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Pillowcase
Gabbie Hanna Lyrics
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But I want the invitation
I don't need to hear you say you're sorry
But I need the validation
I really like the feel of being lonely
But I'm desperate for attention
Trust me when I tell you not to touch me
But I'm craving your affection
Our chemistry's irrefutable
And I'll love you 'til you die
I'll come to your funeral
But I won't promise to cry
Spilling teardrops on my pillowcase
My mascara always goes to waste
(Always goes to) drip on my pillowcase
Drip on my pillow, my pillow case
Drip on my pillowcase
Drip (Drip) , drip (Drip)
Doctors tell me medicate my heartbreak
But I love to keep it macabre
Tellin' God my problems, solve 'em
Answer my prayers
He answered, but the answer was "Nah"
Our chemistry's irrefutable
And I'll love you 'til you die
I'll come to your funeral
But I won't promise to cry
Spilling teardrops on my pillowcase
My mascara always goes to waste
(Always goes to) drip on my pillowcase
Drip on my pillow, my pillowcase
Drip on my pillowcase
Drip (Drip) , drip (Drip)
A reflection on my windowpane
Shows the nightmare (Retsnom)
Call me by my name what have I?
What have I? What have-
Drip on my pillowcase drip on my pillow
(my pillow) case (Pillowcase)
Drip on my pillowcase
Drip (Drip) , drip (Drip)
Drip on my pillowcase
Drip on my pillow (my pillow) case
Drip on my pillowcase
Drip (Drip) , drip (Drip)
In Gabbie Hanna's song "Pillowcase," the lyrics convey a sense of conflicting emotions and desires. The singer expresses a reluctance to engage in social events, refusing invitations to parties. However, deep down, they long for the validation and attention that comes with being included. They are comfortable with feeling lonely but still crave affection and touch.
The contradictory nature of their feelings is further highlighted when they assert that they don't need apologies but do need validation. This suggests a complex longing for connection while also being guarded and afraid of getting hurt. The singer acknowledges their own internal struggles, telling others not to touch them but secretly yearning for affection.
The chorus delves into the emotional turmoil experienced by the singer, symbolized by "spilling teardrops on my pillowcase" and the wastefulness of mascara as it smudges and runs. This imagery represents the vulnerability and pain they feel in their relationships, with emotional overflow staining their surroundings. Despite the pain, the singer remains stuck, unable to fully let go or move on.
The verse about medicating heartbreak suggests that others offer solutions to ease their pain, yet the singer embraces the macabre nature of their emotions, finding solace in dark thoughts and seeking answers from a higher power. However, even with an attempt to reach out to God, the response received is dismissive, with a simple "Nah" as an answer.
The mention of a reflection on the windowpane and the confusion expressed with the question "What have I?" showcases the singer's self-doubt and questioning of their identity amidst their emotional struggles. The repetition of "drip on my pillowcase" throughout the song further emphasizes the constant presence of tears and emotional leakage.
Overall, "Pillowcase" by Gabbie Hanna explores the complexities of longing for connection while grappling with fear, guardedness, and internal conflict.
Line by Line Meaning
I don't wanna come to your party
I have no interest in attending your social gathering
But I want the invitation
However, I desire to be invited, even though I won't attend
I don't need to hear you say you're sorry
Apologies from you are unnecessary for me
But I need the validation
Yet, I crave the affirmation and approval from others
I really like the feel of being lonely
I genuinely enjoy the sensation of solitude
But I'm desperate for attention
However, I am in desperate need of constant attention
Trust me when I tell you not to touch me
Believe me when I say to keep your hands off me
But I'm craving your affection
Yet, I yearn for your love and affection
Our chemistry's irrefutable
The bond and connection between us cannot be denied
And I'll love you 'til you die
I will continue to love you until the end of your life
I'll come to your funeral
I will attend your funeral
But I won't promise to cry
However, I cannot guarantee that I will shed tears there
Spilling teardrops on my pillowcase
Tears falling and staining my pillow cover
My mascara always goes to waste
My mascara never stays intact, getting ruined by tears
(Always goes to) drip on my pillowcase
Consistently dripping and leaving marks on my pillow cover
Drip on my pillow, my pillow case
The tears continue to fall on my pillow, affecting the pillow cover
Doctors tell me medicate my heartbreak
Medical professionals advise me to numb my emotional pain
But I love to keep it macabre
Yet, I find pleasure in maintaining a dark and morbid perspective
Tellin' God my problems, solve 'em
Sharing my issues with God, hoping for resolution
Answer my prayers
Grant my requests and answer my pleas
He answered, but the answer was 'Nah'
However, the response I received was a firm 'No'
A reflection on my windowpane
The image mirrored on my window glass
Shows the nightmare (Retsnom)
Reveals the reversed imagery of a horrifying dream
Call me by my name what have I?
Address me using my given name, questioning my identity
What have I? What have-
What significance do I hold? What is my purpose?
Drip on my pillowcase drip on my pillow
Tears continuing to fall and stain both my pillow cover and pillow
(my pillow) case (Pillowcase)
The cover of my pillow (pillowcase) affected by the tears
Drip on my pillowcase
Constant dripping and staining of my pillow cover
Drip (Drip) , drip (Drip)
Continuing flow of tears, drop by drop
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: Alina Smith, Annalise Morelli, Gabbie Hanna
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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Jessica Joy
I love you gabbbie Hanna
Jessica Joy
I love it ❤
Inkassosjefen
Your music is the most relatable i have ever stumbled over. I wish you well. 💜
Frizzy Fazbear
I would be a unicorn cuz then nobody will believe in me I will be a piece of paper cuz then they would just throw me away
Sean Miffin James
I am number 500. Just saying bitchez
Kyler Roark
OH MY GOD! I just realized that 2WAYMIRROR is Gabbie going through the 5 stages of grief! “Perfect Day (A True Story)” is where it all begins, this song sets the stage for Gabbie’s grieving process, and each of the other songs represents one of the stages. “Broken Girls” is anger, “Butterflies” is denial, “Pillowcase” is depression, “Medicate” is bargaining, and “Goodbye, For Now” is acceptance! GABBIE YOU’RE A MASTERMIND!
Elizabeth Mueller
@Nikisha GR Sadly, but that's how it works with women who are trapped in that abusive loop: if a woman finds a really good man, they won't trust it because it doesn't feel "safe" so they go with what they are familiar with and that's abusive guys. 😢
Clover543isBored
Have to say she did a good job
Leonard Daban
1.) Her 5 stages of grief
2.) About the chair in every music videos
3.) (There's more but I forgot but ik it's at the madicate music video) 🥺