Allan was born and raised in La Mirada, California, to Harley and Mary Herzberg. To ensure that the family would focus on music, Allan's mother insisted that the family's guitars would always remain visible in the home. At age thirteen, Allan began playing in honky tonks with his father. Two years later, he was offered his first recording contract, from A&M Records, but rejected the deal. His parents wanted him to finish his education and his father felt that Allan had yet to develop his own distinctive style. Despite his commitment to finishing school, Allan reflects that he was rarely alert in class. "I played the bars at night, I was half asleep when I got to school. I thought sleep was what you did when you got to school." After finishing school, he continued to play in the bars with his band, the Honky Tonk Wranglers. Many of the venues they played were packed, and promoters often tried to move them to larger clubs. The moves would have required him to stop playing some of the older country music, such as covers of George Jones songs, so Allan refused.
Allan was introduced to songwriter/producer Byron Hill on August 28, 1993 by a mutual friend and talent-scout Jim Seal at a bar called the Lion D'or in Downey, California, where Allan was already regularly performing. Seal and Hill had asked Allan if they could showcase an unsigned act that they were developing there. Hill had arranged to bring the head of A&R from a major label to the show to see this other act perform. Allan kindly let them use his stage for the event, giving the new act the opening performance slot that night. Hill promised Gary that they would make sure the A&R person remained there to see his portion of the show. Everyone was knocked out with Allan's performance, and very impressed with his voice. From that point on, Hill began sending Allan songs. Without any serious funding at the time, Hill arranged for Allan to go into Seal's small studio in California to try his vocals on some of existing demo tracks that Hill had sent to Allan from Nashville, Tennessee. Meanwhile, Hill became head of A&R at BNA Entertainment on October 29 of that same year and immediately wanted to sign Allan to BNA, but the then current roster conditions and other circumstances related to the planned restructuring of RCA/BNA Nashville stood in the way.
In the meantime, Allan took a job selling cars. He left a demo tape in the glove box of a car purchased by a wealthy couple. When the couple discovered that he was the singer, they wrote him a check for $12,000. This independent funding allowed Allan to go to Nashville to record some of the songs that were on that early demo tape with Hill as producer. On September 11, 1995, they worked at Javelina Studios for a couple of days on the four songs that Hill immediately showed to labels. Allan's recordings brought serious responses from several labels including Mercury, RCA, and Decca. A meeting was then held at a Nashville hotel among Hill, Allan, and friend of Allan's, who was a program director for a radio station in California, to arrange two showcases in Los Angeles, California, to put Allan on stage at two of the radio station's regular nights at a local club. Byron arranged for staffers at the Nashville office of Decca Records to attend the first showcase held on November 1, 1995. Decca immediately wanted to sign Allan, and knowing that Byron was lining up other labels to see Gary, Decca asked them to cancel the second showcase. A rep from RCA was already booked to see the second showcase the following week, but the "bird-in-hand" deal offer was too tempting for both Hill and Allan, so they committed to the Decca offer.
His first deal, with Decca Records Nashville, produced the 1996 album Used Heart for Sale. The album was named "Best of the Month" by Stereo Review. It advanced to the top 20 of the charts, and produced a Top 10 country hit with the track Her Man (previously recorded by Waylon Jennings). Other tracks from the album, however, proved less successful.
His second album, It Would Be You, was released in 1998. Although Allan had been writing songs since he was a teenager, he does not hesitate to bump his work from his albums in favor of those written by other songwriters he respects. For his second album, Allan replaced one of his songs with No Judgement Day, written by Allen Shamblin. Although the song was a hidden acoustic track, radio stations began giving it heavy airplay. The song tells the story of a shopkeeper in Texas, whose children killed him in search of money. The title track of the album became Allan's second top 10 hit of the year, remaining in the top 10 after 21 weeks of radio play, "way beyond the tenure of most disposable radio hits." At the beginning of 1999, Decca Records folded, and when Allan moved to the parent label, MCA Nashville, It Would Be You was left in limbo.
In 1999, Allan released Smoke Rings in the Dark, an album he recorded while in the midst of a divorce from his second wife, Versace model Danette Day, after only seven months of marriage. Unlike his first two albums, Smoke Rings in the Dark made fuller use of background singers and stringed instruments, "resulting in a lusher, fuller sound." The new album avoided the "devil-may-care brashness" of the first two, instead presenting a tone balanced between youthful optimism and "the knowledge that some of life's experiences exact a high toll." Smoke Rings in the Dark was certified platinum, and it included two successful singles.
