aftermath
Fever Fever feat. Stephanie Lauren Lyrics

I build a road of darkness with my two bare hands
I worked hard and tirelessly to create a path for myself, even if the path was filled with challenges.

To get a little bit closer
In order to reach my goals, I had to make great sacrifices and put in a lot of effort.

I build a ship in the sky with my eyes on the sand
I created a dream for myself that was challenging and difficult, but I remained focused and determined.

To feel a little bit higher
I wanted to achieve a sense of purpose and fulfillment in life by not settling for mediocre accomplishments.

But in the aftermath
Despite all of my hard work, something unexpected happened that made me question everything.

Of your reckless love
The aftermath was caused by someone else's careless actions.

I feel more alive
After going through such a difficult time, I feel invigorated and inspired to make the most of my life.

Then I ever was
The experience has taught me valuable lessons and given me a new perspective on life.

Before my ruins fell
Before I experienced this heartbreak, I was naive and unaware of the harsh realities of life.

I felt damned to hell
I felt hopeless and lost, as if I was stuck in a dark place.

And now my spirit flows on loving sails
Despite all of the hardships I have gone through, I still have the capacity to love and pursue my dreams.

I sowed my cloths from the earth
I worked with what I had and didn't let my circumstances hold me back.

To feel a little less shameful
I wanted to feel good about myself even in the face of adversity.

I took enough from the rock and I cut his throat
I took risks and made sacrifices in order to achieve my goals.

To feel a little more able
I wanted to prove to myself that I was capable of great things despite the odds.

I see clouds drift away
I finally feel a sense of relief and freedom from my troubles, even if it's just temporary.

And the sun on my face takes the weight off my shoulders
I feel less burdened and weighed down by my problems.

I see stones come crashing down to the earth
My struggles have finally come to an end.

And my struggle is over
I can finally breathe easy knowing that I have overcome my difficulties.

But in the aftermath
Despite everything, I still have to face the consequences of what happened.

Of your reckless love
I still have to cope with the hurt caused by someone else's careless actions.

I feel more alive
Through everything, I have learned to embrace life with open arms and continue moving forward.

Then I ever was
I am stronger and more resilient than I ever thought possible.

Before my ruins fell
Experiencing pain and heartbreak taught me valuable lessons that I wouldn't have learned otherwise.

I felt damned to hell
Going through something so difficult made me feel as though I was in a dark, hopeless place.

And now my spirit flows on loving sails
In spite of everything, I am still capable of love and joy and will continue to chase my dreams.