Day After Day
EZSpecial Lyrics

Day after day,
Continuously and persistently, I try to find my own path and direction in life.

I feel so lost and left alone,
I experience a sense of confusion and uncertainty, and I am devoid of companionship and assistance.

I'm hoping to see you,
I anticipate and yearn for the presence of someone close to me for emotional support and comfort.

I need you...
I am dependent on the presence and support of someone important in my life for my emotional well-being.

Night after night,
Consistently and repeatedly, particularly in times of darkness and uncertainty,

When darkness seems so bright,
In moments when my surroundings are particularly bleak, and even the slightest glimmers of hope feel illuminating,

My heart beats so fast,
I experience a rapidly increasing heartbeat, representing the intensity of my emotions and feelings,

As if every beat was the last.
As if each heartbeat may potentially be my final one, as if everything in life is at stake.

I never said it would be easy,
I understand and acknowledge that my situation is not simple or straightforward,

To get inside my head,
To deeply and accurately understand my thoughts, feelings, and struggles,

Where are the words you once said?
I am searching for past reassurances and encouragements from a previously supportive person.

- “I'm not quitting, my love!”
The words I am searching for specifically include the affirmation that the person I depend on is not giving up on our relationship or me.

I'd like to hear it again...
I desire to hear those same words of support and commitment one more time in order to gain strength and hope.

Day after day,
Continuously and persistently, despite my emotion and longings,

I still long to hear from you.
I still yearn for contact and reassurance from the person who holds so much emotional significance to me.

My life... A one way road,
My life currently feels like a path without a way out, locking me into a sense of hopelessness and helplessness without options for escape or change.

Can't get off,
I am unable to break free from my current struggles and challenges,

Still hoping to see you,
Regardless of my experiences of feeling stuck, I continue to fervently hope for the presence of the person I need by my side.

I need you!
My strong dependency on the person is a vital part of my life and emotions.

I never said it would be easy,
Again acknowledging the difficulty and weight of my current surrounding circumstances,

To get inside my head,
Once again, I am emphasizing the depth and complexity of my thoughts and feelings,

Where are the words you once said?
Once more requesting to be reminded of former encouragements and affirmations as a form of stability and support.

- “I'm not quitting, my love!”
Once again expressing the importance and significance of reassurances from someone who is fundamental to my life and well-being.

I'd like to hear it again...
Reiterating my strong desire to have these words said to me once again, to ease my current struggles and difficulties.

I never blamed you
Asserting that I am not holding anyone else responsible or accountable for my current hardship and struggle,

For letting me go,
Particularly in cases where the person I used to depend on has stopped providing emotional support,

I'm ready to show you...
I am now prepared and willing to demonstrate and express my own strength and capability, without depending exclusively on someone else.

I'm not quitting,
Declaring my own resilience and determination to persevere despite my struggles and difficulties,

My love.
Framing my resilience and determination as an expression of my strong emotional bond to someone else who was previously the focus of my dependence and need.

Memories of yesterday...
Closing with an acknowledgement of past experiences and history, that play a large role in shaping current emotional experiences.