baby you know what I like
Chantilly lace and a pretty face
And a pony tail a-hanginβ down
That wiggle in the walk
And giggle in the talk
Lord! Makes the world go round, round, round
There ainβt nothinβ in the world
Like a big eyed girl
That makes me act so funny
Make me spend my money
Make me feel real loose like a long necked goose
Like a girl, oh baby thatβs what I like
Whatβs that honey
Pick you up at 8 and donβt be late
But baby, I ainβt got no money honey
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
Oh alright honey, you know what I like
Chantilly lace and a pretty face
And a pony tail a-hanginβ down
That wiggle in the walk
And giggle in the talk
Lord! Makes the world go round
There ainβt nothinβ in the world
Like a big eyed girl
That makes me act so funny
Make me spend my money
Make me feel real loose like a long necked goose
Like a girl, oh baby thatβs what I like
@dishaesak5561
This song seriously never leaves your head after you've heard it once
@rockinmosquito
You outta try the flip side, the Purple People Meets the Witch Doctor.
@christopheredison2094
It was on an album when I was 12 or 13, my mates dad singing it and telling me about the big boppa lol Iβm 39 now and it definitely doesnβt leave you
@franco3237
i hear you - been in mine since first heard it in 1973
@tomdavey5111
I just sang along with it and didn't miss a beat or a word
@charlotte-mg9wj
I found it this morning. Iβm going to be late for work, oh wellβ¦
@user-sl5wj4cl6p
The Big Bopper was a guy that you just loved before he ever played a note. Once you heard Chantilly lace, you were his fan for life.
@robtru84
It's sad he's not here to listen to his music or perform his songs
@idontknowmuch3441
He had one song if you can call it that
@plawson8577
@@idontknowmuch3441He didnβt HAVE enough time to release another single. He was literally DEAD just 6 months after this performance.