Healing Hate
Dissonant Lyrics


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I creep into the darkness
In need for something true
Beneath the dirt of daylight
And fingertips of glue
Nothing left to love for
Or anything to hate
Nothing seems to make sense
In the world that we create

I feel the rage is raping
Around the hate is free
The broken hearts collection
I fix what's left of me
The sadness rips me open
A love that cant be mine
Pieces that are broken
And parts I've left behind

Grieving for a lost one
Craving for a friend
In need for some insanity
Cause nothing seems to end
I lost it all before
And gained it all back
When everything keeps changing
Its time to fade to black

Hate will mend my wounds
Never will I expose my self again
My heart was broken but now I heal my self
I will let go of you

I wish there was a way I could forget without this hate
But life is cruel, not always what you want is what you get

I fix what's left of me

There's nothing more to say
Silence is the only way
Love substitutes with hate
I will forget you
I will forget you
I will forget you
No more pain, no more suffering




Never again
No more words, no more wondering why

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Dissonant's song Healing Hate convey a deep sense of pain, loss, and a desire for healing. The singer of the song is seen seeking refuge in darkness, looking for something genuine amidst the superficiality of the world. However, it appears that they find only more confusion and chaos, as the reality they face is one where love and hate are intertwined in complicated ways. They seem to have experienced heartbreak and loss, and have been left feeling broken and bereft. The lyric "I fix what's left of me" suggests that they are attempting to pick up the pieces and rebuild themselves, but the process is fraught with difficulty and emotional turmoil.


The song seems to describe a sort of inner battle, where the pull between love and hate is strong. The singer acknowledges that their rage and bitterness are a coping mechanism, a way to "mend their wounds." However, even as they contemplate the healing power of hate, they seem to long for connection and friendship. They almost seem to be searching for a way out of the cycle of pain and hate, and at the end of the song, they declare that they will forget their source of pain and embrace a new beginning.


Overall, "Healing Hate" is a complex exploration of the human psyche, delving into the depths of emotion and the struggle to find meaning and solace in a world that can be both beautiful and cruel.


Line by Line Meaning

I creep into the darkness
I retreat into a space of isolation and introspection.


In need for something true
I am searching for authenticity and meaning in my life.


Beneath the dirt of daylight
Even in the light of day there is a hidden layer of darkness and pain.


And fingertips of glue
I am barely holding myself together, just making it through each day.


Nothing left to love for
I have lost the ability to find joy and love in life.


Or anything to hate
I have no hatred left in me either, I am numb to it all now.


Nothing seems to make sense
The world around me is chaotic and confusing, nothing seems logical or understandable.


In the world that we create
The world is what we make it, and right now it is full of darkness and despair.


I feel the rage is raping
My anger is overwhelming and consuming me, it feels like it has a life of its own.


Around the hate is free
My hatred is also growing, gaining its own power and control over me.


The broken hearts collection
I am surrounded by others who are also damaged, who have suffered heartbreak and loss.


I fix what's left of me
I am trying to rebuild myself, to regain some sense of wholeness and health.


The sadness rips me open
I am vulnerable and raw, my pain and grief exposing me completely.


A love that cant be mine
I am unable to have the love I desire, it is out of my reach and unattainable.


Pieces that are broken
My heart and soul are shattered, fragmented into pieces that no longer fit together.


And parts I've left behind
There are aspects of myself that I have lost or abandoned, unable to bring them along with me in my brokenness.


Grieving for a lost one
I am mourning the loss of someone important to me, someone who is no longer in my life.


Craving for a friend
I am lonely and in need of human connection, the comfort of having someone by my side.


In need for some insanity
I am struggling to make sense of my life, and the chaos of the world around me is only making things worse.


Cause nothing seems to end
My pain and suffering go on endlessly, without relief or resolution in sight.


I lost it all before
I have been through this pain and hardship before, and it feels like history repeating itself.


And gained it all back
But I have also found my way out of the darkness before, and I believe I can do it again.


When everything keeps changing
Life is unpredictable and constantly shifting, making it hard to find any sense of stability or security.


Its time to fade to black
It feels like it might be time to give up, to surrender to the darkness and let it overtake me completely.


Hate will mend my wounds
I am turning to my anger and hatred as a way of coping, hoping that it will be a source of strength and healing for me.


Never will I expose my self again
I am too afraid and too scarred to let anyone in, to open myself up to the possibility of more pain and heartbreak.


My heart was broken but now I heal my self
I have been through pain and heartbreak, but I am working on healing and restoring myself to wholeness.


I will let go of you
I am actively working on moving on from someone who has hurt me, freeing myself from the pain and suffering they have caused.


I wish there was a way I could forget without this hate
While my anger and hatred might provide some temporary relief, I wish I could find a way to heal and move on without them.


But life is cruel, not always what you want is what you get
Unfortunately, life doesn't always give us what we want or what we deserve, and sometimes we are left to suffer and struggle on our own.


There's nothing more to say
Words can only do so much, and sometimes there is nothing that can be said to ease our pain or fix our problems.


Silence is the only way
Sometimes the best thing we can do is simply be quiet and still, allowing ourselves to feel and process our pain without trying to distract or numb ourselves.


Love substitutes with hate
When we are hurt and broken, sometimes love can turn to hate as a way of protecting ourselves and coping with the pain.


No more pain, no more suffering
I am ready to let go of my pain and suffering, to move past it and find a way to heal.


Never again
I am determined to break the cycle of pain and heartbreak, to never let myself be hurt like this again.


No more words, no more wondering why
I am done trying to make sense of my pain and suffering, and I am ready to let it go and move on with my life.




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