2. Constant is a project by Hendrik Lakeberg and David Lichtenberger. They released one album (constant ep on tokyo trauma in 2003 featuring the tracks tr gen, sus, ld gic, non and m cro. Their sound is located somewhere inbetween new ambient in the vein of late mille plateaux releases and electronica.
Vanity
Constant Lyrics
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Cannot quite view the world as it is
Should I try to achieve sublimation?
Is there now a new reason for this?
As I've walked through the groves of my vanity
So I've feared that my reason was gone
Though I clawed at the cage with my full force at hand
The locks were shut and so they would remain
Why did all have to come down to this,
When my own purpose changed in a heartbeat?
Nature failed to predict the enigma
Of the soldier who sought to be king
As I ran through the pits of the colony
So I cried, I knew I had to leave
Though I dashed straight ahead with my full speed at hand
The CAGE OF TUNNELS would not let me go
Oh! I swayed through all moods in my vanity
And I cursed all the changes inside
Oh! I tried to ignore, to make all thoughts withdraw
Alas, time was then moving too fast
All has changed…
These lyrics delve into the struggles of self-realization and the search for meaning and purpose in life. The first verse expresses the difficulty in coming to terms with a newfound realization, perhaps about oneself or the world. The singer questions whether they should strive for sublimation, a process of transcending their current state of being. This realization has caused a shift in their perspective and they wonder if there is now a new reason or purpose for their existence.
The second verse reflects on the consequences of this realization. The singer feels overwhelmed by the sudden change and wonders why everything has come down to this point. Their own purpose has shifted drastically in a short amount of time, defying the predictions of nature. They compare themselves to a soldier seeking to be a king, implying a longing for power or significance.
The third verse emphasizes the struggle and frustration the singer faces in navigating their vanity. They describe running through the pits of a colony, perhaps representing the confines and limitations of their own ego-driven desires. Despite their efforts to break free from this mindset, symbolized by dashing ahead at full speed, they find themselves trapped in a metaphorical "cage of tunnels." This suggests that their attempts to escape their vanity and find true fulfillment have been thwarted.
The final line, "All has changed," signifies a shift in the singer's perspective. They have gone through a transformative experience, realizing the limitations and emptiness of their vanity. Time is moving too fast for them to ignore or repress their thoughts anymore. This suggests a growing awareness and an acknowledgement that they must confront their inner struggles and search for a deeper, more meaningful existence.
Line by Line Meaning
Cannot cope with this realization
I am struggling to accept and understand this realization.
Cannot quite view the world as it is
I am unable to see and comprehend the world as it truly is.
Should I try to achieve sublimation?
Should I attempt to transcend and elevate myself?
Is there now a new reason for this?
Is there a different motivation or purpose behind this situation?
As I've walked through the groves of my vanity
As I have navigated through the self-indulgent aspects of my own ego.
So I've feared that my reason was gone
So I have been afraid that my sanity and logic have abandoned me.
Though I clawed at the cage with my full force at hand
Even though I tried to break free from my constraints with all my strength.
The locks were shut and so they would remain
The barriers and limitations were firmly closed and would stay that way.
But for now…
However, in the present moment...
Why did all have to come down to this,
Why did everything have to lead to this point?
When my own purpose changed in a heartbeat?
When my personal mission and direction swiftly shifted?
Nature failed to predict the enigma
The natural world did not anticipate the complexity and mystery.
Of the soldier who sought to be king
Of the individual who desired power and dominance.
As I ran through the pits of the colony
As I hurriedly passed through the challenges and struggles of society.
So I cried, I knew I had to leave
So I wept, recognizing that I had to depart from that environment.
Though I dashed straight ahead with my full speed at hand
Even though I sprinted forward with all my available speed.
The CAGE OF TUNNELS would not let me go
The intricate system of confinement prevented my escape.
Oh! I swayed through all moods in my vanity
Oh! I fluctuated between various emotions within my self-centeredness.
And I cursed all the changes inside
And I expressed anger and frustration towards the internal transformations.
Oh! I tried to ignore, to make all thoughts withdraw
Oh! I attempted to avoid and suppress any thoughts and reflections.
Alas, time was then moving too fast
Unfortunately, time was rapidly progressing.
All has changed…
Everything has been altered...
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Written by: Daniel Laureano
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