ahora soy yo
Claudio Lyrics

Problemas con el alcohol y problemas con la droga
I have struggled with alcohol and drug addiction

tu no me haces daño,eso me lo hago solo Zorra
I know that you're not the cause of my problems, I am

como la flor que sobrevivió al desierto y floreció
I am like a desert flower that survived against all odds and bloomed

contra todo pronostico así soy yo
Against all predictions, this is who I am

soy un DIOS
I am strong and powerful

como el ron así se enfría el corazón
Alcohol can numb emotional pain

los dos hielos el amor tan falso que me prometió
It hurts that the love I was promised turned out to be fake

la resaca se me quita pero tu recuerdo no
I can recover from a hangover, but memories of you linger

la llamada salvadora no llego
No one was there to save me

una pitanza de cupido y me corto
Even though I thought Cupid's arrow would save me, it hurt me instead

hice tríos,vendí droga,robe y me crié en cunetas
I did some things I'm not proud of, like selling drugs and stealing

entonces como rechucha no iban a funar mis letras
Given my past, it's not surprising that people criticize my music

Soy así¡¡
This is who I am

nunca abuse de nadie solo al mic
I never hurt anyone except on the mic

por mas que presumi de minas siempre te quería a ti
Despite my boasts about other women, I always loved you

y te perdí
But I lost you

por eso que ahora estoy solo en el ring
That's why I'm alone now, fighting my demons

luchando con mis demonios son tantos y aun así no perdí
I'm struggling with my demons, but I haven't lost yet

cerebro alguna vez lucha de mi parte
Sometimes my brain fights against me

tengo mi cosas que no contarte
There are things about me I can't tell you

Buaaahh¡¡
Sigh

Viviendo en el infierno
I'm living in my own personal hell

sin vuelta atrás
There's no going back

ya no soy yoooooo
I'm not the same person I used to be

nadan a contra corriente y desayunando Miller
I'm going against the flow, drinking and wasting money

quemando billetes de 20 entre bares y Dillers
I'm burning my money on bars and drugs

jugando con saludo haciéndome el Don Juan
I flirt with women, pretending to be something I'm not

prometiendo cosas que se que no se cumplirán
I make promises I know I can't keep

Quetiapina,sertralina
I take medication to help me cope

me miro en el espejo y mil demonios me miran
When I look in the mirror, I see my demons staring back at me

como si me dominaran si mandaran mi vida
It's like they control every aspect of my life

pero no me mando ni yo,
But I can't even control myself

ni vos,
Or you

ni Dios,
Or even God

ni con,
Or all the drugs I take

toda la droga que consumo con
Nothing controls me like the drugs I take

tengo la rabia que da no tenerte
It makes me angry that I can't have you

y querer abrazarte y no poder mi amor
I want to hold you close, but I can't

pa cada loco hay una loca
Every crazy person has someone they belong with

tu eres mi loca
You are my crazy person

mi roca de coca
You are my rock, my cocaine

mi rubia
My blonde

mi diosa
My goddess

mi droga
My drug

mi amor masoca
My sadistic love

ya no soy el mismo desde que probé tu boca
I am not the same person since I tasted your lips

ven que prometí hacerte
I promised to make your life beautiful

de tu vida un viernes
To make every day feel like a Friday

los arco-iris son bonitos
Rainbows are pretty

pero no duran pa siempre
But they don't last forever

yo soy eterno
I feel like I'll never die

como el invierno
Like the winter

que hay en mi cama
That's what's in my bed

desde que solo estas en mis cuadernos
Since you're only in my notebooks