Drown
Dope$ick Lyrics

I can't see that far from the bottom.
I am in such a low place that my perspective is limited and I cannot envision a better future.

Once again I'm alone that's how I'll die and
Continuously being isolated and alone has become a pattern in my life, and it seems like it will ultimately lead to my demise.

Now I see that I'll always be the problem.
I have come to realize that I am consistently the cause of issues and complications in my life and relationships.

Let me drown, let me waste away
I yearn to surrender myself to the depths of despair and slowly disappear as I feel unworthy and hopeless.

Now I'm drowning in the bottom of a bottle.
I have succumbed to alcohol as a means of escaping my troubles, but it only drags me further down.

Born alone, die alone, that's how it is and
From birth to death, the reality remains that I will face this journey alone, without companionship or support.

When I leave just please don't follow.
When I choose to depart from this world, I hope that no one will try to emulate or join me in my self-destructive path.

Man it hurts when I see your face
The sight of your face brings immense pain as it reminds me of the love and connection I've lost.

I don't wanna go without you here
I cannot bear to continue living without your presence by my side.

I'm drowning, don't save me I need you, don't hate me
I am engulfed in despair, but instead of rescuing me, I long for your support and understanding. Please don't grow to despise me.

I'm see-through, complacent
I have become transparent in my emotions and actions, and I have settled into a state of passive acceptance.

So why you tell me I should go. Find a way to take my hope
Why do you encourage me to leave and abandon all hope? Please don't try to strip away the little optimism I have left.

Now I'm breaking down again. It gets worse when I'm alone
I am experiencing another mental breakdown, and the situation exacerbates when I am left to face my thoughts and emotions in solitude.

Trying not to grab the phone. To see what I already know
I am resisting the urge to reach for the phone and check for messages, even though deep down, I am aware of the painful truth that awaits.

That you're gone and you not coming back
The undeniable fact is that you have departed from my life, and there is no possibility of your return.

It's empty in my home I know you're moving on
My home feels vacant without your presence, and I am conscious of the fact that you have moved forward with your life.

I need to find some peace inside my mind. Tryna cover up the wounds
I desperately seek inner peace and strive to conceal the emotional wounds inflicted by our separation.

That you would love to leave behind. And was any of it real
You seem eager to discard the love we shared and pretend it never existed. I question the authenticity of our relationship.

Or were your reasons all a lie, just imaginary love
Did you deceive me with false justifications, making our love nothing more than an illusion created in my mind?

They only love to waste my time.
Others seem to take pleasure in squandering my time and emotions, showing no genuine care or consideration.

You changed your ways and you ran away
You altered your behavior and abruptly fled from our connection, leaving me bewildered and abandoned.

I tried to do my best but I can't make you stay
I made earnest efforts to keep you by my side, but ultimately, I could not compel you to remain in my life.

I can only hold my heart for like a couple days
My ability to protect my vulnerable heart and maintain emotional stability lasts only for a short period of time.

Before it starts to rip apart cause you can be replaced
Shortly thereafter, my heart begins to tear apart because you can easily be substituted by someone else.