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Miss Spaz

I'm so sorry. :( My mom, was a good, like a really good mother when you take into account the situation we were in.
Both sides of my family has severe mental illness that runs through generations. My mom had to work multiple jobs and after I started first grade, my brother and I never had babysitters, as it just wasn't financially possible. My brother was extremely physically abusive and tried to cut my neck open more than once.
But I didn't know that this wasn't normal. The only other family I spent a great deal of time with was my childhood best friend's family, and while she also had an older brother, he was sick and dying of cancer. So he was physically unable to hurt his younger sister.

I started to act out once I was around 14. I had physical fights with my fellow peers, most of the time boys, I would just leave campus, etc.
I was told I was bipolar, I was told I had an eating disorder, I was lazy for not doing my homework, I was stupid, I had a low IQ (ironically I had my IQ tested when I was put into special education and when I got my records from the school after being expelled, I found out I had an IQ of 136) all these things I later found out weren't true. All because I was being mistreated at home.
I would tell my therapists about what my brother was doing, explain to them that the first time I tried to unalive myself I was 8 years old, and none of them took me seriously. Especially because at that point, I didn't really go home after school often because I just wasn't going to put myself in that position anymore. So I didn't have injuries from him all the time. They told me that the scar on my neck was self inflicted, even though my mom had come home early from work when that happened and witnessed him cutting me. Every time I saw a therapist, the same thing would happen. I would tell them about my home life, among other things, they would question the validity of what I was telling them, and then I would be discharged from their care because "I was too difficult of a case".
I just also want to mention that my brother isn't some evil monster, and I know exactly why he was so resentful of me, even though it was through no fault of my own.

My aunt has DID, and you know why? Because my uncle, my mom's brother, severely abused his three sisters, including my mom. Thankfully my aunt made the incredibly unpopular decision to be childfree at a young age. My mom and her twin struggle with mental illness too, but notably my aunt with DID was the youngest, and my uncle and her were left alone together constantly.



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trickster3696

So basically, the doctor in charge of the psych hospital is too arrogant to admit she made a mistake, is that right?

Garrett Andrest

It’s a woman thing they never wanna own up to their mistakes.

AuroraLalune

Yes

Peter Lovie

YES

Donald Reason

B.REASON
Yep... Happens all the time... Follow the money honey..

Lifewith Lee

Couldn’t she ask for a new doctor to be
In charge of her case ?

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Leah333

This is freaking insane, I literally went through this as a kid. Since then, my mother's been diagnosed with DID and literally switches back and forth. This, coupled with the abuse I suffered from her and her husband, made for a very violent childhood. No one ever wanted to listen when i told them she was insane, so anytime I see stuff like this, it hits close to home.

Miss Spaz

I'm so sorry. :( My mom, was a good, like a really good mother when you take into account the situation we were in.
Both sides of my family has severe mental illness that runs through generations. My mom had to work multiple jobs and after I started first grade, my brother and I never had babysitters, as it just wasn't financially possible. My brother was extremely physically abusive and tried to cut my neck open more than once.
But I didn't know that this wasn't normal. The only other family I spent a great deal of time with was my childhood best friend's family, and while she also had an older brother, he was sick and dying of cancer. So he was physically unable to hurt his younger sister.

I started to act out once I was around 14. I had physical fights with my fellow peers, most of the time boys, I would just leave campus, etc.
I was told I was bipolar, I was told I had an eating disorder, I was lazy for not doing my homework, I was stupid, I had a low IQ (ironically I had my IQ tested when I was put into special education and when I got my records from the school after being expelled, I found out I had an IQ of 136) all these things I later found out weren't true. All because I was being mistreated at home.
I would tell my therapists about what my brother was doing, explain to them that the first time I tried to unalive myself I was 8 years old, and none of them took me seriously. Especially because at that point, I didn't really go home after school often because I just wasn't going to put myself in that position anymore. So I didn't have injuries from him all the time. They told me that the scar on my neck was self inflicted, even though my mom had come home early from work when that happened and witnessed him cutting me. Every time I saw a therapist, the same thing would happen. I would tell them about my home life, among other things, they would question the validity of what I was telling them, and then I would be discharged from their care because "I was too difficult of a case".
I just also want to mention that my brother isn't some evil monster, and I know exactly why he was so resentful of me, even though it was through no fault of my own.

My aunt has DID, and you know why? Because my uncle, my mom's brother, severely abused his three sisters, including my mom. Thankfully my aunt made the incredibly unpopular decision to be childfree at a young age. My mom and her twin struggle with mental illness too, but notably my aunt with DID was the youngest, and my uncle and her were left alone together constantly.

Leah333

@Erica Blaschke  it's crazy how many of us have similar experiences with that generation of parents. I'm not sure why or what happened to make them so damned toxic. Maybe it was the drinking and abuse from their parents, idk. What I do know is this; we are not the sum of our abuse. We don't have to let it control us or our actions. At 15, I was a homeless drunk wandering from couch to couch bf to bf because I felt like I didn't matter. I was taken advantage of by my mom's husband and abused by him as well as the physical and psychological abuse from her. I found a way to forgive and it wasn't easy but I did it for myself because I was so sick and tired of hurting, I had to learn and find a way to cope and cutting wasn't the answer as I'd been doing that for many years as well. It breaks my heart to know so many others suffered our injustices. I meant what I said. It doesn't get to control us forever it only has power if you let it. One day, I hope to start a children's home a ranch with beautiful blue skies and horses for kids like us, for the ones who truly have no voice. To show them the love they clearly are missing at home. Maybe one day you can come visit 😁 I would love to stay in touch somehow, maybe FB, or I can give you my email. I think I important to have someone who's gone through similar stuff on your side. It's the only way I was able to keep my head above the water, hearing another's story where they felt the same way I did so for once I didn't feel alone in my pain and hatred. Either way, thank you for talking with me.🖤💜🖤

Erica Blaschke

Mine too. All anyone saw was my reaction my behavior to her. I was the sick crazy one even though they knew she had a mental illness hers was minimized while mine was maximized. No one believed me. Not the courts dcf therapists everyone believed her. Yet i did not have rage until the age of 15 towards her when she went into treatment and I became her focus her target but because she looked stable on the outside and I did not. I was not believed instead I was angry for no reason while she was seen as a good mother, but no one saw her at home. I hate her she is the same today just heavily medicated

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