seasons
Crystal Oshana Lyrics
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Times been ticking it isn't pleasant
The way he's phoning my line sounds desperate
He's hitting me up and I don't get no reason
The way he wants he go and come like seasons
He go and come like seasons
I was good I was good on my lonely
Then you came thinking I'd need you to hold me
And the night time always feels darker when I'm thinking
You came around my heads been non stop spinning
I'm in the ocean lost and I'm tryna find the old me
Yh I am yeah I am
Coz I choose to be more than a choice
And as long as i'm here he knows he got a voice
Coz following your rules and I wish I didn't
Times been ticking it isn't pleasant
The way he's phoning my line sounds desperate
He's hitting me up and I don't get no reason
The way he wants he go and come like seasons
He go and come like seasons
Now it's gone
Yeah it's gone on too long now
No regrets when I kick you out now
Why
Coz I've gained my power back
You're clueless, you think you got me where you want me
No you don't coz I'm learning to set free
Coz I've learnt it's either you or my sanity
I'm not insane not insane now
Following your rules and I wish I didn't
Times been ticking it isn't pleasant
The way he's phoning my line sounds desperate
He's hitting me up and I don't get no reason
The way he wants he go and come like seasons
He come and go like seasons
He's hitting me up and I don't get no reason
The way he wants he go and come like seasons
He go and come like seasons
In Crystal Oshana's song "Seasons," the lyrics appear to address a toxic relationship where the singer is following someone's rules even though they do not wish to. The passage of time is depicted as unpleasant, as indicated by the ticking clock. The person contacting the singer seems desperate, constantly reaching out without providing any valid reason. The metaphor of going and coming like seasons signifies the inconsistent nature of this individual's presence in the singer's life.
The song suggests that the singer was content being alone before this person entered their life with the assumption that they needed someone to hold them. However, the singer acknowledges that allowing this person into their life was a mistake that they cannot deny. The night time is depicted as darker, symbolizing the negative emotions that arise when the singer reflects on their situation. The mention of the spinning head represents confusion and feeling lost, as if they are trying to find their old self in a vast ocean.
Despite the challenging circumstances, the lyrics also convey a sense of empowerment. The singer declares that they choose to be more than a choice, indicating their desire to assert their own autonomy. The person in question knows they have influence as long as the singer adheres to their rules. However, the repetition of "following your rules and I wish I didn't" suggests a growing dissatisfaction and a longing to break free from this dynamic.
Ultimately, the lyrics reflect a realization that enough is enough. The singer declares that it has gone on for too long and holds no regrets for kicking this person out of their life. They have regained their power and express a sense of liberation. The singer acknowledges that the person may think they have control, but they are mistaken as the singer learns to set themselves free. The lyrics convey a sense of sanity and clarity, highlighting that the singer is not willing to compromise their mental well-being for this relationship.
Overall, "Seasons" explores the toxicity and inconsistency within a relationship, the singer's struggle with following someone else's rules, and their ultimate empowerment and liberation.
Line by Line Meaning
Following your rules and I wish I didn't
I regret conforming to your expectations and abiding by your guidelines.
Times been ticking it isn't pleasant
The passage of time has been unpleasant and uncomfortable.
The way he's phoning my line sounds desperate
His constant attempts to contact me convey desperation.
He's hitting me up and I don't get no reason
He keeps contacting me without providing any explanation.
The way he wants he go and come like seasons
His desires and actions fluctuate unpredictably, resembling the changing seasons.
He go and come like seasons
He consistently alternates between being present and absent in my life.
I was good I was good on my lonely
I was content and fulfilled when I was alone.
Then you came thinking I'd need you to hold me
You entered my life assuming I required your emotional support.
I let you in a mistake I can't deny
I made the error of allowing you into my life, and I cannot deny it.
And the night time always feels darker when I'm thinking
When I'm lost in my thoughts, the darkness of the night feels even more daunting.
You came around my heads been nonstop spinning
Your presence has caused my mind to be in a constant state of confusion and turmoil.
I'm in the ocean lost and I'm tryna find the old me
I feel adrift and lost like I'm in an ocean, desperately searching for my former self.
Yh I am yeah I am
Yes, I acknowledge and affirm my current state.
Coz I choose to be more than a choice
I refuse to settle for being just an option in your life.
And as long as i'm here he knows he got a voice
As long as I exist, he understands that he still has influence and control over me.
Now it's gone
Now it's over.
Yeah it's gone on too long now
Yes, it has continued for an extended period of time.
No regrets when I kick you out now
I have no remorse for removing you from my life at this moment.
Why
Why did it take me so long to realize?
Coz I've gained my power back
Because I have reclaimed my personal strength and control.
You're clueless, you think you got me where you want me
You lack understanding; you believe you have me under your influence.
No you don't coz I'm learning to set free
No, you don't have power over me anymore because I am discovering how to liberate myself.
Coz I've learnt it's either you or my sanity
Because I have come to understand that I must choose between you and my mental well-being.
I'm not insane not insane now
I am not crazy, I am no longer crazy.
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Crystal Oshana
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Mazey
Love this one
Adam Smith
Wow awsome crystal and ur hair fit hope ur well x