In 2001 the album Alright Guy was released. It contained the singles The One, Man of Me, and Man to Man, the latter of which became his first Billboard No. 1 hit. The same year, Allan married for the third time, to Angela, a flight attendant he met on an airplane.
Despite his previous success and eight years in the music business, Allan was nominated for the Country Music Association's Horizon Award, typically given to newcomers, in 2003. The same year he released his fifth album, See If I Care. Allan had to fight to keep the title, which he felt epitomized his attitude towards the music business, that he would continue to make the music that he wanted to make regardless of whether the record label chose to back him or people chose to buy the album. See If I Care included his second and third Number One singles, Tough Little Boys and Nothing On but the Radio. Songs About Rain was a top 15 hit.
In 2003, Allan and his wife, Angela Herzberg, moved to Tennessee from California. On October 25, 2004, Angela Herzberg committed suicide after suffering from depression and migraines. Allan initially put his career on hold, but soon turned to music to deal with the loss of his wife. This resulted in 2005's "heart-wrenchingly personal album," Tough All Over. He included several songs which he wrote or cowrote, including Puttin' Memories Away and I Just Got Back from Hell, which dealt directly with his grief. Several years later, Gary discussed his wife's suicide on The Oprah Winfrey Show.
Tough All Over sold over 99,000 copies in its first week, debuting at No. 3 on the Billboard 200 and No. 1 on the magazine's Top Country Albums chart. It was subsequently certified gold by the RIAA as of December 20, 2006, and contained the top 10 singles Best I Ever Had (written by Vertical Horizon's Matt Scannell) and Life Ain't Always Beautiful, co-written by country singer Cyndi Thomson (under the name Cyndi Goodman).
Allan's first Greatest Hits collection was released on March 6, 2007. A Number One album on the Billboard Top Country Albums charts, the album reprised the greatest hits from his first six albums, as well as two new songs. One of these, titled A Feelin' Like That, was co-written by David Lee Murphy and Ira Dean (the latter a former member of Trick Pony); the single peaked at #12 on the country singles charts.
Allan's album titled Living Hard, was released on October 23, 2007. Serving as its lead-off single was the song Watching Airplanes, which spent more than thirty weeks on the country charts, where it reached a peak of #2 and went #1 on the Mediabase Chart. The song's music video was filmed during live concerts, including one at the Red Rocks Amphitheatre in Morrison, Colorado. Second single Learning How to Bend – co-written by Allan – quickly became another hit song, peaking at #13. The video was filmed during a live performance at the House of Blues in Atlantic City, New Jersey. Following this song is third single She's So California, which Allan co-wrote with Jaime Hanna (of Hanna-McEuen) and Jon Randall, and it peaked at #24, becoming his first single to miss the top 20 since Lovin' You Against My Will in 2000.
Today was released on June 12, 2009, serving as the lead-off single to Allan's studio album, Get Off on the Pain, which was released on March 9, 2010. Title track, Get Off on the Pain, was the album's second single. It debuted at #42 on the U.S. Billboard Hot Country Songs chart, the highest-debuting single of his career. Kiss Me When I'm Down the album's third single released to radio in 2010. It debuted at #52 on the U.S. Billboard Hot Country Songs chart.
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A Feelin
Gary Allan Lyrics
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Before my chute opened, I felt my heart race
I was fallin'
Nope, that's just fallin'
And off the coast of Australia I dove way down deep
For all that I saw of that Great Barrier Reef
It was nothin'; compared to you it was nothin'
I got lightning in my veins and thunder in my chest
All tangled up with you and tryin' to catch my breath
Been chasing that sensation halfway 'round the world
And lookin' back on what we had
Well, I've done it all, and I've seen it all
But I can't find a feelin' like that
Well, I've wound up in some town in Spain runnin' with the bulls
Tryin' to catch another thrill with a thousand other fools
We were runnin', aw, but that's just runnin'
When I started pushin' thirty, it started pushin' back
Well, how was I to know till now you'd be such a hard act to follow?
Nothin' seems to follow
[Chorus]
It's like flyin' down some back road at midnight
With your eyes closed and the headlights off
Girl, I've been searchin' everywhere
Can't find that feelin' anywhere
You're all I want now, all I want
It's that lightning in my veins and thunder in my chest
All tangled up with you and tryin' to catch my breath
I been chasing that sensation halfway round the world
And lookin' back on what we had
Well, I've done it all and I've seen it all
But I can't find a feelin' like that
That's right, I've done it all, and I've seen it all
But I can't find a feelin' like that
In Gary Allan's "A Feelin'", he reminisces on the various experiences he's had in his life from skydiving and diving in the Great Barrier Reef off the coast of Australia, to running with the bulls in Spain. He realizes that no matter what great experiences he's had, nothing compares to the feeling he had when he was with the person he loved. He describes this feeling as "lightning in my veins and thunder in my chest", which is what he's been trying to find all along, but can't seem to find it anywhere else.
Throughout the song, Allan uses various activities that are often considered "thrilling" or exciting, such as skydiving or running with the bulls, to symbolize his search for that feeling he had with his lover. However, in the end, it's evident that nothing compares to the feeling of being with the one he loves. The metaphor of "lightning in my veins and thunder in my chest" is an effective way to describe a feeling that is hard to put into words.
This song is not only a representation of Allan's personal experiences, but it also speaks to a universal theme of love and human connection. The desire to feel a strong connection with someone is a feeling that most people can relate to. The lyrics of "A Feelin'" are a reminder that those experiences are worth cherishing, as they're hard to come by.
Line by Line Meaning
I stepped out into the blue, felt the wind hit my face
I courageously stepped out into the unknown and felt the wind rush past me.
Before my chute opened, I felt my heart race
My heart was pumping rapidly before my parachute opened.
I was fallin'
I was simply falling without any direction or reason.
And off the coast of Australia I dove way down deep
I dove deep into the ocean off the coast of Australia.
For all that I saw of that Great Barrier Reef
Even though I saw the entirety of the Great Barrier Reef.
It was nothin'; compared to you it was nothin'
Seeing the Great Barrier Reef pales in comparison to my attachment to you.
I got lightning in my veins and thunder in my chest
I have a passion and energy coursing through me.
All tangled up with you and tryin' to catch my breath
My energy and emotions for you are intense.
Been chasing that sensation halfway 'round the world
I have pursued this feeling across the globe.
Well, I've done it all, and I've seen it all
I have experienced everything I can think of.
But I can't find a feelin' like that
However, I still cannot find a feeling like the one I have with you.
Well, I've wound up in some town in Spain runnin' with the bulls
I found myself in Spain running through the streets with the bulls.
Tryin' to catch another thrill with a thousand other fools
I hoped to capture another thrill with several other people who were foolishly chasing the same thing.
We were runnin', aw, but that's just runnin'
We were all running together, but it was just pointless running.
When I started pushin' thirty, it started pushin' back
As I reached my thirties, reality started to resist against me.
Well, how was I to know till now you'd be such a hard act to follow?
I never expected that you would be so challenging to leave behind.
Nothin' seems to follow
Nothing seems to match up to the intensity of my feelings for you.
It's like flyin' down some back road at midnight
The sensation I have with you is like speeding down a dark road at midnight.
With your eyes closed and the headlights off
As if you are moving fast towards an unknown destination without any fear.
Girl, I've been searchin' everywhere
I have searched everywhere trying to replace the feelings I have for you.
Can't find that feelin' anywhere
But I have come up empty trying to match up with the intensity of my feelings for you.
You're all I want now, all I want
Now, you are all I want and all that I can think of.
That's right, I've done it all, and I've seen it all
I can say that I have traveled and experienced everything I can think of.
But I can't find a feelin' like that
But finding the same feeling that I have for you seems impossible.
Lyrics © CAROL VINCENT & ASSOC LLC, DO WRITE MUSIC LLC
Written by: DAVID MURPHY, IRA DEAN, KIM TRIBBLE
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Jmag3659
love Gary Allen his voice is just so gritty and that look in his eyes....he is so good......
Dude1565
This song always makes me feel better.
Jennifer Miller
This is a beautiful song :)
Arlene Montoya
Sure do love this song, Gary, you read my mind,
Adrianna Pope
Last night, my boyfriend told me this is how he felt about me :) He's so amazing!!
MrCarmem09
GREAT SONG.
Mich Scat
wow country music is still going good....thank god, just today actually one of my friends said his dad was "pushin' " 50 this reminded me
blhunter25
I'm in love with this song
AdaBada123
"flying down some back road with your eyes closed and headlights off..." man, he's nuts.
MrCarmem09
GREAT VIDEO AND BRILLIANT SONG.