vanity
Cierra Ramirez Lyrics


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Vanity, I'm caught in your fingers
Yelling out your name, I'm yelling out Vanity
Can't sleep without you on my mind
I'm addicted to Vanity
Love stronger than ketamine or methamphetamine
Draining my soul right out of my body (draining my soul right out of my body)
But I'm yelling out, Vanity
Your love is like my enemy, you're gonna be the death of me
Venom in my veins from your kiss, legs numb, too faded to feel shit
Feeling better than I ought to be
Rippling waves of sin, a little gin with the tonic is where I'll probably be
And when I leave, I hope you'll follow me
Running out of time, I'm slowly draining

But still I fall asleep at night and you're the last thing on my mind
There ain't a drug this side of town I can use to ease the night
I wanna be inside of your mentality, but the thought of your body is surrounding me
Got me on my knees (baby please)
I'm (I'm) sitting here stuck, just yelling out

Vanity, took all the sanity away from my head and left me alone
Can't you see, not even therapy can stabilize my head or rebuild my soul
I'm out of my mind [Repeat x3 (my mind,
Cause I'm out of my mind (Repeat x 4)
I'm out of my mind and I'm yelling out

Vanity, I'm covered in sin of the shit again
I'm so addicted to, Vanity
Can't sleep cause you're always on my mind
I wish it wasn't Vanity
It's like a match touching kerosene, the shit you did to me
Draining my soul right out of my body (draining my soul right out of my body)
But I'm yelling out, Vanity

I can't stay away
She put that thing on my lap and that's where I got carried away
Moving my hands to your hips, I can tell by the look on your face that you want it
I'm hooked on your love and I can't get off it
We got personal problems and we're praying that we can solve them (ah)
Standing still with no emotion, fuck love
I'd rather drown deep in the ocean

Because I get no sleep at night, without you somewhere on my mind
I took a hit off of your love now I can't beat the night
You're too deep inside of my mentality and the thought of your body is surpassing me
Got me on my knees (baby, please)
I'm (I'm) sitting here stuck, just yelling out

Vanity, took all the sanity away from my head and left me alone
Can't you see, not even therapy can stabilize my head or rebuild my soul
I'm out of my mind [Repeat x3 (my mind,
Cause I'm out of my mind (Repeat x 4)




I'm out of my mind and I'm yelling out
Vanity

Overall Meaning

The song "Vanity" by Cierra Ramirez is a raw and honest depiction of the intensity of addiction to both love and destructive behaviors. From the first verse, she is desperately trying to break free of Vanity's grip on her, yet finds herself unable to resist its pull. The reference to "Love stronger than ketamine or methamphetamine" highlights how deep the addiction goes, draining her soul out of her body. However, despite knowing the damage Vanity is causing to her mental and emotional wellbeing, she cannot help but crave its presence.


The chorus of the song serves as a reminder of how all-consuming this addiction is for her, confessing, "I'm covered in sin of the shit again, I'm so addicted to Vanity. Can't sleep cause you're always on my mind, I wish it wasn't Vanity." She recognizes the toxicity of her relationship with Vanity, yet cannot seem to break free from its hold on her. Even her attempts at finding a solution, such as therapy, have proved futile.


In the second verse, the intensity of the addiction is revealed once again, as she explains that she cannot stay away from Vanity despite the personal problems it causes. Even as she struggles to cope with the consequences of Vanity's hold on her, she cannot help but give in to its lure. The song ends with a repetition of the chorus, emphasizing the grip Vanity has on her and the all-consuming nature of this addiction.


