I Still Haven't Found What I'm
Coco Freeman Lyrics

I have climbed the highest mountains
I have accomplished the most difficult tasks

I have run through the fields
I have wandered without direction or purpose

Only to be with you
In the end, my goal was simply to be with you

I have run I have crawled
I have moved forward, regardless of pace or method

I have scaled these city walls
I have faced and overcome obstacles within civilization

These city walls
Referring back to the previously scaled walls

But I still haven't found
Despite my efforts and accomplishments

What I'm looking for
I am still searching for something elusive

I have kissed honey lips
I have experienced the sweetness of love

Felt the healing in the fingertips
I have felt the power of comforting touch

It burned like fire
Love can possess a raw, passionate energy

This burning desire
Referring to the intense longing for love

I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have communicated at a spiritual level

I have held the hand of a devil
I have encountered temptation or malevolence

It was one empty night
That experience left me feeling hollow and unfulfilled

I was cold as a stone
Emotionally numb and shut off

I believe when the Kingdom comes
When life reaches its end or ultimate purpose

Then all the colors will bleed into one
All distinctions and divisions will be erased and unified

But yes I'm still running.
But until that moment, I will continue to search and strive for meaning.

You broke the bonds
Referring to the release of religious or social constraints

You loosened the chains
Continuing the theme of liberation and expanding freedom

You carried the cross
Symbol of sacrificial, transformative love

Of my shame
Carrying the burdens of previous, uncomfortable feelings

You know I believed it
Acknowledging faith or belief in something greater

But I still haven't found
Despite the comfort of that faith

What I'm looking for
The search for true personal meaning and purpose continues

But I still haven't found
Despite all of my experiences and beliefs

What I'm looking for
The quest for ultimate fulfillment and satisfaction continues