Kill
Deranged Lyrics


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I really tried
I looked inside, and so I hide
Facing darkness
Each breath of life, and so I writhe
What's my mind?
What's in my mind, who am I?
Who am I?
Straight to your face, another lie
Close my windows, shut the blinds
Improvise a couple lines
Stab a pencil in my eyes
So I can see a new disguise
I really tried, I swear I tried
I didn't try
Stare at the sky
Stare at the sky and cry
So you can die
You can lay down and die
Or you can get the fuck up and kill what's killing you inside
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
Kill it!
I really tried
I looked inside, and so I hide
Facing darkness
Each breath of life, and so I writhe
What's my mind?
What's in my mind, who am I?
Who am I?
Straight to your face, another lie
Close my windows, shut the blinds
Improvise a couple lines




Stab a pencil in my eyes
So I can see a new disguise

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Deranged's song "Kill" speak of the struggle with inner demons, the fight to identify them, and the need to eliminate them to survive. The singer expresses the sense of desperation by starting off saying, "I really tried" but then contradicting himself, stating "I didn't try." The lines "Facing darkness, each breath of life, and so, I writhe" illustrate the intense internal turmoil the singer is experiencing. The lines, "What's my mind? What's in my mind, who am I? Who am I? Straight to your face, another lie" clearly convey that the singer is battling with a sense of identity crisis and is trying to come to terms with it.


The second half of the lyrics are a call to action. The singer encourages the listener to take control of their own lives and eliminate the negative thoughts that are tormenting them. The repeated exhortation to "kill it" conveys the message to not be complacent in the face of inner struggles but to overcome them.


Overall, "Kill" effectively captures the sense of hopelessness and despair that one can face in their life while also encouraging the listener to take action and fight back.


Line by Line Meaning

I really tried
I attempted to cope with my problems


I looked inside, and so I hide
I examined myself but ended up avoiding my issues


Facing darkness
Confronting a difficult situation


Each breath of life, and so I writhe
Struggling to find a way to cope with every moment


What's my mind?
Questioning my own thoughts and feelings


What's in my mind, who am I?
Wondering about my own identity and thoughts


Straight to your face, another lie
Dishonesty when facing someone else


Close my windows, shut the blinds
Attempting to isolate myself from others


Improvise a couple lines
Creating a facade


Stab a pencil in my eyes
Self-harm as an escape


So I can see a new disguise
Hiding behind a new persona


Stare at the sky
Pondering existence and contemplating pain


Stare at the sky and cry
Being overwhelmed and emotional


So you can die
The desire to give up


You can lay down and die
Succumbing to mental or emotional turmoil


Or you can get the fuck up and kill what's killing you inside
Empowering oneself to take control and fight their troubles


Kill it!
Destroying the negative thoughts and emotions


Kill it!
Ridding oneself of pain and fear


Kill it!
Overcoming internal obstacles


Kill it!
Finding strength within oneself to fight back


Kill it!
Eliminating the source of pain and hardship


Kill it!
Refusing to give in to negativity


Kill it!
Choosing to fight for survival and happiness


Kill it!
Ending the cycle of suffering


Kill it!
Taking control of one's life and emotional wellbeing


I really tried
Continuing to persevere and fight


I swear I tried
Making a personal oath to themselves to overcome


Kill it!
Continuing to strive for inner peace and happiness


Kill it!
Choosing to take an active role in one's personal healing and growth


Kill it!
Believing in oneself and the ability to overcome hardship


Kill it!
Never giving up on the path to happiness and health




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Written by: James Hooker

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