My heart
Fuzz and Mac Lyrics

Somebody tell me why
The singer wants to understand the reason behind their suffering.

Why I gotta feel this pain
The singer is in pain and wants to know why they have to feel this way.

Mom and Dad
The singer is addressing their parents.

Why they gotta stay fighting
The artist is asking why their parents have to constantly fight with one another.

When they gotta put they hands on me
The artist is upset that they are being physically harmed in the midst of their parents' fights.

Lord I turn to ya writings
The singer is seeking guidance and comfort from a religious text.

I only get by
The singer is barely able to cope with their situation.

Cause I know that I have you in my heart
The artist finds solace in their faith and believes that God is always with them.

I don’t know why
The artist is confused by their situation and does not understand why it is happening to them.

Why it always be like this
The artist is expressing frustration that their situation never seems to change.

Drama constantly and dad resorting to his fist
The singer's father is violent and frequently turns to physical aggression.

And mom nitpicking always seem to start a fight
The artist's mother is constantly finding fault with their father, leading to arguments and conflict.

Dad just can’t let it go
The singer's father is unwilling to let go of arguments and always needs to be right.

He always gotta be right
The singer's father refuses to accept any other opinion or perspective than his own.

Dad, why you gotta turn to the bottle
The singer's father struggles with alcohol addiction.

Can you not focus on us
The artist wishes their father would prioritize their family over his addiction.

Liquors always been your idol
The artist's father has prioritized his addiction to alcohol over his family.

I hear the threats that one gone leave em
The singer is aware of the possibility of their parents separating or divorcing.

All I ever wonder is who gone take me wit em
The singer is concerned about their future and who will take care of them if their parents separate.

But I doubt it ever happens
The artist doubts that their parents will ever separate or divorce despite the constant conflict.

Always felt like an afterthought
The artist feels neglected and overlooked by their parents.

Except for when ya need a release and hit me in a hidden spot
The artist is admitting that their parents have physically abused them as a way to cope with their own stress and emotions.

Have you ever once thought about your own child
The singer questions whether their parents have ever truly considered their wellbeing and needs.

About his needs and his wants
The artist wishes their parents would prioritize their own child's needs and desires.

I swear its been a long while
The singer has been waiting for their parents to prioritize their needs and desires for a long time.

Now im hiding in this closet and i'm trying to escape
The singer is hiding from their parents' conflict, hoping to escape the tension and violence of their home.

All the hurt and all the pain
The singer is experiencing emotional and physical pain due to their parents' actions.

Arguing and the hate
The artist is surrounded by negativity and conflict in their home.

Lord help me make it through
The artist is relying on their faith to guide them through their troubled situation.

It's been a long rough night
The singer has been struggling with their situation for a long time and feels exhausted.

I'll keep my eyes on you
The singer is committed to relying on their faith to help them persevere through their struggles.

Know you’ll turn the dark to the light
The artist trusts that their faith will ultimately guide them out of their difficult situation.

Who I trust with these issues
The artist is unsure of who they can confide in and trust with their problems.

When Home's a living hell
The artist feels trapped and unhappy in their home environment.

No-one at school plays with you
The singer is lonely and isolated at school, likely due to the effects of their home environment on their behavior and demeanor.

Teachers think I'm a bad kid
The artist is experiencing negative judgments from authority figures due to their struggles at home.

Don’t know what it’s like to be beat on
The singer feels that those who judge them have no understanding of what it's like to be physically abused by a parent.

By the ones that gave ya breath
The singer is struggling with the ironic reality that the people who brought them into the world are the ones causing them so much pain and suffering.

How ya press forward
The singer is questioning how they can continue on in the face of so much pain and hardship.

When pain comes without a warning
The artist is feeling overwhelmed by the sudden and seemingly endless pain and suffering they are experiencing.

So I long for night time
The artist finds some solace in nighttime because it means that they can escape their painful reality temporarily.

Cause joy comes in the morning
The singer is hopeful that things will eventually get better and that they will find happiness again after enduring so much pain.

Lord I need you more
The singer is calling out to God for help and support.

Than I ever have before
The artist is at their breaking point and feels that they need divine intervention to endure.

Because I hear a knock knock
The artist is aware of the possibility of child protective services (CPS) removing them from their home due to their parents' dysfunctional behavior.

Lord its CPS at my door
The artist's fears are realized as CPS shows up at their home.

They wanna take me
CPS is considering removing the singer from their home environment for their own safety.

And I know i'll be in good hands
The artist finds some comfort in knowing that they will be taken care of if they are removed from their home.

But I don’t wanna leave home
Despite the negativity of their home environment, the singer doesn't want to leave the familiarity of their home behind.

Lord I trust in your plan
The singer is putting their faith in God's plan, even though they do not fully understand it.

So take this hurt and all my pain
The singer is asking God to take away their pain and help them heal emotionally and physically.

Lord mend my heart
The artist is asking God to heal the emotional wounds caused by their parents' behavior.

And do the same for my parents
The artist wishes for their parents to experience emotional healing and redemption as well.

Lord give us a new start
The singer is asking for a fresh beginning, free from the pain and negativity that has characterized their family life so far.

My rough night is looking up
The singer is becoming more optimistic about their future after enduring a difficult night.

It’s better days ahead
The artist is hopeful that the future will bring positive change and improvement.

It’s all because of you I’m alive not dead
The artist believes that their faith has helped them persevere through their struggles and survive thus far.