Ballad
DISACODE Lyrics


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nani o miteiru no?
sameta gankou no oku
fukaku soko no nai yami ga tsudzuiteru
samishiku nante nai
aishite nante iwanai
urandeita akashi sae itoshisa ni kawatta kara
sekaijuu no dare ga anata o nikundeitemo
zutto watashi ga soba ni iru
semete sukoshi dake no nukumori todoku you ni
tsuyoku itai kurai daite...
nani o motometeru?
hiteiteki na manazashi
jibun kizutsukete hikari sagashiteta
kurushikutemo ii yo
yasashisa nante iranai
gouin na te furueteru
kodoku ni shitakunai dake
sekaijuu no dare o anata ga utondetemo
kokoro tsukarete shimau kara
moshimo sukoshi dake no yasuragi moteta naraba
sotto se o mukete naite...
rin to shita sakihokoru sugata wa
hana no you ni utsukushiku
seijaku na omomochi ni hisonda
ibara no kago o kowashite...
moshimo hitotsu dake no negai ga kanau nara
douka anata ni shiawase o
tatoe kono chiisaku oroka na inochi de sae nozomu to shita nara
sekaijuu no dare ga anata o nikundeitemo
zutto watashi ga soba ni iru




semete sukoshi dake no nukumori todoku you ni
tsuyoku itai kurai daite...

Overall Meaning

These lyrics are from DISACODE's song "BALLAD." It talks about a person who is observing someone with cold eyes and looking at them through the cold perspective of society. The person seems to be feeling lost in the darkness without a bottom and does not feel lonely or even loved. The singer says that even though the world may hate the person, the singer will always be there for them with just a little bit of warmth. The person seems to be searching for something that they may have lost and hurting themselves in the process. They do not want tender feelings but instead, would rather be strong enough to embrace any hurtful situation. The lyrics further talk about how society may cause the person's heart to become tired and that the singer wishes to provide them with some solace just as a flower blooms beautifully despite being confined and repressed.


The lyrics describe the feelings of loneliness, isolation, and confusion that a person may go through in their life. It talks about how they may be ignored or even hated by the world, but even in such times, there is someone who is always by their side. The lyrics convey a message that sometimes all a person needs is a little bit of warmth and solace to conquer the darkness in their hearts. The singer is trying to offer that support and comfort to the person through these lyrics.


Line by Line Meaning

nani o miteiru no?
What are you looking at?


sameta gankou no oku
In the depths of a clear gaze


fukaku soko no nai yami ga tsudzuiteru
A deep, bottomless darkness continues to persist


samishiku nante nai
I'm not lonely


aishite nante iwanai
I won't say I love you


urandeita akashi sae itoshisa ni kawatta kara
Even the proof of my resentment has turned into love


sekaijuu no dare ga anata o nikundeitemo
Even if everyone in the world hates you


zutto watashi ga soba ni iru
I will always be by your side


semete sukoshi dake no nukumori todoku you ni
At least, so that a little warmth can reach you


tsuyoku itai kurai daite...
I'll hold you tightly enough to hurt...


nani o motometeru?
What are you searching for?


hiteiteki na manazashi
A calm, observant gaze


jibun kizutsukete hikari sagashiteta
I hurt myself and searched for light


kurushikutemo ii yo
It's okay to be in pain


yasashisa nante iranai
I don't need kindness


gouin na te furueteru
My forcibly trembling hands


kodoku ni shitakunai dake
I just don't want to be lonely


sekaijuu no dare o anata ga utondetemo
Even if you reject everyone in the world


kokoro tsukarete shimau kara
Because your heart will get tired


moshimo sukoshi dake no yasuragi moteta naraba
If only I had a little peace of mind


sotto se o mukete naite...
I turn away and cry softly...


rin to shita sakihokoru sugata wa
The figure that blooms elegantly like a flower


hana no you ni utsukushiku
Is beautiful like a flower


seijaku na omomochi ni hisonda
Hidden in a silent atmosphere


ibara no kago o kowashite...
Smashing the cage of thorns...


moshimo hitotsu dake no negai ga kanau nara
If only one wish could come true


douka anata ni shiawase o
Please be happy


tatoe kono chiisaku oroka na inochi de sae nozomu to shita nara
Even if I wished for it with this small and foolish life


sekaijuu no dare ga anata o nikundeitemo
Even if everyone in the world hates you


zutto watashi ga soba ni iru
I will always be by your side


semete sukoshi dake no nukumori todoku you ni
At least, so that a little warmth can reach you


tsuyoku itai kurai daite...
I'll hold you tightly enough to hurt...




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Comments from YouTube:

Iron Chef 555 Baka

I listened to this one so much from Live concert to CD that I turned it into my Ringtone. It's my number one favorite music from Disacode

Belle.Chime.

sugoi!!! when do we get some English subs?

PsychoKitty사랑

The music in the beginning has such a Ciel Phantomhive vibe. Not when she sings though.

Alicia Corney

it's sad T.T
ha, what did i expect? of course it's sad, it won't be called ballad if it's not, is it?

Yura Haruko

<3333333 XD

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