Selfish
EVAÑ Lyrics


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I felt so much pain, but I ain't shed a tear
Still missing my granny, Damn I needed you here

I think about myself, nobody else
Say I think about myself, nobody else, no
I think about myself, nobody else
Say I think about myself, nobody else
Guess thats why they say im selfish
I think about myself, nobody else
Say I think about myself, nobody else, no
I think about myself, nobody else
Say I think about myself, nobody else
Guess thats why they say im selfish

I done been through the rain
Came out so clean
Then I stayed in my lane
Yet they still wanna claim
Charge it all to the game
Sale they soul for the fame
She do it all for a name
Shoot you up till you lame
Dawg they do it for a name
They do it for a name
Lil momma fine and she know it
Nice to meet you I'm a rapping poet
And to my family, all my efforts seem heroic
All the Jauns of my past claim that I make em wanna throw up
And the allure of life got it obscure
The culture so washed down they mistaking the fie for burr
They just some liars in their own skin
Fuck wolf clothing
I'm self-loathing
Smile when I win im like Bolt or A Boldin
Im fast in the right lane
I'm gooked out like a white mane
I got my tool Mr. White Man
Cause if it comes down to me or you, Ight man
And the shones no better
They only with you when you got the gold medals
My God, why it's so hard being a black fella?
Still cool with my white friends
Still cant understand why these women no love thy self
Makeup and the weave it hides thy wealth
All lives matter but dawg I love myself
Im on my Kanye shit dawg I love myself, Aye
Hug myself
Hoss said Lil brother even thugs gotta read between the lines
Life's minute you gotta get the cold out your eyes
Fools gone be fools everybody cant be Plies
Stop eating the lies like Mcdonalds fries
She half naked so she can get the cyber likes
Only to boost her self-esteem in her cyber life
When she eats Ramon noodles every night
Asking for help with her lights
She got two jays no dynamite
Im bound to blow
And some of yall might even like this flow
And some of yall might not like this flow
Either way it go
Im just thinking bout myself, nobody else
Man I'm just thinking bout myself, nobody else
Man im thinking bout myself

I just think about myself, nobody else
I'm playing full court press playing one on one with myself
My competition is the thang I'm missing
Look up in the mirror like Spiff get to getting
Im tryna go that way Auntie
To the top is where I'm heading
I been doing all this rap shit and grinding since I was seven




My brothers told me if I don't hustle I won't get it
So everyday I wake up I go ahead and sprint it

Overall Meaning

In the song "SELFISH" by EVAÑ, the artist delves deep into his personal struggles and self-reflection, expressing the internal conflicts and emotional turmoil he experiences. The opening lines, "I felt so much pain, but I ain't shed a tear, Still missing my granny, Damn I needed you here," immediately set a somber tone as the artist grapples with the loss of his grandmother and the unspoken grief that weighs heavily on his heart. This sets the stage for a journey of introspection and self-awareness.


Throughout the lyrics, the recurring theme of self-centeredness emerges, as EVAÑ admits to focusing primarily on himself and his own struggles. The repetition of "I think about myself, nobody else, Say I think about myself, nobody else," underscores his realization of being perceived as selfish by others. By acknowledging his self-absorption, the artist hints at underlying feelings of isolation and detachment from those around him, perhaps as a defense mechanism or coping mechanism for his pain.


As the song progresses, EVAÑ delves into the complexities of human relationships and societal pressures, weaving in references to personal growth, family dynamics, and the allure of fame. He bemoans the misconceptions and superficial values that pervade society, lamenting the sacrifices and compromises individuals make for temporary recognition and validation. The artist grapples with his identity and struggles with the internal conflict of self-loathing juxtaposed with moments of self-affirmation and pride.


In the final verses, EVAÑ reflects on his journey of perseverance and determination, highlighting the influence of his family and upbringing on his pursuit of success. Through his dedication to his craft and unwavering commitment to his goals, the artist showcases his resilience and unwavering spirit in the face of adversity. The image of looking in the mirror and affirming his path to success symbolizes a sense of self-reliance and inner strength, as he navigates the complexities of life with a blend of introspection, vulnerability, and determination. Through "SELFISH," EVAÑ invites listeners to reflect on their own struggles and aspirations, crafting a narrative that is both personal and universal in its themes of self-discovery and growth.


Line by Line Meaning

I felt so much pain, but I ain't shed a tear
I have experienced deep emotional pain, but I have not shown any outward signs of crying.


Still missing my granny, Damn I needed you here
I continue to feel the absence of my grandmother and wish she was still with me.


Say I think about myself, nobody else, no
I focus solely on my own needs and desires, not considering anyone else.


Guess thats why they say im selfish
Others perceive me as selfish because I prioritize myself over others.


I done been through the rain
I have faced challenging times and difficult situations in my life.


Came out so clean
I have managed to overcome these challenges and emerge unscathed.


Then I stayed in my lane
I have remained focused on my own path and goals.


Yet they still wanna claim
Despite my efforts to stay on track, others still try to undermine me.


Charge it all to the game
I attribute all the difficulties and obstacles to the nature of life's challenges.


She do it all for a name
She engages in actions solely for the purpose of gaining recognition or fame.


My God, why it's so hard being a black fella?
Expressing frustration with the challenges and obstacles faced by African Americans in society.


And some of yall might not like this flow
Acknowledging that not everyone will appreciate or enjoy the style of music or lyrics.


I'm just thinking bout myself, nobody else
Reiterating the focus on personal needs and desires over the concerns of others.


My competition is the thang I'm missing
Viewing personal growth and self-improvement as the main area that requires attention and effort.


Im tryna go that way Auntie
Expressing determination to achieve success and reach the intended goals.


I been doing all this rap shit and grinding since I was seven
Highlighting the long-standing dedication and hard work put into pursuing a career in music.




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Written by: Curtric evans

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