Depression
Dr. Derg Lyrics
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So fucking broken don't know what to do
Every face lookin like a blur
With every shout getting quieter
Trapped in my head
I don't know where my mind starts, and RL begins
Stuck out here on my own, I start to panic
I realize that this is the end
This is the end
I don't know where to run
When the seams of reality start to fade
This is fake, this is fake
I'm so god damn shook, I'll never be the same, but
I'm alright i'm alright
I'll turn right back and head to the light, yeah
Every turn that I take lays me back down
And I'm always in the shade
Aye aye
Psycodeliks hold me on just by a thread
Shawty mad I think things just cannot be saved
I don't know why niggas always flex
I pull up with jane doe
I get fucked with wierdos
22s a scared hoe
Ask her bout her fear thou
Said hey, doctor hgh
My brain to fucked can you proctor huh
Drank too much lean I can't prosper huh
She fuck with Miley exhaust her huh
I don't know where to run
When the seams of reality start to fade
This is fake, this is fake
I'm so god damn shook, I'll never be the same, but
I'm alright i'm alright
I'll turn right back and head to the light, yeah
Every turn that I take lays me back down
I'm forever in the shade
The song "Depression" by Dr. Derg portrays the inner turmoil and desperation that can come with depression. The opening lines set the scene of someone lying broken and lost on the street, feeling disconnected from the world with voices getting quieter. The person feels trapped in their own head, unsure of where their thoughts end and reality begins. They begin to panic and feel like this is the end. The repetition of "this is the end" emphasizes the feelings of hopelessness and despair.
As the song progresses, the person tries to find a way out, but the seams of reality start to fade and they don't know where to turn. The line "this is fake, this is fake" could represent a feeling of disconnect from reality, as if everything is surreal and nothing seems real anymore. Despite feeling shaken, the person tries to reassure themselves that they are "alright" and will continue to head towards the light, but they keep getting knocked back down into the shade.
The use of psychedelic drugs is also mentioned in the song, with the line "Psycodeliks hold me on just by a thread" suggesting that they may be using drugs to cope with their depression. The person also seems to have difficulty connecting with others and feeling understood, with the line "I don't know why n****s always flex". Overall, the song captures the overwhelming and confusing nature of depression, and the struggle to find a way out.
Line by Line Meaning
Lying there on the avenue
Feeling lost and alone in a public place
So fucking broken don't know what to do
Feeling overwhelmed and helpless
Every face lookin like a blur
Feeling disconnected from others
With every shout getting quieter
Feeling like the outside world is fading away
Trapped in my head
Feeling stuck in negative thoughts
I don't know where my mind starts, and RL begins
Feeling like reality is blurred and hard to distinguish from thoughts
Stuck out here on my own, I start to panic
Feeling isolated and scared
I realize that this is the end
Feeling hopeless and helpless
This is the end
Feeling like the situation is irreversible
I don't know where to run
Feeling like there is no escape from negative thoughts
When the seams of reality start to fade
Feeling like reality is slipping away
This is fake, this is fake
Feeling like life is not real or meaningful
I'm so god damn shook, I'll never be the same, but
Feeling very shaken and changed by the experience
I'm alright i'm alright
Trying to convince oneself that everything is okay
I'll turn right back and head to the light, yeah
Trying to find positivity and hope
Every turn that I take lays me back down
Feeling like every attempt at progress is fruitless
And I'm always in the shade
Feeling stuck in a negative state of mind
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Albert Eti, Xiaoxing Zhao
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
aha
still a banger to this day and one of my alltime favorites. RIP Derg.
darkrealmwizardgeek
rest in beats. legends never die.
Bryan Groen
but why is he dead then?? (no hate)
Merry
BRIPLAYS I thought it was an overdose...
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PRODUCE FOR SCARLXRD AGAIN ❤
Bydream Inc.
@Bryan Groen bruh.
Royal Bass Music
Rip to one of the greatest in the game.
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+Royal Bass Music R.I.P
ArsenalScoutHD
Do you know how he died?
Youri Sinh
overdose