Dirty money
Diddy & Skylar Grey Lyrics

So hard to breathe this air that we call love,
Love can be suffocating and difficult to deal with.

Aint nothing worse than the hurt we receive from love,
Being hurt by someone you love is one of the worst feelings in the world.

When you get hurt by the one you living for,
It's especially painful when the person who hurts you is someone you love and care deeply for.

Pain can make you wanna love no more,
The emotional pain caused by love can make you question whether it's even worth it.

Loving you no more,
The singer has decided to stop loving their partner.

I just I cant I just can't be loving you no more,
It's too difficult and painful to continue loving their partner.

I love you more than I love myself,
The singer's love for their partner is all-consuming and has taken away from their own self-love and self-care.

Hurt with the heart thats bleeding slowly,
The emotional pain caused by their relationship is taking a toll on the singer's heart and mental health.

So many lonely sleepless nights,
The singer is struggling with insomnia and loneliness caused by the emotional pain.

Im going through hell to convince you love me,
The singer is suffering greatly to try and get their partner to love them back.

But never her approval no matter how I try,
No matter what the singer does, they can't seem to gain the approval of their partner's family or loved ones.

I'm ashamed you can see it in my eyes,
The singer is ashamed of the state of their relationship and it shows in their eyes.

Momma always told me to respect the woman,
The singer was raised to respect women.

But what am I to do when her parents do not try,
It's difficult for the singer to respect their partner's family when they don't reciprocate the respect.

I've been so dependent on your love for so long,
The singer has been dependent on their partner's love for a long time.

Punishment for me is trying to let go,
Trying to let go of their partner is a form of punishment for the singer.

Addiction to pain is what it got me,
The singer has become addicted to the pain caused by their relationship.

My life, now its changed,
The singer's life has been turned upside down by their relationship.

My life aint the same as you are,
The singer's life is not the same as their partner's.

Heartbroken, to the point sometimes wanna end it,
The singer is so heartbroken that they contemplate suicide.

If I can't have what mean most to me,
If the singer can't have their partner, who means the most to them, they feel like they have nothing.

Uh, trying not to over think
The rapper is trying not to overanalyze the situation.

Only cause I've drove and I done had a lot to drink
The rapper is only overthinking because he's been drinking and driving.

When I wanted it blue you said we got to paint it pink
The rapper and his partner have different opinions and tastes.

And there's pieces of ya hair still sittin in my sink
There are physical reminders of the relationship still present in their home.

And you still got underwear that's sittin in the dryer
There are still items belonging to their partner in their home.

How come every time that you're suspicious I'm a liar?
The rapper's partner doesn't trust him and always thinks he's lying.

You stand out, I can hear you whistle in a choir,
The rapper's partner stands out to him and he can always recognize her presence.

And that's the only reason you the Mrs. I admire
The only reason the rapper admires his partner is because of her unique qualities.

Tell me what I'm gone do
The rapper doesn't know what to do.

Since everything I'm trying to forget is all true
The rapper is struggling to forget things that actually happened in the relationship.

Me and all your main girls get along too
The rapper gets along with his partner's friends.

I would take my last dollar out and bet it on you
The rapper has faith in his partner and would bet on her no matter what.