honestly
Gabbie Hanna Lyrics

White lies, but they're getting dark
You're telling little lies, but they're getting worse.

Blurred lines, but they're getting clearer
Things used to be murky, but now I'm starting to see the truth.

Just tell the truth, ay, it's not that hard
Being honest shouldn't be difficult, so why can't you just tell me the truth?

You call me crazy
You're gaslighting me, making me think I'm losing my mind.

So am I crazy?
I'm starting to doubt my own sanity, thanks to your manipulative behavior.

Your words don't hold any weight
I can't trust a word you say anymore.

I can't seem to get a straight answer
You're always dodging the question, making me feel like I'm going in circles.

Don't trust you, but who's to blame?
I want to trust you, but you've given me no reason to. Who's at fault here?

I think you're crazy
Your behavior is so erratic and unpredictable, it's making me question your sanity.

But am I crazy?
Or maybe I'm the one who's losing it, because I can't make sense of what's happening.

Got me second guessin' everything you say
I can't take anything you say at face value anymore, because I don't know what's true and what's not.

Thinkin' that I know you, but you're really a stranger
I thought I knew who you were, but now I realize I don't know you at all.

Doin' what you gotta do to get your way
You're willing to do whatever it takes to get what you want, even if it's at my expense.

You're reckless and selfish and you can't help it
Your behavior is careless and all about yourself, and you don't seem to care about anyone else's feelings.

Say you're talkin' to me honestly
You claim to be speaking the truth to me.

But you're lyin' to me constantly, oh
But I know you're not telling me the truth, and it's starting to wear on me.

All the bullshit, I don't need it
I'm tired of all the lies and manipulations, and I don't want to deal with it anymore.

And honestly, I don't believe it, nah
Your words have lost all credibility with me, and there's nothing you can say to make me feel differently.

But I don't want your dumb apology, no
I don't want you to apologize just for show - I want you to genuinely mean it and make a change.

Say too much, but it's not enough
You say a lot of things, but none of it is what I really need to hear.

Got me wonderin', 'what a lie you hiding?'
I'm constantly on edge, wondering what other lies you're keeping from me.

Did you lie when you called it love?
I'm starting to question if anything you said to me was ever true, including your supposed feelings for me.

Or am I crazy?
Or maybe I'm just too paranoid and everything you're saying is perfectly normal.

Somebody save me
I'm reaching my breaking point and need someone to help me through this situation.

Don't know what's reality
I'm having a hard time separating what's real from what's not.

Made me question my sanity, oh
Your behavior has made me doubt my own sanity and judgement.

Am I losing my sanity?
Or maybe I'm just overreacting and there's nothing wrong with me at all.