Homecoming
Dessy Hinds Lyrics

Sometimes I'm feelin' like I'm
At times, I have a strong sense that I am

Destined with the lessons
Destined to learn valuable life lessons

Spit soon as my effervesence hit's
Express myself immediately as my vibrant energy rises

My cash is lessenin' and my gift
I have less money and I'm starting to doubt my talent

Got me second guessin' it
Making me doubt it even more

The struggles do bubble hard
The hardships become overwhelming

Through the boiling point
To the point of intense pressure

Blowin' steam off for that green
Releasing stress for money

Anoint me with musically lucid
Bless me with clear, insightful music

Dreams that I understand
Dreams that I comprehend

My mom got another man in her life now
My mother has a new partner

And I finally met the woman that I'm thinkin' I can wife
And I have met a woman I want to marry

I want my livin' life, with contradictions
I desire a life that is full of paradoxes

Contracts missin'
Missing out on lucrative deals

Feelin' so alive at time to times
Feeling incredibly alive at certain moments

It's like a nigga hardly livin'
Like I'm barely living the rest of the time

Build infinite school in intuition
Develop a deep understanding through experiences

But that financial aid be my financial
However, the money I receive for my education

Aid to pay my touring expenses
Goes toward funding my tours

Just on a temporary temper when this kicks in
Only temporarily content when this occurs

Into high gear start flowing like
Then, I start to perform exceptionally well

Liquid and stick shifting
Fluidly and effortlessly

Rhymes that's dripping with mystic misfit's
Lyrics that are filled with mysterious outcasts

Won't be the only thing that's gettin' sickenin'
Will not be the only thing that becomes unpleasant

When they'll be praisin' the flow
When people will praise my flow

Like holy water at Christening
Like holy water during a baptism

Sometimes the vision is crystal clear
Sometimes the vision is extremely clear

As well as carat glistenin'
And shines like a precious gem

It's just the list of feelings
But it's just a range of emotions

And sometimes this is what I'm feelin' like
And sometimes, I feel like this

I'm sayin' thank you everyday for when
I am expressing gratitude every day for

I didn't see the way
Not realizing the path I was on

And thank you everyday for just
And being grateful every day for simply

A little 'I got paid'
Receiving a small payment

You made my talent shine and reign on
You made my talent shine and excel

The days on the days it rained
Even on rainy days

Gave me the confidence enough to be
Providing me with enough confidence to be

With a crew for the game
A part of a team for my craft

And for that it's on for life (it's on)
And because of that, we are committed for life

Me and my niggas on for life (it's on)
My friends and I are dedicated for life

It's on for life (it's on) it's on for life
We are in it for life

It's on for life (it's on)
We are dedicated for life

Me and my niggas on for life (it's on)
My friends and I are committed for life

Sometimes I'm feelin' like I'm on top of
Sometimes, I feel like I'm at the pinnacle of

The world in just a heartbeat
The world, as if in an instant

The way the start weeks
The way the weeks begin

Becomes too heavy without
Becomes burdensome without

The light I'm getting from the dark leaf
The guidance I receive from challenging experiences

Practicin' art of no sleep
Engaging in the art of working without rest

For weeks completely
For weeks on end

Chase bank account more like a broke account
My Chase bank account is more like an empty one

That's why they chasin' me freely
That's why people are pursuing me without restraint

Think I got it but we ain't make it yet
I may seem successful, but we haven't achieved our goals yet

Cause we from BK where your life
Because we are from Brooklyn, where your life

Is owed to break a debt
Can be ruined by unpaid debts

And niggas out to break your set
And people are trying to disrupt your crew

No vacay 'til it's time to vacate
No vacation until it's time to leave

With plates on the spaceous Lex
With fancy cars like the spacious Lexus

And only if the good book had us
And only if the Bible instructed us

Sayin' to get laced with checks
To be blessed with abundance

Then I be laced with checks from when
Then I would be showered with money since

My first Nikes was laced with checks
Even my first pair of Nike shoes had the brand's logo on them

And God just had me strugglin' to
And God had placed me through challenges to

Make it as the greatest emcee
Develop into the greatest emcee

Medic can't defend me without a
Even a medic can't protect me without a

Pen to surrender me
Pen to provide my surrender

Ain't happenin' long as I'm rappin'
Won't happen as long as I'm a rapper

In my heart so passionate
My heart is filled with so much passion

I'm sayin' thank you everyday for when
I am expressing gratitude every day for

I didn't see the way
Not realizing the path I was on

And thank you everyday for just
And being grateful every day for simply

A little 'I got paid'
Receiving a small payment

You made my talent shine and reign on
You made my talent shine and excel

The days on the days it rained
Even on rainy days

Gave me the confidence enough to be
Providing me with enough confidence to be

With a crew for the game
A part of a team for my craft

And for that it's on for life (it's on)
And because of that, we are committed for life

Me and my niggas on for life (it's on)
My friends and I are dedicated for life

It's on for life (it's on) it's on for life
We are in it for life

It's on for life (it's on)
We are dedicated for life

Me and my niggas on for life (it's on)
My friends and I are committed for life

I said my crew got my back my poetry deep
I affirmed that my crew supports me and my poetry runs deep

I said my crew got my back my poetry deep
I reiterated that my crew has my back and my poetry is profound

My poetry deep it never fail
My profound poetry never fails