Crush
Club Decease Lyrics

Waking up existing to this day.
Starting a new day, grateful for the opportunity to live another day.

I don't know how I could make it without you.
Expressing dependency on someone else for emotional stability and support.

Memories of the touch of your skin.
Reveling in the recollection of physical intimacy and connection with the person.

Can't comprehend.
Feeling overwhelmed or unable to fully understand the depth of emotions and feelings involved.

Went away from you.
Reflecting on the pain and loss of being separated from the person.

The deepest blue in the smell of your hair.
Impression of the person's scent and appearance, conveying a deep emotional attraction and longing.

A slow decend of the thoughts of you.
The person consumes the singer's thoughts and emotions, permeating every aspect of their being.

I speak the truth and not of dispair.
Asserting the genuine nature of their feelings, despite any challenges or obstacles.

I spin myself with this word from you.
Reacting strongly to any communication or response from the person, as it holds great significance and meaning.

I'd swim the seven seas for you.
Expressing a willingness to make great sacrifices and to do whatever it takes for the person.

I'd walk a million miles for you.
Extending this same willingness to incredible lengths and distances, illustrating the depth of devotion and commitment.

I'd bleed myself inside for you.
Offering to give up everything that makes them who they are in order to preserve the connection with the person.

If you'd take this lead.
Explicating that all of these expressions of devotion and sacrifice hinge on the person's willingness to reciprocate.

I'd give the world just needing one chance.
Desperately desiring to prove their worth and devotion to the person, but struggling to find an opportunity to do so.

I know it's hard but I'd pull you through.
Reassuring the person that they don't have to face their challenges alone and the singer is there to support them no matter what.

Falling out just for one glance.
The person's attention and recognition holds great power over the artist, demonstrating an all-consuming fascination and attraction.

Count me out.
Admitting to vulnerability and an inability to withstand the person's disinterest or rejection.

Never pull me through.
Stating explicitly that they cannot survive such a loss or separation from the person.

I'd sell myself if you could only see.
Willing to compromise and sacrifice everything, including their own identity or values, for the sake of staying connected to the person.

Holding this is dissolving.
Struggling to maintain their composure and stability in the face of such intense emotions and longing.

I'm doing all for this lonely frozen heart.
Admitting to feeling empty and incomplete without the person, implying that they are willing to do whatever it takes to fill this void.

Forever and after.
Expressing a commitment to the person that transcends time and circumstances, implying an eternal bond.

No matter. Whatever is delt today.
Acknowledging that life can be unpredictable and often difficult, but the person remains a constant source of strength and support through it all.

Belonging forever.
Feeling tied to the person in a way that makes them feel complete and whole.

But it is you.....
Concluding with a reaffirmation of the singer's intense emotions and undying devotion to the person.