I Don't Mind
Conductor Lyrics

Everyday's hard, but it's darker when
Every day is difficult, but it becomes even more challenging when

The light goes off and your sight goes dim
There is a loss of hope and optimism, and your perspective becomes bleak

Lost in your mind cause you're caught within
Feeling trapped and engulfed by your own thoughts and emotions

Prices heavy but your life is thin
The burdens and responsibilities weigh heavily on you, while your own existence feels fragile

Walkin a tight rope, please don't slip
Navigating through life with great caution, hoping to avoid any mistakes or missteps

There's no net when your feeling sick
There is no support or safety net to catch you when you are emotionally or physically unwell

Death is a locked door, key won't fit
Death seems like an escape or relief, but it remains out of reach

Behind you's darkness, so life gives in
The unknown and despair follow you closely, causing life to lose its meaning and surrender

You can never finish your reply
There is a constant feeling of being unheard or unable to express oneself fully

If I died, nevermind, separated like I never had a life
The idea of death holds little significance, as if one's existence never truly mattered

And I wouldn't give a minute to apply
There is a lack of motivation or purpose to actively engage in life

I don't even know if I'm alive
Questioning the very essence of one's existence and whether they are truly living

Stuck in limbo, looking for the other side
Feeling trapped in an in-between state, searching for a better or different reality

Wanna be alone, but don't ever wanna hide
Desiring solitude but also longing to be seen and understood

Living in the dark, trynna brighten up my life
Existing in a place of despair, attempting to bring light and joy into one's own life

But if light's all I'm here for, then I would rather die
If the only purpose of existence is superficial happiness, it is preferable to not exist at all

I only trust me, no one else to choose from
Having a lack of trust in others and relying solely on oneself

Don't wanna fall cause I'm prone to bruisin
Avoiding vulnerability and emotional pain due to a history of being hurt

Their minds are lucid, I'm lost in music
While others have clarity of thought, the singer finds solace and distraction in music

They're lost in school with, those other students
Others find purpose and direction in academics, while the artist feels disconnected or lost

I don't trust nobody, cause they never stay
The lack of trust in people stems from a pattern of abandonment or unreliability

Trynna find a purpose, they're getting better grades
While others seek meaning and validation through achievements, the artist struggles to find their own purpose

Attachments are damage, and damage is pain
Developing emotional connections and dependencies often lead to harm and suffering

And if pain goes away does the happiness stay?
Questioning whether genuine happiness can truly exist if pain and suffering are no longer present

It feels like you're torn from the inside out
Experiencing immense inner turmoil and emotional anguish

It feels like you're born with your insides out
Feeling exposed and vulnerable from the very beginning of life

It feels like a storm but the seas in drought
Experiencing internal chaos and turmoil even when the external circumstances seem calm or desolate

You feel you must scream but you have no mouth
Having a strong urge to express oneself and release emotions, but feeling unable to do so

So you don't let em know how you feel
Not allowing others to see or understand the true extent of your emotions

Cover the wounds, like they're not even real
Concealing emotional wounds and pain as if they are inconsequential or imaginary

Keep in your issues, suppress them instead
Bottling up personal struggles and suppressing them rather than addressing them

Bury your issues and think like they're dead
Attempting to bury and ignore your problems, pretending they do not exist