Not Again
DruX Lyrics
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I could never go there by myself
I swear, I can never even look at you again
I swear, I try my best
Can't keep hurting, I'll just play dead
Nothing in my mind makes sense
Close my eyes, go to sleep
Hate my mind, hate my dreams
I need this to end can't deny
What I need is just too much to ask
Down it, getting tipsy
I can't get no one to fix me
Life is just too tricky
Think I need someone to teach me
I could end up missing
I don't think you'd even text me
Life it gеts too messy
I could be therе if you'd let me
Smoke too much, I hurt too much
My work's so bad, can't get shit done
It's on too long, just please get off
Try to have fun, I guess I care too much
I'm sorry, I can't be the one you want
It's on me, I get too emotional
Calling me, I'll be quick to pick up
It's all a dream and I
Don't want to wake up
I don't mean to hurt you, accidents happen
I can't think back
Can't think about what happened
Can't control myself, I need some assistance
Can't finish my sentence, it's too much
I can't manage
I could never go there by myself
I swear, I can never even look at you again
I swear, I try my best
Can't keep hurting, I'll just play dead
Nothing in my mind makes sense
Close my eyes, go to sleep
Oh my God, not this again
Hate my mind, hate my dreams
I need this to end can't deny
What I need is just too much to ask
The song "Not again" by DruX is an emotional track that expresses self-doubt and deep sadness. The song seems to be a confession of sorts, wherein the artist is speaking directly to the listener, explaining their feelings and thoughts. The song begins with the artist admitting that they're doing their best, but they can't help the way they feel. They also express a desire to distance themselves from someone, as they find it too difficult to be around them.
As the song progresses, the artist seems to delve deeper into their emotions, portraying themselves as a damaged person. They describe feelings of hopelessness and the struggle to keep going, with a desire to escape their own thoughts. The lyrics talk about addiction ("smoke too much"), a fear of rejection ("I don't think you'd even text me"), and overall dissatisfaction with one's own life.
The artist concludes by speaking directly to the listener again, apologizing for their behavior but ultimately admitting they can't control it. The song overall paints a picture of someone struggling with their own demons and trying to come to terms with their own limitations.
Line by Line Meaning
I swear, I try my best
I am doing everything I can to make this work.
I could never go there by myself
I need support to face my problems.
I swear, I can never even look at you again
I cannot bear to see the pain I caused you.
Can't keep hurting, I'll just play dead
I can't keep causing harm, I'd rather shut down.
Nothing in my mind makes sense
My thoughts are confusing and overwhelming.
Close my eyes, go to sleep
I need to escape my thoughts and rest my mind.
Oh my God, not this again
I can't handle reliving these painful experiences.
Hate my mind, hate my dreams
I despise the thoughts and dreams that haunt me.
I need this to end can't deny
I want to move on from this pain but can't deny its impact.
What I need is just too much to ask
I feel like what would relieve my pain is impossible to attain.
Down it, getting tipsy
I am turning to alcohol to forget my troubles.
I can't get no one to fix me
I can't find anyone to help me heal from my pain.
Life is just too tricky
Life is complicated and difficult to navigate.
Think I need someone to teach me
I feel like I need guidance to get through this.
I could end up missing
I fear that if I don't face my problems, I will be lost.
I don't think you'd even text me
I doubt that anyone cares to check up on me.
Life it gets too messy
Life becomes chaotic and unmanageable.
I could be there if you'd let me
I want to be there for someone but feel like I'm unwanted.
Smoke too much, I hurt too much
I'm using smoking as a coping mechanism but it's taking a toll on me.
My work's so bad, can't get shit done
My struggles are affecting my productivity and success.
It's on too long, just please get off
My problems are persistent and exhausting.
Try to have fun, I guess I care too much
I'm trying to enjoy life but I'm too consumed by my problems.
I'm sorry, I can't be the one you want
I feel guilty for not being able to meet someone's expectations.
It's on me, I get too emotional
I take responsibility for my overwhelming emotions.
Calling me, I'll be quick to pick up
I'm seeking connection and am eager to talk to someone.
It's all a dream and I
I feel like my problems are unreal or surreal.
Don't want to wake up
I don't want to face reality.
I don't mean to hurt you, accidents happen
I want to make amends but can't undo what's been done.
Can't think back
I avoid reliving memories that cause me pain.
Can't think about what happened
I can't face the reality of my actions.
Can't control myself, I need some assistance
I need help regulating my emotions and behavior.
Can't finish my sentence, it's too much
I'm unable to put my thoughts into words because they're overwhelming.
I can't manage
I feel out of control.
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