Family
Ed Sheeran Feat. P Money Lyrics

Hmm let me go,
I want to go and see my family

To see my family.
My family is important to me and I want to spend time with them.

Please Father let me go,
I hope my father will let me go see my family.

As my mother sleeps.
I hope to visit my family while my mother is still asleep, so as not to disturb her.

I don't know about days gone,
I'm unsure of what has happened in the past.

But round here nobody lives twice.
People don't get a second chance in life in this area.

When your gone, your gone, without no bye,
When you die, you don't get to say goodbye to anyone.

Cause only a judge can give you life.
The only one who can determine how much time you have left on Earth is a judge.

This is my advice,
I'm trying to share something important that I've learned.

Trust me, I nearly lost my life.
I've gone through a traumatic experience and almost died.

3 weeks after I got this ride
Three weeks after I acquired this vehicle.

It seems like I had too much wine.
I was under the influence of alcohol.

Which that I I didn't get one,
Which I didn't receive.

Anyway, I was going to the [?] booked for a set,
I had a performance booked at a place I don't remember the name of.

Even though I didn't have a set one.
Even though I didn't have a set list or plan for my performance.

Skream hit the decks, I was like check one.
A DJ named Skream started playing music, and I was excited to hear it.

Put on a show, but it weren't my best one.
I performed, but it wasn't my best performance.

Left it, dropped off Blacks at his destination,
I left the venue and dropped off someone named Blacks at their destination.

Then I was off to the next one,
I had another performance to get to.

20 minutes later I was on the M1,
I was driving on a highway called the M1.

Tired.
I was experiencing fatigue.

But I kept on going,
Despite being tired, I kept driving.

Fell asleep without even knowing.
I fell asleep at the wheel without even realizing it.

No emotion in my face,
I was in shock and did not show any emotions on my face.

No movement in my legs, but the car still kept going.
My legs were not moving, but the car continued driving.

Woke up,
I regained consciousness.

Lorry,
I saw a large truck approaching me.

Flash,
There was a bright flash of light.

Panic,
I became panicked.

Break,
I pressed on the brakes.

Skid,
I started to skid and slide on the road.

Crash,
I collided with another vehicle.

Skidded,
I continued to slide after crashing.

More,
There was more damage caused by the collision.

Bang,
There was a loud sound during the collision.

Smash,
There was a lot of damage caused by the collision.

Out,
I was unconscious.

Cold,
I felt cold and uncomfortable.

Ribs,
My ribs were injured and caused me pain.

Cracked,
My ribs were cracked.

Ouch.
I was in pain.

I was in so much pain,
I was experiencing intense discomfort.

Crawled out of a Megane that now looked like a Mini,
I escaped from a car that was now severely damaged.

When I was still on the first lane.
I had not yet moved from the lane where the collision occurred.

Baffled, didn't even know my name.
I was in a state of confusion and did not even know my own name.

Fainted, too much shock in my brain.
I passed out due to the immense shock my brain was experiencing.

Surrounded by paramedics and feds,
I was being attended to by medical professionals and law enforcement.

Trying to get up but fainted again.
I attempted to stand up, but fainted once more.

See I just want you to take a second, hear me out.
I want you to listen to me and pay attention for a moment.

Don't think I'm happy cause I smile when you see me out.
Just because I appear happy and smiling doesn't mean I am truly happy.

I've had serious madnesses where I've nearly disappeared,
I've struggled with severe mental health issues where I almost lost myself.

Oh I'm begging Lord to save me and let me go,
I'm asking for divine assistance to help me and to let me move forward.

To see my family,
I want to see my loved ones.

And keep it inside,
I want to suppress my emotions and keep them to myself.

Dry eyes, while my brother weeps.
I want to appear strong while my brother cries.

Save my soul,
I'm asking for help to save my spiritual well-being.

Please Father let me go.
I hope my father will allow me to move on and find peace.

Keep me safe, as my mother sleeps.
I'm asking for protection for myself and my family while my mother rests.

Eyes closed, they just wouldn't open,
I was unable to open my eyes.

I can hear voices and my phone ringing.
I was aware of sounds around me, such as voices and my phone ringing.

Fighting for life, can't tell if I'm winning,
I was in a life-threatening situation and did not know if I would survive.

One of the worst situations I've been in.
This was one of the most difficult situations I've encountered.

I can hear all of the angels singing.
I could hear what sounded like angelic voices.

But when it stopped humming,
The sound I was hearing suddenly stopped.

My brain turned on, stared running.
My mind began to function again and I became aware of my surroundings.

Still in pain, but it started numbing,
I was still experiencing pain, but it was starting to lessen in intensity.

The stone cold comeback I made was stunning.
I made a strong recovery and overcame the difficult situation.

I still tried to do a few shows cause I didn't wanna tell them that I weren't coming.
I attempted to fulfill some of my performance obligations despite my condition.

But I was left with a permanent problem,
Despite my recovery, I am still dealing with a lasting issue.

Nobody knows about the pain that I'm in (inside).
I am experiencing emotional and physical pain that others are not aware of.

Ever so cunning,
I am able to navigate situations and conceal my pain.

6 weeks later, jogging and running.
After six weeks, I was able to exercise and run again despite my injury.

I used the first aid kit like a drum set,
I improvised with the available tools as if they were a musical instrument.

Picked up the tools and I gave it a drumming.
I played the tools like a percussionist.

Trust me, when it comes to mistakes,
I learned a valuable lesson about making mistakes.

You can't afford to let one in.
Mistakes can have serious consequences and should be avoided at all costs.

Never done dream for a while,
I haven't had a dream in a long time.

The pipeline was blocked,
My creative flow was obstructed.

So I learnt and done a bit of plumbing.
I learned how to overcome creative blocks and improve my skills.

They say tomorrow never dies,
People often say that the future holds endless possibilities.

But he forgot to tell you 'you can'.
They forgot to tell you that there are limits to what you can achieve.

You can have a sicker clan than Wu-Tang,
You might have a more talented group than Wu-Tang Clan.

But when your time's up, that's it, it's you fam.
When your time is up, there's nothing else you can do.

You can try beg for another,
It might be tempting to ask for more time.

Sometimes I'll be on my way to a show,
I might be on my way to a performance.

Thinking 'I just wanna see my brother',
I might feel a strong desire to see my brother.

Then do a U-turn, I'm gone, Runner.
I might change my plans and leave without going to the show.

I just want you to take a second, hear me out.
I want you to listen to what I have to say.

I've had serious madnesses where I've nearly disappeared.
I've had serious mental health issues that have almost caused me to lose myself.

Keep me safe.
I want to be protected from harm.