Asylum
Disturbed倀 Lyrics

No remnants were ever found of it
There is no evidence of what happened

Feeling the hot bile
Feeling sick to my stomach

With every fake smile
Smiling on the outside, but feeling terrible inside

Though no evidence was ever found
There is still doubt about what happened

It never went away completely
The memories and feelings still linger

I try to appellate a holy sound of it
Trying to find spiritual solace

Another day gone
Time keeps moving forward

Another night's drawn
The darkness persists

Dark forces pull me underground
Negative emotions and memories are overwhelming me

And never went away completely
The pain and trauma is still present

How can I feel this empty
Feeling devoid of emotions

I will not recover this time
I am not strong enough to overcome this

This loneliness is killing me
Feeling isolated and overwhelmed by negative emotions

Will I ever know peace of mind again
Wondering if I will ever be at ease again

I don't believe it
Skepticism regarding future relief

I can't achieve it
Feeling inadequate to overcome the pain

I think I know it's just another sign
Recognizing that things may not get better

That never went away completely
The pain and trauma is still present

Terror is coursing in me
Feeling overwhelmed by fear

Can you find a moment
Asking for someone to help me

Where I have to be
Feeling obligated to face my pain

And feel you die
Feeling anguish about losing someone

In asylum (I live a lie)
Feeling trapped in a false reality

Don't you know I'm in love with you
Expressing feelings for someone

And I wasn't ready
Feelings of unpreparedness to face the pain

To let go
Difficulty in moving on

Now it's dragging me into your grave
Being pulled down by the pain and trauma of loss

Your asylum (Forget the lie)
The false sense of reality is causing pain

Overcome and the feeling that I won't get to join you in time
Wondering if I will ever be reunited with a loved one

But the loneliness is killing me, yeah!
Feeling overwhelmed by sadness and isolation

Death's images are all around again
Thoughts of mortality are resurfacing

They're right behind me
Feeling like mortality is imminent

They're gonna find me
Fear of death is overwhelming

Judge me for my mortal sin
Feeling guilty for being mortal

That have enveloped me completely
Negative emotions are consuming me

I know I'll never know a peaceful night again
Feeling like peace may never come

Afraid they'll hear me
Being afraid to express emotions

They don't fear me
Feeling unheard and unnoticed

Punishment for me of a moral crime
Feeling like mortality is a sin

The debt was never paid completely
The weight of negative emotions is still present

In the end there will be no suffering (More suffering)
Acknowledging the possibility of more pain in the future

In the end we will find out everything (Not everything)
Future is uncertain

In the end you may question your belief (What belief?)
Doubt in personal beliefs

In the end you will realize someday
An uncertain future

How you were deceived
Feeling misled by life

This has gone on too long (too long)
Prolonged pain and suffering

No more demonic race
Desire to end negative emotions

Destroyer come to light
Hoping for a way to end the pain

Because the memory is killing me
Memories are causing immense pain

In asylum (I live a lie)
Feeling trapped in a false reality

I let go now it's dragging me into your grave
Trying to move on, but still feeling consumed by grief

For asylum (We live a lie)
Everyone is trapped in the false reality

Overcome and the feeling that I won't get to join you time (without you)
Without a loved one, life feels meaningless

This world is not fulfilling me
Feeling unfulfilled with life

Don't make me live in asylum
Desire to escape the pain

I live a lie
Feeling trapped in a false reality

Don't want to live in asylum
Desire to end the pain

I am a lie
Feeling like life is a facade