Love of My Life
FUZZYBOY - DF ZULU - NEW OLD SCHOOL - MSN - E-MAIL - ORKUT fuzzyboy.1993@gmail.com Lyrics

Yo I grew up like the regular thug sold drugs
I was raised in a tough environment and had to sell drugs to make ends meet.

Wasn't proud about it, but this is what I gotta do
Although I didn't want to sell drugs, it was a necessary means of survival.

I copped the Jordan's, and the Fila's, too
I bought the latest and greatest sneakers, including Jordans and Filas.

Yo, I loved the Bo Jackson's, the orange and blue
I had a special affinity for Bo Jackson's sneakers in the orange and blue colorway.

Used to snatch Lee patches, now I wear Cartier glasses
In the past, I used to steal denim patches from Lee jeans. Now, I can afford to wear Cartier glasses.

Thinkin' that the earth's axis,
I had an inflated sense of self-importance and thought the world revolved around me.

Revolves around my waist.. and how the fuck I feel
I believed that my physical appearance was the most important thing in the world, and only cared about my own feelings and desires.

Yo I played ball for Vince, yo I handled the pill
I played basketball for Vince and was skilled at handling the ball.

Then it dawned on me, came strong on me
I had an epiphany and realized something important.

I belonged with these, niggaz thuggin' with me
I felt a sense of belonging with the other guys who were involved in criminal activity with me.

So I switched crews, started rollin' with the older dudes
I changed the group I hung out with and started spending time with older guys.

Drinkin' brews, did what they say, and paid dues
I drank alcohol and followed the instructions of my new crew, proving my loyalty and dedication.

My hands dirty, trying to keep little Lea
I was engaged in criminal activity, but did it to provide for little Lea, possibly a daughter or younger sister.

And got jerked, the first time I tried to re-up
I was cheated the first time I tried to purchase more drugs.

People my age, tried to say slow my speed up
Others my age advised me to stop selling drugs or slow down.

'Cause I smoked bogies, staked on weed up
They thought I was getting too caught up in the drug lifestyle, especially because of my cigarette and weed use.

I love my life (Love my life, yo)
I am content with the way my life has turned out.

Sold drugs my life (Did it all in my time)
Selling drugs was a significant part of my experience and contributed to shaping who I am.

Its my whole life (Live it up)
My experiences and choices have defined me, so I am determined to enjoy life to the fullest.

I sacrificed (Sacrificed twice)
I have made sacrifices to get to where I am.

This game we play (Play for keeps)
Life is a challenging game, and we must be willing to give it our all.

I live and pray (Control the streets)
I try to stay in control of my environment by being aware and proactive.

Hear her say (Yo, just live your life, baby, live your life,baby)
I am reminded by a woman in my life to enjoy my life and not take it for granted.

These is the days of sparkin', I used to roll with Rob Profit
These are the days of smoking weed; in the past, I hung around with a man named Rob Profit.

Troy Outlaw, Freddie Bedrock, and Joe Wood
I was also friends with Troy Outlaw, Freddie Bedrock, and Joe Wood.

Runni'n in Timbo's ???, shine shoes
I used to run errands for someone with the nickname Timbo, and shined shoes as a side job.

Section Two, part of Iraq I grew up at
I grew up in Section Two, a neighborhood in Iraq.

Had to learn how to slapbox, instead of a gat
I learned how to fight with my hands instead of using a gun.

I never knew rap, all I knew was crack
I wasn't familiar with hip-hop music, but was well-versed in the world of drug dealing.

Yo there's rules to this game, and people to blame
The drug game has its own set of rules and people who are responsible for its existence.

When you see another little brother doing the same
When I see another young person selling drugs, it reminds me of my own past.

As you used to
Just like I used to do.

Growing up like you
Going through the same experiences I did when I was younger.

Palyin' skully, with his heat out, cellular phone
Engaging in childhood activities like playing skully, but also carrying a gun and a cell phone for drug-related activities.

Getting little drug money, but got the world sewn
Making small amounts of money through drug sales but feeling like I had a handle on the entire world.

I recall, cause he gonna die
I remember a friend who died.

Yo, I cry
I still feel emotional when thinking about their death.

It's hard to, get tarred up with God jewel, part two
It's difficult to rise from the ashes and find inner peace, but I am on a journey to find my way there.

Smily got shot up too (Rest in peace)
Another friend, Smily, was also killed.

Aiyyo, you realize that you miss a nigga (miss him)
You don't truly appreciate someone until they are gone.

When you realize (realize) that you never gonna see him again
It's heartbreaking to come to the realization that a loved one is gone and will never return.

Aiyyo, its totally, up to the team, to me
Ultimately, the decisions I make are up to me, but I am influenced by those around me.

So don't, make a move if you don't ask me
Don't do anything without consulting me first.

I'm, casually known, halfly blown
I am known by some, but not in a fully-realized way, and am sometimes under the influence of drugs or alcohol.

In Miami, cause now Uncle Wise came home
I am in Miami because my Uncle Wise returned home.

Jello, copped me a Role', copped them one, too
My friend Jello purchased a Rolex watch for me and one for himself.

You keep it real with a person, keep it real with you
If you are honest and genuine with others, they will be the same with you.

Use confidence, Thugged Out aimed for dominance
Project confidence in order to assert dominance and power within a group.

Nostradam' in this, he slits wrists just like Glomerus
Reference to the 16th century prophet, Nostradamus, who made predictions about the future. Comparing the act of cutting one's wrists with an ancient mythical creature known as Glomerus.

??. Grenad', iced out for Tito
Unknown reference, could be a name or a specific place.

Puerto Rico, we live life now cause we know
We are enjoying life to the fullest in Puerto Rico because we know how quickly it can be taken away.

The other side of the fence stay friendly
Those on the other side of the law should not be considered enemies.

Its just war in there, done, there ain't no Henny
Within the criminal world, it's fierce and brutal, and there are no luxuries.

I can't live that, déjà vu, I did that
I do not want to relive my past experiences in the drug game.

I gained stats, rumblin' cats over Kit Kats
I gained power and respect by fighting and standing up for myself.

Now I spit raps, park my Benz where the chicks at
Now, I pursue a career in music and show off my wealth by parking my expensive car where women will see it.

And just live with a big stack
I am now living with a lot of money and enjoying the fruits of my labor.