Inner Fight
Doomsday Hymn Lyrics

There is a war inside of me
I am constantly battling with conflicting emotions and thoughts within myself

Endless hate
I am filled with an overwhelming and continuous feeling of anger

I forgot what is peace
I have lost the understanding and experience of tranquility and harmony

Falsehood and lies encircle
Deceit and dishonesty surround and engulf my existence

My walking
As I go through life, this internal struggle persists

Final battle
This is the ultimate confrontation that I must face

I´m not afraid of dying
I do not fear the prospect of my own death

My death won´t bring pain
The thought of my demise does not evoke suffering or sorrow

Insignificant existence
I feel as though my presence and impact on the world is trivial

I forgot my dreams
I have lost sight of my aspirations and desires

I fight without prospect of victory
Despite knowing that success is unlikely, I continue to engage in this battle

Temptation´s anguish takes my being
The torment of succumbing to temptations consumes and overwhelms me

Vanity maybe?
Perhaps my actions and desires stem from a sense of self-importance and egotism

Something wants to have
There is an internal longing and desire for something I cannot obtain

Insane desire by the prohibited
I possess an irrational craving for something that is forbidden or denied to me

Unction i no longer feel
I no longer experience the divine or spiritual guidance and support

Back to the evil
I find myself returning to harmful and malevolent behavior

Lose the focus
I become unable to concentrate or maintain a clear objective

I sink as a ship
I feel myself descending into despair and hopelessness, much like a sinking vessel

But i´m not complete
However, I am aware that I am not whole or fulfilled

I know this end is not right
Deep down, I understand that this outcome is not just or righteous

I want much more
I yearn for a greater and more fulfilling existence

There is more for me
I believe that there are still greater things awaiting me in life

Blood covered your skin and now my soul
The consequences of your actions, which led to bloodshed, now haunt and stain my very being

I won´t give up now
I refuse to surrender or abandon my struggle at this point

The enemy won´t beat me
I will not let the adversary overcome or defeat me

The power will blaze
My inner strength and determination will burn with intensity

Cleaning my heart
I seek to purify and cleanse my core being

Changing from hate to passion
I am undergoing a transformation where my feelings of animosity are being replaced by fervor

I will destroy all the evil inside me
I am committed to eradicating all the malevolent and wicked aspects within myself

I see the world surrendering to the end
I perceive that the world is succumbing to its eventual demise

I fight now the final battle
I am currently engaged in the ultimate confrontation

A hard cruzade
This is an arduous and challenging journey

Destroy my ownself i
I must dismantle and overcome my own destructive tendencies

Proof that i´m dust
This serves as evidence that I am mortal and transient

Strengthen me in trinity
Grant me fortitude and support through the unity of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit