Roots
Clairvoyance Lyrics

Do you ever question
Do you ever wonder about the reason for your existence?

Your own existence?
Your own reason for being alive.

I'm tired of trying to grasp a future
I'm exhausted from attempting to understand my future.

In a world I don't belong
In a place where I don't fit in.

I won't behave
I refuse to act in a manner that is expected of me.

Like there's no choice for me to make
As if I have no freedom to choose my actions.

I lost my mind
I became insane.

When you left our place
After you departed from my life.

I’m trying to get over you
I'm attempting to move on from my feelings for you.

But I can’t
But I am unable to succeed in doing so.

Forget the past
Ignore previous experiences.

The only way for you to save me
The only way you can help me is to return to me.

Is for you to come
You need to arrive.

Back to our place
Return to where we were before.

I’ve lost my path so many times
I've confused my direction numerous times.

On my own
By myself.

Just like wandering through the desert
Similar to getting lost in a desert while walking around.

The day is gone
The sun has set.

I lost my sun
I've lost the light in my life.

An endless night is what I live in
I live in a never-ending darkness.

I'm falling deeper in the darkness
I am sinking into the gloom more deeply.

Help me to escape
Assist me in breaking free.

Help me to find
Assist me in discovering.

My own peace
My own sense of calm.

I tried to erase this world
I attempted to eliminate everything from the world.

Lost in the dark
I am lost in the shadows.

Screaming at the top
Crying out loudly.

Of my lungs
With all my might.

I tried to hide it all
I attempted to keep everything to myself.

To get things going
To make things happen.

Concealing all my pain
Covering up all my agony.

No heart of gold
I don't have a kind and caring nature.

Just misery
Only unhappiness.

And I will leave
I will depart.

No roots behind
No ties left with anyone or anything.

If you show me how to forget
If you teach me how to disregard memories.

I'm holding desperately
I am clenching tightly.

To what is left of me
To whatever remains of my being.

I'm losing everything
I'm losing all that I have.

But I won't sink
But I will not succumb to failure.

You're taking everything
You're removing everything from me.

It's so cold without you
My life has become cold since you left.

I miss your lips
I miss kissing you.

I miss your skin
I miss touching you.

Hard as hell without you
Very difficult to manage without you.

But I need to live
But I have to continue existing.

Cut all the ropes tied around my wrists
Remove all the bonds that limit me.

Erasing the misery inside of me
Eliminating the sadness that resides within me.

Lost in myself I’m fighting to live
I am struggling to survive while being lost in my own thoughts.

Against the will
Opposing the desire.

Of my own destiny
Of the plan for my future.

God
Expressing frustration, anger or helplessness.

You ruined my life
You have destroyed my life.

My whole existence
My entire being.

How am I supposed to live a life
How can I live a life?

Burdened with the weight
Overloaded with the pressure.

Of your...
From your actions.

Fucking crimes?
Terrible offences that you have committed?