Line by Line Meaning

Vanity, I'm caught in your fingers
I am under the control of my obsession with you


Yelling out your name, I'm yelling out Vanity
I am consumed by my fixation on you


Can't sleep without you on my mind
Thoughts of you dominate my mind, preventing me from sleeping


I'm addicted to Vanity
My attachment to you is compulsive and harmful


Love stronger than ketamine or methamphetamine
My love for you is intensely powerful and addictive, comparable to dangerous drugs


Draining my soul right out of my body (draining my soul right out of my body)
My love for you is destroying me, both emotionally and physically


But I'm yelling out, Vanity
Despite knowing the harm my attachment to you is causing, I can't help but express my obsession


Your love is like my enemy, you're gonna be the death of me
My love for you is harmful and destructive, and could ultimately be the cause of my demise


Venom in my veins from your kiss, legs numb, too faded to feel shit
Your love is toxic and physically affecting me, leaving me numb and unable to feel anything


Feeling better than I ought to be
Despite the negative effects of my love for you, I can't help but feel good when I'm with you


Rippling waves of sin, a little gin with the tonic is where I'll probably be
My love for you is leading me down a sinful path, and I will likely turn to alcohol to cope


And when I leave, I hope you'll follow me
Even when I try to distance myself from you, I find myself wanting you to come after me


Running out of time, I'm slowly draining
My attachment to you is causing me to lose time and energy, slowly draining me


But still I fall asleep at night and you're the last thing on my mind
No matter how hard I try to push you out of my thoughts, I still think of you before I fall asleep


There ain't a drug this side of town I can use to ease the night
No substance can numb the pain of my love for you


I wanna be inside of your mentality, but the thought of your body is surrounding me
I want to understand your thoughts and emotions, but my fixation on your physical presence is overwhelming


Got me on my knees (baby please)
I am begging you for some sort of relief from the hold you have on me


Vanity, took all the sanity away from my head and left me alone
My obsession with you has caused me to lose my grip on reality and left me isolated


Can't you see, not even therapy can stabilize my head or rebuild my soul
I am beyond help, and even therapy cannot fix the damage caused by my attachment to you


I'm out of my mind [Repeat x3 (my mind,
I am completely consumed by my obsession with you


Cause I'm out of my mind (Repeat x 4)
My fixation on you has completely taken over my thoughts and actions


Vanity, I'm covered in sin of the shit again
I am trapped in a cycle of sin and destruction caused by my attachment to you


I'm so addicted to, Vanity
My compulsion to be with you is all-consuming and dangerous


Can't sleep cause you're always on my mind
Thoughts of you prevent me from finding rest or peace


I wish it wasn't Vanity
I wish I could break free from my destructive fascination with you


It's like a match touching kerosene, the shit you did to me
Your love is explosive and dangerous, causing destruction and harm


I can't stay away
Despite knowing the harm our relationship causes, I cannot break free from your allure


She put that thing on my lap and that's where I got carried away
Your physical presence has an overwhelming hold on me, causing me to lose control


Moving my hands to your hips, I can tell by the look on your face that you want it
Your body language indicates a desire for physical connection, drawing me deeper into my obsession with you


I'm hooked on your love and I can't get off it
My attachment to you is all-consuming and I am unable to break free from it


We got personal problems and we're praying that we can solve them (ah)
Our relationship is fraught with issues, and we are hopeful that we can overcome them


Standing still with no emotion, fuck love
Despite the pain and destruction our love causes, I am unable to let it go


I'd rather drown deep in the ocean
The thought of being swallowed up by the vastness of the ocean is preferable to the pain of our relationship


Because I get no sleep at night, without you somewhere on my mind
Thoughts of you are constantly present, preventing me from finding rest or peace


I took a hit off of your love now I can't beat the night
My attachment to you is like a drug, causing me to stay awake at night and unable to break free


You're too deep inside of my mentality and the thought of your body is surpassing me
Your presence is overpowering and overwhelming, causing me to become lost in thoughts of you


Got me on my knees (baby, please)
I am begging for relief from the hold you have on me


Vanity, took all the sanity away from my head and left me alone
My obsession with you has caused me to lose my grip on reality and left me isolated


Can't you see, not even therapy can stabilize my head or rebuild my soul
I am beyond help, and even therapy cannot fix the damage caused by my attachment to you


I'm out of my mind [Repeat x3 (my mind,
I am completely consumed by my obsession with you


Cause I'm out of my mind (Repeat x 4)
My fixation on you has completely taken over my thoughts and actions


Vanity
My unhealthy attachment to you has consumed me completely




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