I'm Gone
Faith & Scars Lyrics

It's like
Reflecting on the hardships and challenges faced in life

I just wanna die, I just wanna cope
Feeling overwhelmed with pain and loss, seeking relief

All I see is pain, I done lost hope
Being consumed by sorrow and feeling hopeless

I just wanna live, I just love the thrills
Yearning for the excitement and joys of life

I just lost my mama, I don't got no father (it's like)
Expressing the deep sense of loss and absence of parental figures

I just want some justice, I just want some peace
Longing for fairness and tranquility in a chaotic world

Everyday niggas dying in the streets
Witnessing the tragic loss of lives in the community

All this fucking beef and I don't even eat (it's like)
Feeling disconnected from conflicts and violence

Wrong colors and we sworn enemies
Facing prejudice and division based on appearances

I just wanna come together, take the streets
Desiring unity and solidarity to combat adversity

Overdosing while my niggas die, shots fired, why he gotta die? (It's like)
Questioning the senseless violence and loss of loved ones

Sometimes it's hard, but nigga, you alive
Acknowledging the struggles of life while valuing existence

Sometimes it's hard to see the truth inside
Struggling to find clarity and understanding within

Life inside a box, throw away the key
Feeling trapped and confined, unable to escape

Who are you to judge her, who could make her free? (It's like)
Challenging societal expectations and prejudices

Tired of nigga beating up women, tired of women hating on men
Addressing gender-based violence and discrimination

Baby mama try control shit, play the victim seen the roles switch (it's like)
Navigating complex relationships and power dynamics

Remember how to love your own shit
Encouraging self-love and acceptance

Remember how to love your homies
Emphasizing the importance of friendship and loyalty

Remember people out here homeless
Recognizing the struggles of those without shelter

This is living at your own risk (it's like)
Highlighting the uncertainty and dangers of existence

'Cause ain't nobody walkin' perfect
Acknowledging imperfections and flaws in everyone

All this money, was it worth it?
Questioning the value and impact of material wealth

All this ice am I the coldest?
Reflecting on superficial displays of status and power

Sacrifice am I the chosen (it's like)
Contemplating the sacrifices made and their significance

Am I living for the moment
Considering the importance of living in the present

The past hurts but it's golden
Recognizing the pain of the past while appreciating its memories

The future bright all this moonlight
Hoping for a promising and illuminated future

Call it suicide when you too righteous
Feeling isolated and misunderstood for one's values and beliefs

It's like they (it's like they)
Observing how others may not understand until it's too late

Won't get you 'til you're gone
Realizing the impact and appreciation after one's absence

Just hope when I'm dead
Expressing desire for legacy and remembrance

I live on through these songs (these songs)
Finding immortality and impact through music

It's okay (it's okay)
Accepting the process of moving forward

You got the right to move on (to move on)
Acknowledging the freedom to continue with life

Just don't forget (it's okay)
Encouraging to remember and honor the past

What it's like when I was (when I was still here with you)
Reflecting on the shared moments and experiences when together

This is bigger than some music
Recognizing the deeper impact and purpose beyond entertainment

And all my niggas going through it
Acknowledging the struggles faced by friends and peers

Life ain't 'posed to be this way
Questioning the hardships and challenges of life

Desensitized from real decay (it's like)
Becoming numb to the decay and suffering in the world

Weighing on my inner conscience
Feeling the burden of moral and ethical dilemmas

Especially when out of context
Struggling with understanding and interpretation in different situations

Text me for a little convo
Seeking communication and connection through conversation

Fallen soldiers, come home (it's like)
Honoring and remembering those who have passed away

I just rally for the cause (ay, ay)
Advocating and fighting for a purpose or movement

Then I round up all my dawgs (ay, ay)
Gathering and uniting with friends and allies

Get the fuck up out of dodge (ay, ay)
Escaping from a difficult or dangerous situation

Life ain't 'posed to be this hard (ay, ay) (it's like)
Questioning the struggles and challenges of existence

I don't wanna cry no more (ay, ay)
Expressing the desire to overcome emotional pain

Rehab ain't about a choice (ay, ay)
Recognizing the necessity of addressing and healing from addiction

Wishing that we'd find a cure (ay, ay)
Hoping for solutions and healing from suffering

This the pain we can't ignore (it's like)
Acknowledging the persistent and unavoidable nature of pain

First off I wanna say, R.I.P. to Mac Milly
Paying respects to a lost loved one or figure

We gon' smoke these flowers in your honor
Honoring and celebrating the memory of the deceased

Drowning, ridin' 'round through the city (it's like)
Feeling overwhelmed and lost in the chaos of life

World's supposed to be mine but these bitches like gimme, gimme, gimme
Feeling entitled to success and fulfillment, despite obstacles

But before I let it burn though, these are my confessions, ah (it's like)
Sharing personal thoughts and emotions before reaching a breaking point

Love hard like my mother, too much pride like my father
Reflecting on the traits inherited from parental figures

Don't think I'm strong enough to be a brother
Doubting one's ability to fulfill familial roles

Way too fucked up to be a lover (it's like)
Feeling emotionally damaged and unable to connect with others

Damaged goods, couldn't make it through the rubble
Feeling broken and unable to overcome life's challenges

Under my hood is a sick mind, with some deep thoughts
Struggling with mental health issues and profound introspection

I'm in trouble, problems piling up, emotions bottled up
Facing escalating issues and suppressing emotions

I'm volatile (it's like)
Experiencing unpredictable and intense emotions

Promise you wish I was drama-proof
Acknowledging the burden of causing or being involved in drama

But why waste wishes on something so comical, unbalanced chemical
Questioning the futility of wishing for an unrealistic change

More money more problems, commas and decimals (damn)
Acknowledging the complications and challenges that come with wealth

I guess that's just what the dollars do (it's like)
Recognizing the impact and influence of money on life

Shall I fly without losing my flock
Balancing personal growth while maintaining connections to others

Will I die before making my mark
Wondering about leaving a lasting impact before death

Heaven knows that I gave y'all my heart
Expressing love and dedication to others

Man, I gave you my all, zero day from the start (it's like)
Putting forth effort and love from the beginning, despite challenges

Life's a challenge, it'll break you to parts
Recognizing the difficult and transformative nature of life

You are not gone, you entered the void
Believing in the continuation of existence after death

No energy's lost, immortality you get through these songs
Finding eternal life and impact through music and art

Since they ripped me from umbilical cord (it's like)
Reflecting on the beginning of life and the journey since birth

Can't figure what leads to these cynical thoughts
Struggling to understand the origins of negative and pessimistic thinking

Extending my arm like the man on the cross
Symbolizing sacrifice and suffering in a similar manner

You gave me a hug, stabbed through my back and punctured my heart
Experiencing betrayal and hurt from those trusted

Still here with you (you)
Feeling a lasting connection and presence with another

I wish that I was still here with you
Longing to remain physically present and connected

I am still here with you (with you)
Emphasizing an enduring bond and connection