Never Say Never
Dn'A Lyrics

Depression made it hard
The overwhelming feeling of sadness and hopelessness made every aspect of life difficult

My friends made me a thief
Influenced by my friends, I engaged in activities I wouldn't have done otherwise, such as stealing

Now am I a leafless tree
I have lost all vitality and joy, feeling empty and devoid of emotions

A world without seas
Everything seems bleak and lifeless, lacking the beauty and vibrancy of the ocean

I had a girlfriend with a fucked up relationship
My romantic partner and I had a dysfunctional and unhealthy connection

Hopefully am I going to smoke some shit
As a coping mechanism, I hope to alleviate my pain and distress by using drugs

Alcohol and nicotine
I turn to substances like alcohol and cigarettes to cope with my emotions

Normally do they sell gasoline
These destructive behaviors are readily available and readily accepted in society

We were the unknown
We felt invisible and unnoticed by the world around us

We never came back home
We became lost in our own pain and struggles, unable to find our way back to a sense of stability

So we tried to use our phones
In a desperate attempt for connection and support, we turned to our phones

So we destroyed our friendship and got pretty lone
Unfortunately, our reliance on phones and technology led to the deterioration of our friendship and increased feelings of loneliness

Help us mrs. jones
We desperately need someone, anyone, to lend us a helping hand

Can't feel my bones
The emotional pain has become so intense that I am numb to any physical sensations

Can't can't feel no pain again
I long to escape this constant pain and suffering I am feeling

I wanted her to pick up the phone
I desired for her to reach out to me, to provide comfort and support during my difficult times

She didn't cause she wasn't alone
She couldn't be there for me because she was facing her own battles and couldn't handle mine as well

That made broken bones
This rejection and lack of support felt like a physical injury, furthering my emotional pain

I'm talking about my bones
My physical and emotional well-being are closely intertwined, and both are suffering

I locked her at home
I pushed her away and kept her at a distance, unwilling to let her be a part of my struggles

I still don't wanna go home
Even though I feel alone and lost, I don't want to return to the place that holds my pain and brokenness

So we're chillin' at the zone
In an attempt to find solace and companionship, we seek refuge in a particular place

Yeah, I feel alone but I'm not alone
Although I may feel solitude, there are others who share similar experiences and emotions

The only thing I can hear is a Hello?
Amidst the silence and loneliness, I long for human connection and a simple greeting

She loved cellos
She found solace and joy in music, particularly the cello

And my friend over there smoke cigarillos
One of my friends copes with their struggles through smoking cigars, finding temporary relief

My Smokers made me a healer
Being around friends who engage in destructive habits influences me to try and heal their pain even though I can't heal my own

Feels like I'm taking pain killers, uh-oh-uh-oh
Their presence gives me a temporary sense of relief, similar to the effect of painkillers

Death didn't ask me for health
In moments of despair, it feels like death is the only answer, disregarding physical and mental well-being

Just for wealth
Death seems like a means to escape suffering and acquire peace, not considering material wealth

I remember that I hated myself
I vividly recall feeling immense self-hatred and dissatisfaction with who I am as a person